Do It While You Can

In a stable state, open minded to the world around me wondering is it for me anymore. Its fast approaching my 21 birthday and what else? Aimless lonely wondering maybe, with no goal no dream no more praise for tomorrow. As humans we suffer in defeat and learn more that in victory. Yet we strive for victory only to rebel in the moments and memories. The time has come where victory is empty, reminiscing is pain, and defeat holds no pain or lessons. Life is empty, deserted, and dull. The drive to continue has long faded. Thinking straight I know my choices, conform and continue with and empty life and the hope of contention, run and live free and attempt to contribute to the world, or end.

Reasons to marry me: We'd eat pizza and listen to good music together and we'd probably fuck 14 times a week and buy too many pets and build pillow forts.

So she sees a man who threats her right and everyone else sees she's a gold digger and he just wants it. That's sad.

Measuring how much day I've wasted by how fast my battery dies.