Hey ho, this is a diary blog for me to yap about my life and interests. I'm going through my first weeb phase at 22 so expect much talk of anime and vocaloid shit. I'm bpd+ocd+autism so that'll be why some posts are vents or depressing in nature. Text posts will be tagged "plastic.txt" while images will be tagged "plastic.png" so keep that in mind. I'm aroace but I really love Super Sonico so any "suggestive" content will be tagged as such. But there will be no explicit content here lol. Anywho, thanks for reading.

Old figures and toys getting sticky because they're old is so dumb. Like my Sonico Nendoroid being basically a glue trap because she sat in the box for years is so stupid! Plasticizer leakage is so gross. I've had it happen to a 80's My Little Pony I had as well. She felt like she was melting, but luckily dish soap worked to get rid of the residue. I just hate how certain things can just get ruined if not taken care of properly...

Got my Tiger Parka Super Sonico Nendoroid in today and she had to have a bath... She was a victim of plasticizer leakage (which is common in older figures and toys) and had to have a dish soap bath. Luckily it worked and now she's no longer sticky and gross feeling! Only problem I'm having is that her extra arm with the guitar pick is not wanting to stay in the body? It's weird. But she's so cute and way worth the $70 I paid. I'm tempted to get a Nendoroid doll body and some cute clothes for her extra heads!

I cannot believe I have to say this, NS/FW BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT.

I FOUND THE SLEEPING VAPOREON AT WALMART TODAY AND MY DAD LET ME BUY HIMMMMM!!!! AHHHHH AND HE WAS ONLY $30 INSTEAD OF $36 LIKE GAMESTOP HAD HIM LISTED FOR!!! I'M NAMING HIM BAJA BLAST!

Fucking hell someone I follow on my main is posting sui stuff and I legit don't know how to help or respond even. I feel like shit because I've never had to interact with anything like this. Am I a bad person for not interacting??

Too lazy to take a pic of them rn but, my mall got a new claw machine kiosk a while back and they got Cardcaptor Sakura plush in one of the machines! I noticed that the machine was bugged though, in a good way? It was accidentally set to 1 coin = 11 plays. Usually you pay a dollar per coin which normally gets you one play. Not gonna lie I very much took advantage of this mistake. I won the set because of it too! I got Kero first, then it took me a few different visits to get Sakura. But I got them both in the end. I just went back to the mall today and they fixed the bug. They also have some pretty cool Tamagachi (is that how you spell it?) plush in one of the machines as well! But these little claw games are pretty rigged. Not to mention expensive. But they're so fun.

Doing somewhat better today. Still slept too late and got nothing done. But mentally I'm okay. I'm just kinda vibing rn and watching Joel play VotV. The usual.

My life sucks lol. All I do is sleep for 15 hours and or stay up all night! I'm having a very bad time lately and my parents just yell at me for it. I'm fucking trying so hard!!! I don't understand why I can't just wake up like a normal person!! So sick and tired of living like this. I slept till 5:30 pm today... What's the point in living like this?? I feel so terrible all the time. It's pathetic honestly. I can't keep this up.

I think I fucked up because I told my dad to get me the Jazwares sleeping Vaporeon (and Jolteon) from Gamestop's website for my birthday because I "didn't want to spend $60" at the moment. Now I'm really wanting to get that Vaporeon and it's so bad to the point where if I go to Walmart and see this goddamn plushie, I will be walking out with him. But I can't do that because I DON'T KNOW IF HE BOUGHT THEM ALREADY!!! I'm actually thinking of asking if I can just have him now lmao. That's the most annoying thing is waiting. I just want my fucking son already. I don't wanna wait until November!!!

Playing DDLC for the first time blind and what the FUCK. Poor Sayori, man I did not expect that.

I finally got to order from Aliexpress but in the most complicated way! I literally had to pick a few things from my cart at a time and order about 10 seperate times. And my cart is already probably $300 again. But I got my Rilakkuma pillow and some other neat stuff. I'm trying to save up for another big order with some clothes and stuff. I just need to think about if I want another Miku cloak or a Rilakkuma one. The Miku one is $30 and Rilakkuma is $10. Idk, I may just get both. Plus I found the rabbit hoodie I like for cheaper on Aliexpress so I may buy it there.

I'm so tired but I still have so much to do... I've been waking up in pain for some reason? It must be the way I'm sleeping. It's mainly my hips that are hurting, like the joint inside my hip? It sucks. And I'm still sleeping way too long. Went to bed at 10 pm last night and woke up at 3:30 pm today... I dunno if it'll ever get better at this point. But hey I got some stuff done today? I cleaned the office and my room and I'm doing laundry today. That's gotta count, small victories. Still gotta do a few things before the day's over. Then I can sleep.

I really want this Rilakkuma desktop fan I found on Ebay, but it's $30... I overheat really easily and would love to get this fan for my desk but it's only 7 inches tall. $30 seems like a lot of money for a tiny usb powered fan. Idk man maybe I'll ask for it for Christmas or something?

Feeling a bit better now, although my sleep habits are still trash. Was going to order some stuff from Aliexpress but for some reason (probably because of their back to school sale) the app or website won't let me place any orders. So that sucks big time. I was gonna get a Rilakkuma pillow and some more kawaii goods... I'm gonna see if their website chills out after the sale. But for now I'm saving up money for a big order. I'm thinking about ordering some different clothes from Amazon too. Like I found this adorable rabbit hoodie for around $40 and I want it so bad! But my Mom has the Amazon account in her name so I have to send it to her and have her order it for me... But other than Aliexpress pissing me off and my horrid sleep pattern nothing much has been happening. Just kinda vibing rn.