okay i’m 26 now what. i like getting sandwiches from the deli and sifting through thrift stores and daydreaming in the morning with a cigarette. i’m a failure at a handful of things but i’ve come out of it with a clearer picture of what i want to be. so now what? i have a close few friends and hundreds of acquaintances, more bad habits than hobbies, less doubt and many memories. so now what! my favorite color is pink i grew up in texas i have strange tendencies and im friendly to those i shouldnt be. now what. i have short hair and flat shoes and a simaese cat for a best friend. i have a job and then i don’t have a job, i love my life and then i hate it. all i know is that i have a big tremendous feeling of now what. now what!!! all the possibilities and the fear of it are keeping me still. in an antsy way. in a not good way. i try to snap myself into gratefulness, sometimes it works, sometimes i cry on the floor. i try to snap myself into discipline, sometimes it works, sometimes i fall asleep for hours. i’m not unhappy, i just don’t know what’s next. like now what …. ??????? !!!!!!!!!!!!!

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