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CONT. MARIA, MARY. @papil1ons
RESOLVE, HATEFUL RESOLVE. it's been following at your feet this entire trek, through every dislocated piece of vertebrae, through every brainstem-shattering fall. your ears ring. television static has invaded your cerebral, and frankly ― you're having a hard time remembering why this was a bad idea at all.
you're so damn tired. isn't this what every tired man wants, at the end of the day, to collapse into his wife's arms? what does it mean, that you trudged back through endless infested hospital corridors to check on her, what does it mean that you took on so many beastly swings to protect her? when you doubled back in the labyrinth to watch her hum through the cell bars? just to look at her? just to hope she'd say something, anything?
you don't push her off. your hands come up unbidden, curling around her shockingly delicate wrists. mary's wrists, mary's hands, every night huddled in on the couch while your back ached and she spared you a hand to clutch while she hummed and read. if you say no, you know the fight will come. you know she'll lash at you with that same sharp tongue your wife swore she never had. ( maybe she didn't. maybe it was the illness, degrading her self as much as it did her body. it is too late to ask. )
you stare at maria, open, wanting. how long has it been, since anyone looked at you like that? three years, or maybe three hours : the prison cell she'd reached out to you through. something shaped like her, anyway. you think you get it. this place has trapped her in as surely as it's trapped you. despite everything, you understand mary better now than you ever did, before. suffering hardens a person. makes them angrier, more irritated at writhing nurses than afraid. you look at her eyes, flickering between a blue and a brown, between a maria and mary. with your right hand, you reach for her face, just to make sure ― and she is warm. warmth, isn't that the only thing you want? need? your body, traitorous, imagines everything she says. a life of no mistakes. you can't fail with her. if she dies, you'll try again, and again, and again. you'll find her in silent hill. you'll take her home with you, to a bed you haven't shared in eons. a miracle : the illness is gone. until it comes back. you're exhausted. you hear your voice like it comes from another man, dead, ragged. you can't remember to blink. ❝ i did kill her. and maybe i'll kill you, too. ❞
❝ i just want you to stop pretending. i know you tried, but you're not mary. ❞ you brush aside that lock of hair in her eyes like you've done it a million times ( you have ) and sigh, staggering back, sitting heavy on the strange, misplaced iron bed. you're still watching her, a little surprised that your hand hasn't left its grip on her wrist. ❝ you're something else. something ... made for me. i see that now. i really don't want to fight you, maria. ❞
✎ㅤ. . .ㅤ𝑩𝑳𝑶𝑶𝑫 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑫𝑨𝑹𝑲𝑵𝑬𝑺𝑺.
₊˚⊹ ㅤa collection of loose quotes taken from various characters from hades (supergiant games). these quotes are from the first game of the series. writing/roleplaying prompts. from fluff to angst! feel free to edit as you see fit, especially since some are gendered.
❝ i’m leaving. try and stop me. ❞ ❝ that could have gone better. ❞ ❝ why can’t you just stay? ❞ ❝ i wish you could come with me. ❞ ❝ you’re coming with me. ❞ ❝ i have to take you back. ❞ ❝ but for you, i will be making an exception. ❞ ❝ whew… they’re gone. ❞ ❝ now, come on, we got places to be! ❞ ❝ may the fates favour your journey. ❞ ❝ oh you know, i’d rather have my eyes put out, but thanks for offering! ❞ ❝ if only… ❞ ❝ you should be ashamed of yourself, and learn your place. ❞ ❝ ahh, so you are taking pity on me, then? ❞ ❝ i’m sorry that it has to be this way. ❞ ❝ you’re late. ❞ ❝ will i see you soon? ❞ ❝ did you miss me? ❞ ❝ i’m home. ❞ ❝ we’re heading home. ❞ ❝ you… came back? ❞ ❝ i hope i didn’t keep you waiting very long, did i? ❞ ❝ is something wrong? ❞ ❝ i can’t believe this. ❞ ❝ i’m in your debt. ❞ ❝ there’s going to be payback, you know. ❞ ❝ … damn you. ❞ ❝ this is for you. ❞ ❝ do you remember me? my name is—ah, nevermind. ❞ ❝ i’m not who you think i am. ❞ ❝ keep following that heart of yours. ❞ ❝ to hell with this place! ❞ ❝ fear is for the weak. ❞ ❝ oh, look at you, you poor, poor thing, you’re hurt! ❞ ❝ you’re such a sweetheart. ❞ ❝ you brought this on yourself. ❞ ❝ no need to thank me, mate. ❞ ❝ please, i don’t want to do this… ❞ ❝ you don’t have to do this… ❞ ❝ only the best for you. ❞ ❝ i hope you’re right. ❞ ❝ gods grant me strength… ❞ ❝ that is the worst idea i think i’ve ever heard. ❞ ❝ do you understand how little sense that makes? ❞ ❝ look what i found! ❞ ❝ something’s changed about the beating of your heart. ❞ ❝ no wonder they don’t like you. ❞ ❝ wish i could be there to see your face. ❞ ❝ i’ll earn your favour yet. ❞ ❝ how bad could it be? ❞ ❝ hello there, handsome. ❞ ❝ … this is the cheesiest thing i’ve heard from you. ❞ ❝ what has gotten into you? ❞ ❝ blood and darkness! ❞ ❝ lucky for you, i’ve no pride like many others here. ❞ ❝ it’s over. i’m sorry. ❞ ❝ go. away. i won’t repeat myself. ❞ ❝ i knew your heart was true. ❞ ❝ let’s kiss and make up! ❞ ❝ mischief, me? oh please! ❞ ❝ i don’t know how you can stand this kind of thing… ❞ ❝ you tried. that’s what matters. ❞ ❝ a man after my own heart… ❞ ❝ why won’t you give up? ❞ ❝ ever so stubborn, aren’t you? ❞ ❝ life and death, one and the same. ❞ ❝ you’re running from yourself. again. ❞ ❝ what do you want from me? leave me alone. we’ve nothing to discuss anymore. ❞ ❝ i cannot bring myself to stay upset with you forever. ❞ ❝ the truth is i’m a lover, not a fighter. ❞ ❝ i have to see her! ❞ ❝ so how goes wilful disobedience of late? ❞ ❝ you think all these gifts will make things go back to the way they were? ❞ ❝ we’re older now—i’d hope we’re wiser, too. ❞ ❝ i have to go. ❞ ❝ we were having such a good time! ❞ ❝ time is up. ❞ ❝ you’re so reckless. ❞ ❝ thank you for always keeping me on my toes. ❞ ❝ your luck’s run out. ❞ ❝ i don’t know why i bother with you, honestly. ❞ ❝ may i call you my friend? ❞ ❝ i’d like to make a toast, to you! ❞ ❝ no need for special thanks. ❞ ❝ i’ve some memories i’m not quite ready to give up on yet. ❞ ❝ i’ll break your heart. ❞
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sometimes i think of a younger, more hopeful james, scouring library books and medical texts just hoping, hoping, that he'll find something with an easy answer, something obvious, something that'll fix mary right up so they can go back to the life they had.
[barely restrained lust] he's such a pathetic loser
@f1ndher said: “it doesn’t do any good to get worked up.”
" What the hell would you know?" Billy questioned. " Because I think that would be fun. Have you even tried to fight any of these things or do you puss out?" He looked around, eyes landing on a thick pipe. He picked it up and swung it in his hand. " Hell yeah. Let's do this." Was he even questioning what these were or what was really going on? No. Billy was kill first ask questions later. These clearly weren't humans so it was fine. He could get away with it and he had plenty of tension to burn off. " I have a knife on me too."
NERVOUS, UGLY ANTICIPATION. you're not a fighter, not really, never have been. a bad punch that missed, in a barfight you weren't even part of : that's as close as you've ever been to real violence. ❝ a knife! what ― you're acting insane. these things... you don't even know if they can die. ❞
you twist your hands together, watching the young man pick up your dropped pipe. your palm still buzzes from the impact of using it, dropped next to a still nurse that would've already slashed at your throat open if she hadn't been dealt with. the handgun weighs heavy in your pocket ; you take a step back to retain the distance between the two of you. ❝ i'm sorry, i'm not ― i need to do this alone. ❞
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some items that are on my list #mylist
a comprehensive post about how all three of those present in silent hill together (james, angela, eddie) have forms of trauma that allow the other to play alternating, negative roles within the other person's silent hill. james representing well-meaning but useless school counsellors for eddie, representing dismissive and dangerous men for angela, so on
similar post on sh2 remake and the combat and what that means for what each monster represents for james (mentioned in the bio but the nurses being stronger and catching his melee weapon and being more aggressive because theyre stronger women who can call him out yk)
an elden ring verse where james, initially a tarnished, falls into being an avid follower of fia out of a vague thought that he can bring mary back through deathbed companion nonsense
chainsaw man verse </3 i gotta catch up... i miss writing makima
generic supernatural horror verse where james as a man who killed his wife becomes haunted by her ghost
evil within verse to fulfull the cool jacket middle aged widower gamer trinity
thinking about how james would fit into silent hill 3... heather muses psst i'm a bit stumped here since her story is fairly well rounded on its own
more mary metas given that james is a profoundly selfish and weak willed asshole that does What He's Supposed To but mary still insists that he's a wonderful person. mary the type of mf to post a tiktok complaining about james getting himself an xbox for HER birthday and then coming on to defend her man because 'you cant know everything based off fifteen seconds guys". but also less jokingly a more thoughtful discussion on how her terminal illness was extra awful because her husband sucked balls
𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐀 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐑 / 𝐈'𝐕𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐀 𝐋𝐎𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐖𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆, 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐈 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐈'𝐌 𝐀 𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑!
nighthawk from the resident evil franchise. heavily headcanon based.
Silent Hill 2 (2024 Remake) - Scenery 1/?
I JUST WANT MY MARY BACK.
F1NDHER, a private & highly selective james sunderland of silent hill 2. with verses for resident evil, generic horror, tlou, and others.
MARIA!!!! MARIA😔😔😔😔😔😔 my goat my gorgina 🙏 i’m trying to practise rendering more and I’m rlly happy with how this turned out!!
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"Confess. Repent. Suffer"
Han Kang, Human Acts (translated by Deborah Smith)
[Text ID: Enduring things is what you do best. Gritting your teeth and bearing them. End ID]
