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artist .ೃ࿐ -> 24 y/o with audhd(+ added psychosis) who struggles with physically painful executive dysfunction, but still keeps trying to make things regardless.. interests .ೃ࿐ -> drawing / writing / screenwriting / poetry / comics / storyboarding / website design / former gifted animator kid links .ೃ࿐ -> @wolvertooth (current fixation blog) / @etherical2002memories (personal blog) / ao3 (fanfics)

(X-Men '97, episode 5)

ik, if there was any secret queer subtext to this bit, morph was more likely trying to get logan to admit to bisexuality. but i viewed this scene in my own biased way..being about gender(cuz morph is lil miss+mr they/them, and a character turning pink when thinking about themselves is usually a gender thing these days..)

also projecting that the reason logan hasnt been talking to his closest buddy morph is a similar reason jax avoided ribbit in the finale of the amazing digital circus, having a super vulnerable moment about his identity after getting his metal torn out, then desperately tried to erase it and avoid it. and to me, that's what this weird out of place ending scene is, a continuation of them 'not talking about it' and morph being pissed that logans just going back to normal and putting up the shield again

like. the Wolverine persona is one that i see logan trying his damndest to feel like he reclaimed and shaped on his own, as both a coping mechanism for the trauma and a way of coping with the fact that hes convinced himself that hes less without it. hes been forcefully trying to grow n evolve into something stronger n better, but its into someone he made up(as a way of having the illusion of choosing his own path), rather than who he actually is

hes the best at being Wolverine, but hes too scared to try being himself again. all of himself, not just the strong part hes perfected

(and i think theres some slight gender stuff going on that naturally comes with all that)

(book is My Gender Workbook by Kate Bornstein, 1998)

my design edit for sabretooth from the new wolverine trailer..i gave him a trim lol ^^

i also changed the placement of his nose n mouth and added some bangs, heavily inspired by his design in X-Men Legends 2 !

( inspired from this post by @connoisseurofmantits )

(reference to this photo)

grasping the light,, only to have it immediately turn to smoke..

been on my pc a lot these past few days(hence the mouse + mspaint art) as to try to reduce stimulation brought on by scrolling. im still having a constant influx of stimuli, but in theory its less crap based stimuli

i kinda forgot about the concept of burnout, till i saw a video in the subscriptions of one of my alt youtube accounts. the person listed all the symptoms for it, saying how incredibly similar it all is to just a combo of depression n adhd, but its something one can still climb out of

i have like. shark mentality. where i gotta keep moving. like someone destined to overwork, while being stuck in a body that doesnt wanna do shit most of the time. so instead of burning out by action, i mentally burnout by having my body in a neverending state of being on edge cuz of not doing anything. but when i find the energy for acting on the urge to Move, it burns me out even more cuz of how needlessly hard it now is, cuz of the heightened symptoms

no one teaches u how to escape burnout. and nobody teaches u how to rest.

the wolvertooth devil card !! the devil depicted is a fusion of Marduk’s designs from Weapon X 2017 n Wolverine 2010

request/gift to @1sabretoothdickrider as thanks for continuously making diy merch of my fanart <3

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vent piece made from not knowing wtf i was supposed to be doing for my somatic therapy homework