Nahh, just kidding, I'm Izzy/Melvin! How ya doin'?
This here is my intro post!! Feel free to go ahead and scroll thro, I'll leave my basic info above the cut for space. See ya at the bottom!
My main name is Izzy, however I prefer Melvin/MelvinBorg!
I'm 16
Any pronouns work for me, however she/her, he/they, and it/it's work best for me! (I am working with these a lot, so be warned, I may change these quite a bit!)
I currently work for @r04dk1ll-studios as an animator on WTNG (Welcome to newgrounds)!!
I have no DNI, I block freely!
HOWEVER, I am extremely uncomfortable with Hellva Boss/Hazben hotel as it was a huge source of trauma from an old friend group of mine, so preferably, don't interact with me if you're super into that stuff!! (For the sake of comfortability rather than anger)
My posts tag is - So the flower speaks in tongues....
My rant tag is - Blooming again and again
My tag for art is - Painted pepper blooms
My tags for wips is - Half green pumpkins
My tags for ships is - Flowers painted rainbow!
My reblog tag is - Spread the pollen round
My self reblog tag is - self re pollen
My ask's answered tag is - So a new flower blooms
(please note that all past stuff isn't added on here- and won't be π, but all future stuff going ahead should be tagged properly)
Rest is undercut!
I am a Therian! Specifically a sterling jay and other alterhuman variousness. I'm also currently making various bead projects, mask concepts, and tails to sell (at some point)!!
I am a fictionkin, and have various kins. My permashift kin is MelvinBorg from TETOCU/Captain Underpants, and most of my kin stuff involves around him.
My other kins are: Melvin Sneedly (CU/TETOCU), Dave Miller (DSAF), Sam & Shadow (Look Outside), and Isaiah (Bridge Kids)
I have no real stance on doubles, you are absolutely free to interact! However if I get severely uncomfortable at any moment I will tell you, thanks! ππ»
I yumiship with Cassandra from Pico's school, HOWEVER IF YOU KIN HER- I WILL NOT FLIRT WITH YOU OR VIEW ANY FORM OF RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN US AS ROMANTICAL. I ship myself with a version of her that's outside of Cannon, a personal version/view on her-! So any kin's of Cassandra will not be viewed as inherently romantical here, that's pretty gross tbh- #safe space!!
Same with if you yumiship/selfship with a kin of mine. I completely disconnect fandom/fan art/writing with my own kin experiences. Just don't flirt with me, okie dokie!!
I am a self taught animator, artist, and writer! I mainly write about realistic psychology, angst, and fairly over complicated characters β€οΈ
My main fandoms are: Pizza Tower, Captain Underpants, FNaF/DSaF, Look Outside, TADC, and various stuff from Newgrounds!
My special interests are: Pizza Tower/PizzaHead, Captain Underpants, & animation of all forms!
I love roleplaying and D&D!! Most of my side time is spent on these!!
See ya read alla this, nice to see! Anywho I hope you have a good day, evening, afternoon, and night!!! SEEYA!!
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βIt just means you have to work double as hard as most people!β
Well maybe I donβt WANT to work double as hard as abled people!! Maybe I deserve a BREAK!! Maybe Iβve been working MORE THAN double as hard for MY WHOLE LIFE and itβs led me to immense burnout & caused me to develop several MORE disabilities!! Maybe I should be ACCOMMODATED so I donβt have to KILL MY BODY AND BRAIN over trying to do what abled people can do!! Maybe I DONβT have to work double as hard!! Maybe if thereβs the option to let me NOT work double as hard, I should have it, because Iβm already working double as hard JUST TO SURVIVE!!
Why do you think disabled people deserve less rest than mentally & physically abled people?
that specific and very surreal emotion when youre in a genuinely SPECTACULAR mood bc youre indulging a lot in your hyperfixation but, separate from that, youre having a lot of trouble keeping up w a basic self care routine and simple responsibilities bc you just cant bring yourself to care much about them, so you have this background radiation of feeling kinda lazy and useless but you donβt actually think about it consciously much bc youβre too busy having fun hyperfixating
Heyyy Iβm surprised and glad to see in the notes of this that Iβve apparently put words to something that people have trouble putting words to, but I wanna add something a little more productive to this as well.
My experiences arenβt universal but this is how I deal with it when I get caught in the Fun-Unproductive spiral, as someone with ADHD.
Whatβs something manageably small that you can quickly do towards ONE responsibility/health need?
- Quickly washing your face?
- Drinking one glass of water?
- Eating something easy, like peanut butter, or a bit of cheese or lunchmeat?
- Checking your messages from your friends?
- Looking at Canvas?
- Checking your e-mail?
How can you make it as easy on yourself as possible?
- Listen to music or watch a video you like while you do it?
- Doing a task from your phone, so thereβs no extra steps (getting up, turning on computer)?
Get rid of imaginary limits.
- Do you think you have to do this at a certain time? Odds are, you could do it right now anyways. (i.e. brushing your teeth in the middle of the day, βcause thatβs when you remembered, still gets some plaque off!)
- Do you feel you have to do this in a certain place? Try doing it somewhere new (more fun, or more comfy, or just closer to where you are right now).
- Do you thinkΒ βI have/want to finish [blank] firstβ? Itβs probably inconvenient (I know how it gets with momentum), but it might be for the best to contradict that this time!
- Do you thinkΒ βI have to do this with NO DISTRACTIONSβ? Maybe this is an exception. Not starting at all is less than patchy progress.
