Alice's mind

This world is shit. One more push in the wrong direction and a bullet will go in to this fucked up brain of mine , ending a fucking long hurtful time on this pathetic rock

We like to think of our selves as higher intelligent beings but yet we all hate the way things way things work in our pathetic existence and do absolutely nothing to change it. For what, fear that if we stand to fight we will loose to the corporate power houses, the ones we built. Wake up you stupid fucking sheep. Stop letting a worthless piece of cloth lead you around with a chain of debt around your neck. Stand and fight. Awaken from this nightmare and you just might find that grass is greener on the other side. It takes all of us to change the oppressive systems we so ignorantly live by

So I’ve been reading some of my posts for the last year and you know what life just finds new ways to keep getting worse and worse. After nine suicide attempts in half as many months I’ve learned one thing. Next time in eating a bullet; and that could be any day now

Well the start of the school year is just a couple of days away and already the anxiety is building. I’m already starting to wonder if I can make it through this semester.