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lol I think I may actually be shadowbanned on here
Over the last year or so I've actually found myself in the rare, delightful situation where I'm in a queer community which is majority transfem, and all of the central people are transfem, the people who run the events we all go to are, the spaces we use are mostly the houses/flats/squats of transfems (and most of the other people are also TME trans folks). It's been fucking wonderful, and I'm so glad that it exists, and to know that it exists. That said, it's also crystalised a lot of the things which I've been thinking about queer spaces which aren't like that in my head, about how we're treated in spaces which aren't our own.
A lot of these realisations actually happened when I've seen TME people come from spaces which aren't tranfem-dominated into our one and get hit with the revelation that they can't treat us and behave more generally in the way they're used to. People will turn up to stuff and be visibly shocked at how much we're allowed to speak like ourselves, to each other, not care about the people who would normally hold all the clout, never mind the way I've seen some people respond to actually, finally being called out on some of the bullshit they say in front of us. You haven't truly lived until you've seen some crypto-terf theyfab use the phrase "male socialisation" in a smoking area and immediately leave the party under the laser-focus death glares of 17 trans women. Sometimes, now, I end up in places where trans women aren't the main group and the whiplash is severe. Once you've lived almost exclusively surrounded by 5 trans leatherdyke butches with deeply complex sexual histories with one another at all times, you really can't go back.
"Crazy Trans Woman" Syndrome
My doctor, who is a trans woman, and I had a conversation today about the guy who raped me earlier this year. At first she was like “did you charge him?” When I explained that he’s a trans man of colour, she immediately got why I hadn’t. Not because I couldn’t bare to put a trans person, especially a trans person of colour, in jail (which I can’t), but also because it would cause me to be completely ostracized by the queer/trans community in Toronto. I’d be “just another crazy trans woman.” It was an uncomfortable realization for both of us to sit there, as trans women, knowing that we have literally no recourse when violence is enacted on us within the community (though if the same violence conveniently came from a white cis straight man, we would be celebrated as heroes for standing up to such an easy target, at least within the queer/trans community).
She and I both, as professionals in the community, are well aware of the fine line we have to walk in order to be taken seriously in the queer/trans community. We not only have to look a certain way (both in terms of passing and in terms of conforming to queer normative acceptable standards of appearance), we also have to make sure not to rock the boat too much. We have to appear as sane and calm as possible, no matter the circumstances. If we show too much emotion at any time (read: any inconvenient emotion), we get hit with a double-whammy of misogyny and transphobia, quickly written off as hysterical “crazy trans women.” Accuse the wrong person of something, anyone too close to queer-home, and that’s the end of our credibility and the revoking of our entrance passes to Queerlandia.
It’s exhausting having to walk such a fine line. I’ve found that there are so many “danger zones” to watch out for. Trans women have to not only be queer-literate (knowing queer social justice language), we have to be exceptionally good at using it. Any minor slip of language or politics and we’re labeled “crazy trans women” by cis people while trans men nod knowingly in agreement — rarely standing up for us, and just as often perpetuating the ‘crazy trans woman’ stereotype themselves.
I became aware of this initially through cryptic warnings from an older queer trans woman friend of mine, years before I became involved in the queer community, but I didn’t realize the extent of it at first. That is, until I was invited to participate in it. When I first became involved heavily, I befriended two trans men whom I looked up to a great deal, and one of the first conversations we had in private was a gossip session in which they “warned” me about various trans women and got me to agree that they were “crazy.” I’ve found similar conversations throughout the community, often used in a way that it makes me wonder if what’s really happening is that they’re subconsciously testing my loyalty to the queer zeitgeist. Am I good tranny or a bad tranny? Am I willing to be part of their clique, giving them the ability to deflect any and all criticism of transmisogyny, or am I a “problem?”
Before I realized that this was a system, that trans women were being systematically tested and written off, I engaged in it myself. You get a self-esteem boost, knowing that the cool kids don’t count you among those trans women. Those trans women who stepped on the wrong toes, who take up “too much space,” who don’t have the right guilt-producing identity complex to be worthy of space (disabled young trans sex workers of colour who vogue are considered highly prized friend-accessories, to be seen but not really heard beyond the occasional “gurl” for comedic effect, but only if they have the right haircut and the right clothes and are working towards a bachelors of gender studies or similarly useless degree).
Who are these “crazy trans women?” Often they are incredibly sincere activists who haven’t had the privilege of being taught all of the ins and outs of anti-oppression social justice practice that is a prerequisite to membership in this queer community. Often they are labeled “too emotional” and “too angry,” “loose cannons” who are out of control when speaking about our experiences of sex work that don’t fit into the easily digestible “I do queer feminist porn on weekends to pay for my fluevogs while I’m in grad school” vision of sex work that the queer community has deemed acceptable. Often they are trans women who are said to take up “too much space,” while everyone whispers about how “you know, I know it’s wrong to say, but she just seems like she has male privilege, you know? Like you can just feel it. Not that I’m saying she’s a man, but, you know, you never know.”
At the end of the day, this whole complex of issues is simply misogyny, ableism, and transphobia dressed up as “community accountability.” It holds trans women to impossible standards, opening us up to vulnerability to all forms of in-community violence (physical, sexual, social), and creating a fear within the minds of so many queer trans women that our second-class position within the queer community could be ripped from our hands at any time for any minor infraction.
I’m tired of trying not to be a crazy trans woman in the voyeuristic eyes of queer community.
Morgan M Page/Odofemi, 2013.

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Why did English keep the German ‘stark’ as an intensifier but only for ‘naked’ and ‘raving mad’
two most German modes of being
Let’s dissect each other and stitch our severed body parts onto one another until we’re not sure who’s who
This post isn’t about your shitty tv show ships
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useless cunts in the tags saying "um actually idubbz and kurtis connor are american/canadian" yeah we KNOW. what u dont know is that this is an invasive species of man running rampant in all major australian cities. this is the type of man who does an acknowledgment of country before gaslighting u. this is the type of man who thinks buying local zines featuring comics of national animals smoking weed is anti-monarchist praxis. think before u speak
Give this type of guy a septum piercing and a dangly earring and I am so incredibly down bad for him
Give this type of guy a prostate orgasm
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i think its a bit strange that people take unabomberposting to mean that the posters are idolizing ted or agreeing with the shit in his manifesto. i have read it and i dont like all of it but you have to admit..... like yes he was misogynistic but you have to admit, at the end of the day, he mailed bombs to people.
he also had the funniest apology for that misogyny <3
https://www.thetedkarchive.com/library/ted-kaczynski-apology-to-women
Ted Kaczynski Apology to Women