ez

all yunjin can hear is your gasp and his sickening laugh.

she grabs you with a web and sends another one to hold her up.

he seems bored of repeating the same action, jumping down to challenge yunjin to take him on again.

you see the white eyes of her mask focusing on you, and at this moment, it hurts to think of how much she loves you.

when he tries to grasp her arm, you shout a warning, and yunjin manages to kick him off again, her arm swinging to throw a punch before she holds herself up again.

then the gears meet, and your web snaps.

it happens so quickly, that, you wonder if you even screamed.

yunjin doesn't either. she just jumps.

lower, and lower, and lower.

a string chases your chest.

you hear a crack, and you feel yunjin's arms envelop you.

and you're grateful that that's the last thing you feel.

"please, please, please, oh fuck," yunjin pulls off her mask, tears streaming down her cheeks when she falls to the floor, cradling you, "please, babe, no. don't do this."

she leans her ear to your chest, and she has the urge to die herself when she hears nothing.

"honey, no, please," she begs softly, her chest wrecking with sobs when she presses a lingering kiss to your temple.

"get up, okay? tell me you're alright. scold me for being late to practice. yell at me for dropping you!"

it aches. it aches how alive you looked and how dead you felt.

"i'm so sorry, i'm so sorry," she chants, holding you closer as she cries, "it's all my fault. i should've-...i..."

"you look so tired," you whisper, one late night.

yunjin had come home around 3 am, and she's sitting tiredly on your bed, nuzzling her face onto your chest as you stood and held her.

"everything...hurts."

you pull her mask off, expression souring when you see a cut on her lip and eyebrow.

"one day, i'll kill the people who hurt you like this," you declare quietly, after patching her up, like you always have, and you always will.

"no need," she whispers, burying her face in your hair when you lay on the bed, "i'll handle them and you handle me, okay?"

you giggle, and nod in approval, taking her hand to press gentle kisses on her battered knuckles, "i'll take care of you."

and yunjin is surprised at how much she yearns. even when you're around. and painfully more so when you're not.

"it's rotten work."

"not to me. not if it's you."

she remembers falling asleep to your voice.

she never regretted touching you, kissing you, telling you how she loved you, every single day. she never forgot your lips on her own, her cheeks, and her scars.

maybe that's why it was so utterly devastating.

because she never felt that strongly about anyone, or anything. she was the city's protector while you were hers.

she crumbles completely, and she sits there for hours.

the police can arrive, blame everything on her, arrest her, she didn't care.

the only reason why she tears herself away from your body, was so you could be buried properly. she feels as though she can't speak, her eyes red and dull when she left you.

she doesn't come out of her room for days. everyone seems to notice spiderwoman's absence. her friends try to get to her, but she refuses to respond.

she finally shows her face at your funeral, and when they ask why she did, she merely says it's all for you.

and also, she thinks, because you saved her. again, even after death. you did have a way with words, after all.

to my soulmate,

i know you warned me before we started dating, about how i might be in as much danger as you are.

if you found this, it's because you were right, and for whatever reason, i can't be with you right now.

i just want to say that i don't regret kissing you that one night after you saved me, and i certainly wouldn't take back all the love i have given you and my experiences of you giving all you have left in you to me.

in fact, i'd do it all over again, and even now, i love you, i love you, i love you.

you got this! you can pull through it. you're the strongest person i know. and don't forget to lean on our friends if you need them. i know you'll be in good hands.

i took care of you for as long as i could, and you protected me to the best of your ability. i know, because i trust you.

so please, continue to smile and laugh for me, i'll be watching from wherever i am, so don't you dare forget it!

yours forever,

all yunjin can hear is your gasp and his sickening laugh.

she grabs you with a web and sends another one to hold her up.

he seems bored of repeating the same action, jumping down to challenge yunjin to take him on again.

you see the white eyes of her mask focusing on you, and at this moment, it hurts to think of how much she loves you.

when he tries to grasp her arm, you shout a warning, and yunjin manages to kick him off again, her arm swinging to throw a punch before she holds herself up again.

then the gears meet, and your web snaps.

it happens so quickly, that, you wonder if you even screamed.

yunjin doesn't either. she just jumps.

lower, and lower, and lower.

a string chases your chest.

you hear a crack, and you feel yunjin's arms envelop you.

and you're grateful that that's the last thing you feel.

"please, please, please, oh fuck," yunjin pulls off her mask, tears streaming down her cheeks when she falls to the floor, cradling you, "please, babe, no. don't do this."

she leans her ear to your chest, and she has the urge to die herself when she hears nothing.

