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when jodi arias said "all of my darkness is a result of my own creation, it is the fruit of my thoughts planted continuously and with too much repetition"

I find it really hot of me to bite an apple during the important moments of my life. It adds symbolism.

actually, growing up is feeling like i turned sixteen two days ago. i’ve been eighteen for years. fifteen year olds seem so young. wasn’t i fifteen just a few weeks ago? all my friends and i are still twelve. i’m closer to thirty than to being a baby. i never got to be a kid. i never grew past eight. i can’t talk to my mom. i want to sit in her lap forever. i want to decide everything for myself. i need someone to tell me exactly what to do. the week is going by so slow. an entire year has passed.