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how i lucid dream on command every time i want now through nondualism.

obviously nondualism isn't a gateway to get what you want. but its teachings does help you notice the things you already do with no effort. and well... thats what happened to me.

disclaimer: i will only speak on my experiences only, why things dont or do work is out of my control. read the books. study on nondualism. you will come to ur own conclusion good or bad.

it was a week or two ago when i opened that book "i am that" by sri nsigrandatta. i remembered reading a passage, something along the lines of "when you sleep you forget the body." i remember that passage sticking with me, for a few days. idk sleep has always been a good and interesting way to test what the books have said.

background: i have alaways managed to vivid dream every single day for most of my entire life, but i never have been actually able to control the scenes or see the actual dream forming around. i also have the assumption of always waking up around 1-3 am, but even with that i never got lucid at all. like ever.

this night was ordinary. like any other had to pee so i woke up went to the bathroom to piss and went back to my bed again. but the passage "when you sleep you forget you have a body" kept appearing in my head so i thought "fuck it we ball" and tried to do what i always did to sleep. i let my mind wander, tried to forget that i had a body, that i knew nothing but the dreams and random images forming around me.

and it worked.

the moment i thought of my body (the one that was sleeping) my dream got less vivid. but as soon as i stopped it became vivid. i tested it out again and again until i finally decided to forget entirely and just immerse myself in the dream. the dream completely formed and i was dreaming. i could change scenes. got bored and didnt really care to hold onto awareness so i just fell back into regular dreams.

the next few days i repeated the process again and again, and got the same result. it was insane. it felt natural and normal because well sleeping is natural and normal. i knew if i stressed it wouldnt work so i just did what i always do and it always continously worked. whenever i "failed" it was because i was lazy and didnt feel like being lucid. but when i wanted to i could.

so yeah. thats my storytime.

I tested it around 11 PM before going to bed, and around 3 AM when I woke up. Both times worked!

the first act of the war .

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the castle was ablaze. smoke, thick and venomous, green and black, in the dying colors of the treacherous house, coiled up the pillars like ghosts of old dread. the lords who had schemed to bind her in chains and twist her into their puppet were nothing but ashes now. the banners of house greenpyre had vanished into the air as dead embers. the false king who had once defiled her great ancestor’s crown, who had drawn the blade on his own kin to usurp the blood throne, lay in ashes at her feet now. king eldred, the false, was no more than dust. and there she stood, surrounded by the blazing reds, her eyes lit with the furies of vengeance, her hair wild and inseparable from the ruinous fire behind her. the war had commenced, walls whispered of her return, the great queen, the mistress of dragons, the morning sun, the first roar of lions, the conqueror. the air had shifted, change was anear. the colours of dawn crept along the horizon, waiting to be broken into their glory . and the salt from the sea drifted along to the eastern rocks, where, for the first time in centuries, the night had come alive with the music of dragons

me!!!!!and my lives. just a museum of everything i have ever loved.

dysfunctional. slightly weird. i don’t want you to hear me out, just sit there and listen me talk about things that the majority of people would not like to experience.

darling, dearest, dead vaenaera.

a song of ice and fire …………. the prophecy seen by aegon i the conqueror had been whispered from king to heir in each generation, men changing histories sitting on the throne of a thousand swords of their enemies with the intention of carrying the family line until the prince who was promised would defeat the long winter. king of the andals, and the first men, lord of the seven kingdoms, protector of the realm – and was king aelendis' soul truly damned for believing that his firstborn child, vaenaera, first of her name and bringer of the long summer, was the one to save them all from the long winter ?

born in 260 ac under thirty adult dragons and more growing, the princess of dragonstone was named heir to the iron throne at seven years old, an hightower mother looking distraught while holding two male heirs, and a father sitting on a throne looking proud of the first woman who would reign over the kingdoms of westeros. an attempt murder that ended up with the eye of a prince taken, the claiming of the fierce red mouth, a coronation as the realm's delight, a forced marriage with a future lannister lord that ended with a bastard, a murder, and a public execution - vaenaera of house targaryen died on the third moon of 280 ac. until voices of a silver lady in the ruins of old valyria started to come to westeros, in need for revenge.

