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Genuinely surprised to see this from Jamie p and super glad as well. I feel like it's become such a pattern of seeing white queer creators casually say some racist shit or something to come out and then never properly apologize.

So seeing Jamie Paige be outright "No fuck y'all stupid racist white teens, she'd rather stop making music catering to you than let you make a fool of her art" is incredibly refreshing and makes me glad that to be a fan of hers and feel both seen and comfortably safe knowing that for once someone has the decency not to be a racist piece of shit!

Also go listen to Slayr right now! I remember hearing a couple of his songs before, and liking all of them, and this one is no different. Honestly I hope we get to see more hip-hop sampling and remixes of vocaloid music because its so so cool and wish it was done more often.

A bit more self explanatory, but I'm glad he's confident to state it for the people in the back that Vocaloid isn't just a white people thing. It's a bit bittersweet to me in a sense that a lot of black creators online feel the need to hide themselves, but I definitely understand (I'm guilty of this sometime too the way Tumblr acts sometimes) but I'm glad to see that people are being more openly anti racist for once and I hope this trend doesn't stop.

Also I know it's already his most popular song, but it is such a banger too, go listen to this and the rest of his vocaloid music too!

Rolls out April 12, calling all Canadians to boycott!

Hi, I'm Ko, and I'm in financial limbo on about 3 different fronts! I'm waiting for some people to get THEIR shit together so I can get MY shit together, but in the meantime, things still cost money.

Aside from my rather expensive dental care situation that I have to put on pause, there's smaller things I still need to deal with. These being:

- Flea medicine for my cats

- My OWN medications!

The flea meds cost about 60 bucks for the two cats, while my meds cost about 160 -- luckily this is the cost for multiple months worth at a time, at least for one of them. I really don't want to have to medically detransition even for a little while so this is very high priority for me right now.

I'm offering commissions for this as well as simply linking ways people can help. Even 5 bucks goes a HUGE way to helping reduce my stress levels here.

Pay-pal

Ko-fi

If you can't donate or comm, PLEASE consider reblogging! I know most people are dealing with tight budgets, but a reblog is still super helpful for getting eyes on things.

Also, cat tax of the sillies who need the help too:

sargon pride! i have two others i want to post but tumblr keeps lagging and breaking (??) when i try to rearrange images and i want the set to be in a specific order that is different than the order saved in my files (inherently requiring moving the images). so im just posting these and ill put the other two under a read more.

anyways sargon is like the only nonbinary character i have whose gender is like. absent of man or woman (instead of being multigender/fluid/bigender). ie neither a man or woman instead of being both a man and woman. i didnt mean for it to turn out like that, but it did. its ok sargon you can be the agender icon and its all your crown to wear hehe. theyre also intersex, being a twin with CC ofc. (its elf anatomy related so theres no human intersex term i can use for them for specifics). yes, sargon DOES use they AND she, but that doesnt negate being agender - presentation and language does not determine gender.

the two under the read more are the agender and the bisexual flags :p i did more for sargon than others due to wanting an agender flag in specifics, and bi because i ended up not doing a bi flag for irak or xanthe despite them being bi. so i was like wellll ill at least do it for sargon if im already breaking the "more than two" rule i had set out with at first.

its definitely ok to ask!

in caldera, while they still (unfortunately) assign gender, and therefore tend to still view physical bodies in a sort of 'very widespreading fluid line, but still a point a and b,' its like better than here on earth but not quite where it could be i guess either. that being said, they dont MEDICALIZE being intersex (thank.. ezmira? god? lol), so i dont have many elf-related medical terminology or Names for 'Conditions' to provide. which i prefer tbh. anwyays ill just describe their functionality etc.

CC and sargon have what would be probably sorted as "atypical genitalia" though again i dont love the sort of medicalization/dyadic centricness of that term. they were afab both because of the sort of similar "guess" that dyadic parents often do to what they think would be ""closest.""

xanthe has a hormonal variation, which caused an early start to puberty and an early end. they look a bit smaller/shorter/etc and have less developed chest. since basically everyone in caldera has developed breasts, i have to assume that breast development is not reliant on specifically estrogen-equivalent but rather some sort of other process in the elven hormonal development, and that aspect is affected by xanthe's hormonal variation.

irak just. has heterochromia. which would be intersex for fae as it means irak's internal flowers are various colours, rather than being just one colour. the fae dont have hormones or chromosomes or genitalia or majority of sexual anatomy that elves and humans do, so this is the fae equivalent. that one's multicolour wings is more gender related rather than physical, and is where being bigender comes in. i also think irak could fall under the intergender label, as being intersex does, for irak specifically, play a big part in being bigender (though obviously not the case for all intersex people, just how irak relates to gender).

crimna has pcos and hirsutism ! he is human/elf and the pcos probably relates more to the human features and traits

the royal system is also hormonally intersex and has some of the elf and human anatomy not quite lining up hormonally. usually someone elf/human would have a bit more balance in the body that sort of works with itself, but the royal system's does not. i dont necessarily have a good equivalent to on earth for this, but maybe similar to pcos as well in terms of certain hormone productions and certain conversions of them etc. without being too personal, i will say they have some subtle bottom growth down there not from hrt but just from natural hormonal influence lol but its not as noticeable as it would be if they were to be fully on hrt if that. makes sense. trying to be vague because that is Me <3 lol.