nature had always been a double edged sword for carmine.
she remembered days in her youth where she would sometimes stop to stare at flowers. if in the spring, it was how vibrant the colors were. the petals shining underneath the sun's rays as they sang and joy with the new season. how they seemed to glow with vitality in an area where they could thrive.
if it was in winter, she remembered how barren the lands were, and yet some flora seemed to endure the harsh season. with frost along its branches, snow covering the ground and chilling it to its roots. they had quiet subtle strength to survive the winter. despite the odds, here they were persevering.
it was admirable some days. other days-
carmine remembered being abandoned in the woods. being told by an associate of her father's that she needed to find her way back home. it was the middle of the evening- no moon, no stars to guide her. Not even a weapon to help herself with. The associate left soon after and she was left trying to navigate her way back home with nothing to her name.
her father loved doing that to his children. they had to learn independence. self sufficiency. they had to be able to hold their own before they could contribute to the family.
she loathed nature in those moments. those training grounds meant to harden her spirit- prepare her for the worst and learn to be a weapon.
olympian gardens seemed to hold the spirit of both, carmine thought as she walked through it. there was serenity and stillness here- the anticipation of something while holding everything else at bay outside of those brushes. carmine wasn't sure how to feel about it, but her granny had told her to go talk a walk and she hardly had a chance to argue before she was practically thrown out the door by the old woman.
her senses were still sharp- still too aware of the world around her. she had initially wanted to pretend she hadn't seen the person on the bench. they stay to their business, and she stay to theirs. but they acknowledged her first. moving to the side and offering up a space on the bench. her instincts warred within her, but her grandmother's teachings of respect won out.
"excuse me," she mumbled, taking a seat and trying to figure out if she was meant to talk to this person- a random stranger. did stranger danger apply to adults? "i can leave," carmine offered, turning to the other, "if you were having a moment of... uh... reading?"
As soon as she mentioned his book, Emanuel looked back at it and chuckled quietly. He shakes his head "no" and waves his hand to insist she pays it no mind. Manny pulls out his phone and types before showing her.
"Don't worry about it! No need to leave. :-)"
But he notices her fidgeting, on edge, hyper aware of her surroundings... Clearly something was bothering her. Perhaps he was the problem? The young man never knew a day where he was described as threatening but he was no stranger to the day to day most women faced... Emanuel understood completely.
"Would you like me to leave? I understand!"
He remains seated but he shifts as if ready to get up, his worried eyes fixated on her. The last thing he'd ever want is to cause her any more distress. In fact, if she needed anything from him, he was ready to attend to it immediately! Hoping to appease her, Emanuel gives her a reassuring smile and a nod.