daughter of death, khaleesi of the great grass sea, bride of fire, the she dragon, breaker of shackles, mhysa, the conquerors reborn, one last marriage of true love, a saint walking amongst men. an usurper and an hightower mother ready to pay for the sins they committed.

thousands of years ago, while the rest of men prayed to gods, the valyrians became them.

original vampire …………. at the ritual reserved only for the birth of the dragonlords children of the emperor, the maesters thought the dārilaros she was stillborn. eyes as red as the darkest of cherries, skin as fair as the snow on the north, lips as red as a rose in winter, hair as silver as the moon. valyria luèsa aenara-kis targaryen was not the typical valyrian beauty. one more fitting, for the queen of the damned. the bringer of curses, the mistress of death; born in 4272 bc as the 27th daughter of the dāriorys caeryssen ik-aelyx iii targaryen and the valide munã syreka, vaelyria grew up into being a belladonic beauty.

1. manifest that you lucid dream every night

2. have that lucid dream

████ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎REGULARLY ENGAGED IN BULLFIGHTS， 𓍝𓍝𓍝 UNTIL HE LOST HIS LIFE TO A DRUGGED SALUSAN BULL .ᐟ

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HE‎ ‎‎ ‎‎ WHO‎ ‎‎ ‎‎ IS ‎ ‎‎ ‎‎JUST‎ ‎‎ ‎‎ and ‎ ‎‎ ‎‎considerate ‎ ‎ ‎ 🃜🃜 ‎ ‎ ‎ ::: ‎ ‎ ‎ ሃዐረሃልጠልክጎፕጊጎክ ጠልፕልዕዐዪዪ ‎ ‎ ‎ o， YOSHI ‎ ‎𓄀 ‎ marauder F͟L͟E͟A ‎ ‎ ‎ to indulging classmates，bull animagus and disciple of ancient house matadorr，branch of harkonnen. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 🃁🃁

𓐐𓎩 ‎‎ ‎ ‎heir yolyamanitzin of the matadorr legacy， showman of the bunch， is negotiated for admittence into wizarding school，hogwarts. to be exact，all matadorr are expected to have their magic neatly currated within harkonnen estates，but after generational teacher to the house gets a special prank from yoshi ﹙literally summoned the devil from the pits of hell﹚ she retires her services. so，mano—oldest brother—deems mediocre wizarding school，hogwarts，to be a good enough punishment and sends him off in a carridge the next week. it is this year said school temporarily merges with mahoutokoro for reasons dumbledore won’t really disclose.

i do a version of this every time i shift—more or less

i call it embodying my dr self. it’s where i consciously take on the thoughts, feelings and mindset of whatever awareness i’m shifting into by thinking to myself about my dr until a natural stream of consciousness begins to form.

if that sounds complicated, it’s not. i literally just start with something basic, like what i’m feeling at that moment. i use my imagination. it doesn’t have to match my present circumstances because i don’t force myself to feel changes. i believe it’s impractical to try to shift your surroundings before you’ve shifted your mindset. it’s backwards. the mindset always shifts and the physical follows because you are not shifting to be your surroundings, you’re shifting to be YOU. if you’ve heard that line of thinking from the shifting community before, it’s because they got it from me!

i allow myself to get lost in thoughts of my dr, of scenarios, of myself and it usually doesn’t take long for me to feel connected before i say a version of “i’m in my dr.” and go to sleep. i don’t try to chase a feeling or a symptom. i don’t try to make myself feel a difference. i just let the connection settle deep within my core and go to sleep knowing. sometimes if i’m shifting awake i’ll do sense work. i’ll think to myself what i’m going to feel or hear or see and then go back to thoughts of my dr until those senses begin to connect. i try not to micromanage. i try not to check if the senses are working or if things are changing or if i’m feeling what im feeling. when i do, i find that i lose the pocket i was in but even then, i’m able to readjust and get myself back there within a few minutes. but 9/10 i’m shifting asleep because it’s my preference as i shift at night.

queen saanvirya, my dr self.

vaenaera targaryen + regulus blackfyre.

ysykaerra the next high priestess of the ui- khādrim bloodline.