drifty

everytime i come back to this hell website i scroll for a minute and think oh thank god, this shitpost dumpster finally died down and then don’t come back for another 3 months

it's weird that i'm moving so far away in like 6 months but i have no idea where. closest prosepect is ithaca NY, furthest is san diego or eugene oregon. i can't believe i might actually get the f out of the southeast

nobody in my life is awake rn and i'm sitting here in paralyzing fear like the kind of anxiety that has no definitive source but also no cap and no end point and its 245 am and i have no one and i can't even pick a song to listen to or a show to watch or something to do to break the silence that is just making me more nervous and no one will text me back or bring me a xanax and i'm too afraid of leaning on any one particular friend too much so i'm sending my panicky episode out into the tumblr abyss even though i haven't used tumblr in over a year and i can't even remember who in my real life follows me

if u miss me text me bc my whole life has changed but my phone number is the same Nd i've had 7 shots of espresso today and the last time i used tumblr i couldn't even drink coffee without gagging so it's different now

hello world i forgot this entire forum existed for my ramblings idk if i'll start using it again lmao goodbye world

idek how to write on here anymore bc i’ve just completely abandoned this blog

Fell in love w a girl and then died

cutthroat kitchen competitor: i was totally psyched to make my take on a pb&j sandwich! i immediately picked up oregano, durian, 4 live lobsters, and ground unicorn horn because that's how my mom used to make em and i knew that would really make my dish pop. i had this round in the bag for sure. then i looked down and realized... i totally forgot the peanut butter, jelly, AND the bread