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@fakedeers ♥'d for a starter !!

" i don't really aim to get.. wasted. now or before. " you say the word wasted like it was something you didn't want to include into your vocabulary, as if they were tons of other words you'd prefer to have replaced it with. you're sipping idly on something, you can't quite remember what it is but it's fine enough. " i don't miss anything terribly much. perhaps the sun, if i had to pick. " your life wasn't much better before this, the harshness of being an infamous vampire hunter's son really wasn't something you missed or yearned for. in fact, this is almost another chance at life in a way. you're nearly.. grateful for it. / @monstyrious

the silence stretches on with only a faint sniffle heard , trying so hard not to cry while ignoring the dull ache of fresh forming bruises . henry cares , you know he does ... but you don't like to bother him too much , worry him too much , despite his insistence that it's never a problem , " i just wanted to hear your voice . "

" ..do you want to come over? " tentatively asked, you know she probably won't but you need her to know it's okay. the phone presses uncomfortably against your face, your leg aching from the way you're standing. " ..are you hurt? " you have a odd feeling within your chest, you know that the call isn't just something she did out of the blue. anger clashes with worry, a dangerous mix that makes you want to go over there and teach that bastard a lesson. / @elafie

" compensation.. what do you have in mind? " amusement laces the letters, looking over at him for a moment before refocusing back on your book. you know it's not right to leave him behind back there but, and it's selfish, you take any opportunity to duck out and leave. you're just so sick of your father hosting these events as a way to force you to socialize or engage with other kingdoms, to establish connections and figure out who you should be married off to. he keeps hounding you every day to stop acting like a child and to take the future of the kingdom seriously but you don't want to be responsible for them nor their future. is it so wrong to crave a life outside of these walls? a peaceful kind of life that lets you garden or read or even write for most of your days? you sigh, something heavy. " i'm sorry for abandoning you in there but i fear it's every man for himself in such a precarious situation. ..is your father still trying to marry you off? " / @solivcgant