hiatus + moving blogs
(tl;dr -- severe anxiety, im not happy bc i started writing my muses in a way that fit what other people wanted, i'll remake when i feel like it)
yeah tbh this was gonna happen but like, When. i didn't realize how bad the stress related to this blog had gotten until i started having literal anxiety about logging on. I've been trying not to turn this into a long infodump so in short:
I kept trying to rewrite muses to other people's liking, and then i wasn't happy! i was writing in a way people wanted, making major rewrites and just feeling disconnected. also too much personal life stuff! i have like.. major fear of being stalked bc of prior Situations. it keeps stacking. too many bad friends. car issues, work issues. this is a hobby that currently, i'm not enjoying.
some of my current rp experiences (and i think the anxiety it's induced?) has intensified my obsessive compulsive tendencies and the wound care is not fun lol.
i am remaking my rp blogs! but like, not until after my summer semester is over because i'm once again dreaming about medical codes. rufus might be the exception. BUT. im giving the url out to folks, you're welcome to ask if you have me on discord ! you can try here but i don't have intentions of logging back in tbh. i have a personal blog over @/riversinners but im not super active