"honey, no, please," she begs softly, her chest wrecking with sobs when she presses a lingering kiss to your temple.

"get up, okay? tell me you're alright. scold me for being late to practice. yell at me for dropping you!"

it aches. it aches how alive you looked and how dead you felt.

"i'm so sorry, i'm so sorry," she chants, holding you closer as she cries, "it's all my fault. i should've-...i..."

"you look so tired," you whisper, one late night.

yunjin had come home around 3 am, and she's sitting tiredly on your bed, nuzzling her face onto your chest as you stood and held her.

"everything...hurts."

you pull her mask off, expression souring when you see a cut on her lip and eyebrow.

"one day, i'll kill the people who hurt you like this," you declare quietly, after patching her up, like you always have, and you always will.

"no need," she whispers, burying her face in your hair when you lay on the bed, "i'll handle them and you handle me, okay?"

you giggle, and nod in approval, taking her hand to press gentle kisses on her battered knuckles, "i'll take care of you."

and yunjin is surprised at how much she yearns. even when you're around. and painfully more so when you're not.

"it's rotten work."

"not to me. not if it's you."

she remembers falling asleep to your voice.

she never regretted touching you, kissing you, telling you how she loved you, every single day. she never forgot your lips on her own, her cheeks, and her scars.

maybe that's why it was so utterly devastating.

because she never felt that strongly about anyone, or anything. she was the city's protector while you were hers.

she crumbles completely, and she sits there for hours.

the police can arrive, blame everything on her, arrest her, she didn't care.

the only reason why she tears herself away from your body, was so you could be buried properly. she feels as though she can't speak, her eyes red and dull when she left you.

she doesn't come out of her room for days. everyone seems to notice spiderwoman's absence. her friends try to get to her, but she refuses to respond.

she finally shows her face at your funeral, and when they ask why she did, she merely says it's all for you.

and also, she thinks, because you saved her. again, even after death. you did have a way with words, after all.

to my soulmate,

i know you warned me before we started dating, about how i might be in as much danger as you are.

if you found this, it's because you were right, and for whatever reason, i can't be with you right now.

i just want to say that i don't regret kissing you that one night after you saved me, and i certainly wouldn't take back all the love i have given you and my experiences of you giving all you have left in you to me.

in fact, i'd do it all over again, and even now, i love you, i love you, i love you.

you got this! you can pull through it. you're the strongest person i know. and don't forget to lean on our friends if you need them. i know you'll be in good hands.

i took care of you for as long as i could, and you protected me to the best of your ability. i know, because i trust you.

so please, continue to smile and laugh for me, i'll be watching from wherever i am, so don't you dare forget it!

yours forever,

all yunjin can hear is your gasp and his sickening laugh.

she grabs you with a web and sends another one to hold her up.

he seems bored of repeating the same action, jumping down to challenge yunjin to take him on again.

you see the white eyes of her mask focusing on you, and at this moment, it hurts to think of how much she loves you.

when he tries to grasp her arm, you shout a warning, and yunjin manages to kick him off again, her arm swinging to throw a punch before she holds herself up again.

then the gears meet, and your web snaps.

it happens so quickly, that, you wonder if you even screamed.

yunjin doesn't either. she just jumps.

lower, and lower, and lower.

a string chases your chest.

you hear a crack, and you feel yunjin's arms envelop you.

and you're grateful that that's the last thing you feel.

"please, please, please, oh fuck," yunjin pulls off her mask, tears streaming down her cheeks when she falls to the floor, cradling you, "please, babe, no. don't do this."

she leans her ear to your chest, and she has the urge to die herself when she hears nothing.

"honey, no, please," she begs softly, her chest wrecking with sobs when she presses a lingering kiss to your temple.

"get up, okay? tell me you're alright. scold me for being late to practice. yell at me for dropping you!"

it aches. it aches how alive you looked and how dead you felt.

"i'm so sorry, i'm so sorry," she chants, holding you closer as she cries, "it's all my fault. i should've-...i..."

"you look so tired," you whisper, one late night.

yunjin had come home around 3 am, and she's sitting tiredly on your bed, nuzzling her face onto your chest as you stood and held her.

"everything...hurts."

you pull her mask off, expression souring when you see a cut on her lip and eyebrow.

"one day, i'll kill the people who hurt you like this," you declare quietly, after patching her up, like you always have, and you always will.

"no need," she whispers, burying her face in your hair when you lay on the bed, "i'll handle them and you handle me, okay?"

you giggle, and nod in approval, taking her hand to press gentle kisses on her battered knuckles, "i'll take care of you."

and yunjin is surprised at how much she yearns. even when you're around. and painfully more so when you're not.

