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the distance paralyses me; my stomach churns with anxious thoughts about the morrow, unsure of what will happen. after all, we were constantly told about how we could do anything we wanted and how everything changed with time. but these times are long different now, and with nobody to trust, the thoughts of who I was haunts my mind everywhere I go, like a faded and hollowed outsider.

it wasn't fair, I think to myself as I stare at the horizon line. opera mauve waves rapidly gain speed and momentum, building itself into a wave with more power – they crash right against my calves and knees. and for a moment, everything feels fine. the salty aftertaste hits my mouth as I turn away from the waves with a dopey grin on my face. it's small points of time like these that remind me of more innocent times we had together.

it's always difficult to let go of the past; what we once had is gone. I'll always look back at those days together with fond memories and love, especially because you were there. I never thought that this was what would happen. every day, I miss you guys more.

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the sunset's twilight pink sky sits above Mount Fuji, pausing just before nightfall. the varying shades of dark purples and light pinks dance together as they consume the dusk sky. the light from the sun peers and beams at the cherry blossoms, momentarily illuminating their branches from underneath. as I begin to gaze across the lake towards the glistening snow-capped mountain in front of me. inner peace swells in my thoughts as serenity flows. 🗻💖🌌

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