i miss 1994 because i wasn’t alive then

I don’t know how but my father found out I’m gay or at least he’s very suspicious of me being a lesbian and he beat the shit out of me yesterday and now I’m at my grandma’s fearing for my life lol I bought a flight ticket to get back home bc im still in morocco & my flight is due tomorrow and luckily there’s a LGBT refuge in Brussels that has opened in July so I think I’m gonna apply to move there. I really wanted to die yesterday but nah im gonna live bc lesbians ain’t quitters!!!! lesbians don’t die and I’m gonna live bitch

but now I have to drop out of uni and find a job because my f*ther clearly said that he won’t pay for my tuition fees nor my therapy sessions (and im on meds so that really sucks) & im not a minor anymore im 23 he legally doesnt owe me anything so if anyone who also lives in Brussels/Belgium knows some place where I can reach for help that would be very helpful and nice of you !!!

Btw here’s my gofundme if you guys can donate something (and only if you can afford it) it would help me a LOT thank you so much !!!!

re-watch avatar the last airbender it’s good for your health 

i want to write but without the actual writing bit i just want the story in my head to be birthed fully into the universe of its own volition