A long while ago I gave up on love and ever being in love again and I was alright with being me and being on my own I built my wall so strong and high to keep everyone out to keep myself safe I'd been destroyed enough in the past I could'nt do it again.. but then I made a friend while playing a computer game we got talking and I thought she was cool I enjoyed playing playstation and chatting with her.
I shared personal things with her I felt safe to be open with her and that she understood and wouldn't judge me.
Out friendship grew stronger but then I realised I liked her more than a friend,
I loved her and everything about her. By this point we hadn't even spoken on the phone.
But some how she started to take my wall down little by little but I didn't actually realise it at the time....until one day in a party chat I blurted it out about being in love with her!
It was a shock to me because until then I didn't know I loved her a girl I'd never even met.
I was so worried after that came out as I thought it would ruin our friendship... But it didn't and I was glad of that. We continued to talk and share stuff and get closer then we took the step to make our friendship a relationship 😃 and I knew I wanted her to be mine and be in my life forever.
We made plans for her to come over and see me but with the Corona lockdowns I thought it would be months n months before we saw eachother but within a week or so plans were made and she made the long journey over to me.....
The rest of our life together is in progress..
But I am so happy things have happened they way they did ♥️
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