If you still find yourself shrugging things off in favor of continuing to hyperfocusβ¦
β¦stop and consider how youβre thinking about βwhat youβre supposed to be doing.β
- Are you focusing on how βlateβ you are to start?
- Or how bad you feel that this βshould be easyβ for you?
- Do you keep saying you should do better/more?
- Is it difficult to even think about?
You should be able to comfortably think about the things you need to do.
It took me years to realize that my brain doesnβt HAVE to be a dichotomy between feeling so guilty I shut down completely, or jumping from distraction to distraction to make life bearable until IΒ βinevitablyβ crash and burn.
Try to push yourself to focus instead onβ¦
β¦demystifying obligations.
- What you do or donβt do in this situation is just an action, not anything more.
- What people may think of the way you go about things isnβt as important as just making sure you arenβt hurting yourself right now.
- You will physically feel better if you take a break.
- What did you do first the last time you needed to do this thing?
- How did you feel the last time you did this? Why?
β¦detaching your sense of self worth from the situation.
- Youβre not bad or gross or lazy for struggling this way.
- (I think a lot of simple βNo, youβre notβsβ at myself like this.)
- You donβt deserve to be punished.
- Youβre not screwing up somethingΒ βeasy,β because itβs not easy for you.
- It doesnβt matter whoβs fault it is, what matters is doing what you can for your wellbeing.
that specific and very surreal emotion when youre in a genuinely SPECTACULAR mood bc youre indulging a lot in your hyperfixation but, separate from that, youre having a lot of trouble keeping up w a basic self care routine and simple responsibilities bc you just cant bring yourself to care much about them, so you have this background radiation of feeling kinda lazy and useless but you donβt actually think about it consciously much bc youβre too busy having fun hyperfixating
Heyyy Iβm surprised and glad to see in the notes of this that Iβve apparently put words to something that people have trouble putting words to, but I wanna add something a little more productive to this as well.
My experiences arenβt universal but this is how I deal with it when I get caught in the Fun-Unproductive spiral, as someone with ADHD.
Whatβs something manageably small that you can quickly do towards ONE responsibility/health need?
- Quickly washing your face?
- Drinking one glass of water?
- Eating something easy, like peanut butter, or a bit of cheese or lunchmeat?
- Checking your messages from your friends?
- Looking at Canvas?
- Checking your e-mail?
How can you make it as easy on yourself as possible?
- Listen to music or watch a video you like while you do it?
- Doing a task from your phone, so thereβs no extra steps (getting up, turning on computer)?
Get rid of imaginary limits.
- Do you think you have to do this at a certain time? Odds are, you could do it right now anyways. (i.e. brushing your teeth in the middle of the day, βcause thatβs when you remembered, still gets some plaque off!)
- Do you feel you have to do this in a certain place? Try doing it somewhere new (more fun, or more comfy, or just closer to where you are right now).
- Do you thinkΒ βI have/want to finish [blank] firstβ? Itβs probably inconvenient (I know how it gets with momentum), but it might be for the best to contradict that this time!
- Do you thinkΒ βI have to do this with NO DISTRACTIONSβ? Maybe this is an exception. Not starting at all is less than patchy progress.
If you still find yourself shrugging things off in favor of continuing to hyperfocusβ¦
β¦stop and consider how youβre thinking about βwhat youβre supposed to be doing.β
- Are you focusing on how βlateβ you are to start?
- Or how bad you feel that this βshould be easyβ for you?
- Do you keep saying you should do better/more?
- Is it difficult to even think about?
You should be able to comfortably think about the things you need to do.
It took me years to realize that my brain doesnβt HAVE to be a dichotomy between feeling so guilty I shut down completely, or jumping from distraction to distraction to make life bearable until IΒ βinevitablyβ crash and burn.
Try to push yourself to focus instead onβ¦
β¦demystifying obligations.
- What you do or donβt do in this situation is just an action, not anything more.
- What people may think of the way you go about things isnβt as important as just making sure you arenβt hurting yourself right now.
- You will physically feel better if you take a break.
- What did you do first the last time you needed to do this thing?
- How did you feel the last time you did this? Why?
β¦detaching your sense of self worth from the situation.
- Youβre not bad or gross or lazy for struggling this way.
- (I think a lot of simple βNo, youβre notβsβ at myself like this.)
- You donβt deserve to be punished.
- Youβre not screwing up somethingΒ βeasy,β because itβs not easy for you.
- It doesnβt matter whoβs fault it is, what matters is doing what you can for your wellbeing.
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itβs actually wild how terrified of the general public most usamericans are. like you donβt realize it if youβre someone who mostly walks and takes transit and spends a lot of time in populous public spaces but then you talk to one of the thousands of people that seemingly never set foot in any public space besides a parking garage or a starbucks and you suddenly understand why itβs so easy for fascist rhetoric about the dangerous alien to take root. this countryβs median voter pretty much never interacts with strangers who arenβt their coworkers or people they met on dating apps
saw a post on instagram that was literally someone citing statistics saying public transit is one of the safest travel options out there and the comments were literally just βummmmm op this is so ableist and misogynistic of you :) donβt you know the average public transit user is a dangerous violent criminal who wants to set you on fire :)))β
it must be so terrifying and sad to go through life convinced if you set foot outside your car in public or interact with people outside your nuclear family youβll instantly be raped and robbed by the Evil Poors no wonder so many of these people are reactionary tar pits
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Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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