"it's rotten work."

"not to me. not if it's you."

she remembers falling asleep to your voice.

she never regretted touching you, kissing you, telling you how she loved you, every single day. she never forgot your lips on her own, her cheeks, and her scars.

maybe that's why it was so utterly devastating.

because she never felt that strongly about anyone, or anything. she was the city's protector while you were hers.

she crumbles completely, and she sits there for hours.

the police can arrive, blame everything on her, arrest her, she didn't care.

the only reason why she tears herself away from your body, was so you could be buried properly. she feels as though she can't speak, her eyes red and dull when she left you.

she doesn't come out of her room for days. everyone seems to notice spiderwoman's absence. her friends try to get to her, but she refuses to respond.

she finally shows her face at your funeral, and when they ask why she did, she merely says it's all for you.

and also, she thinks, because you saved her. again, even after death. you did have a way with words, after all.

to my soulmate,

i know you warned me before we started dating, about how i might be in as much danger as you are.

if you found this, it's because you were right, and for whatever reason, i can't be with you right now.

i just want to say that i don't regret kissing you that one night after you saved me, and i certainly wouldn't take back all the love i have given you and my experiences of you giving all you have left in you to me.

in fact, i'd do it all over again, and even now, i love you, i love you, i love you.

you got this! you can pull through it. you're the strongest person i know. and don't forget to lean on our friends if you need them. i know you'll be in good hands.

i took care of you for as long as i could, and you protected me to the best of your ability. i know, because i trust you.

so please, continue to smile and laugh for me, i'll be watching from wherever i am, so don't you dare forget it!

yours forever,

woohoo!! no le sserafim no life hi guys :) i love you!!!!! can you say hi to me??

"hey everyone! so in honour of our new album, today we're going to do a Q&A! send us questions relating to it and we'll try to answer as many as possible!" chaewon explained, kneeled directly in front of the camera, whilst the rest of you nodded enthusiastically.

you and yunjin were settled on the couch, half-slouched against each other as you shared the blanket over your legs. eunchae sat beside you with a packet of chips that was occasionally distributed around the group.

while the other four girls addressed the viewers, amassing questions to answer, you noticed yunjin was strangely quiet. upon checking her expression, you could tell that she was zoned out as she leant against you, her head lolling to the side and nearly resting against your own. you smiled to yourself while gazing at the clueless beauty, wondering what could be occupying her mind. after a moment, eunchae acknowledged the silence beside her then let out a giggle when calculating the scene.

"aww look at how y/n is admiring yunjin! so adorable!" your face instantly flushed and yunjin was snapped out of her trance, her eyes flicking up to meet yours causing her cheeks to match the red tint of your own.

"eunchae!" you remarked, hiding your face in your hands as the girl continued to giggle.

this is why eunchae is best maknae hahah poor y/n yunjin doesn't know what to say LMAO

however, it didn't take long for yunjin to regain her composure as her surprised blush was soon replaced with a shit-eating smirk.

"well, y/n clearly has an eye for beauty." she leant closer to tease you, wrapping her arms around your torso and attempting to make eye contact which you profusely refused.

"go away yunjin." you mumbled, lifting your head to grab a chip from euchae before raising it to yunjin's mouth. she allowed you to feed it to her and shut up for a few seconds as she chewed, still chuckling.

the live resumed its pace once the other girls were done expressing their fondness towards you and yunjin as a pair, managing to steer the narrative away from romance and instead into just a close friendship, which you were grateful for. the dating rumours between you and yunjin were at a height and it was getting harder to hide your affection for the woman- but it didn't seem that she was aware of it, maybe for the best.

you contributed to the conversation every now and then, but you were becoming increasingly aware of the woman nestled against you. beneath the blanket, her leg almost overlapped yours, making it hard for you to focus on the live without your mind straying to the contact of your bare skin. moreover, yunjin would take your hand and absentmindedly play with it as she spoke, seemingly unaware of her actions.

after some time of this, you decided to pause her subconscious affections by giving her hand- that was already caressing yours- a squeeze.

yunjin quickly forgot the live and turned to meet your eyes instead, a smile gracing her features making your heart flutter.

"can i have my hand back?" you teased quietly, ensuring only she could hear.

"no, it's my new fidget toy." she responded playfully, grasping it tightly which caused you to roll your eyes.

"unfortunately i'm gonna need my hand at some point, so you can't keep it."

"may i borrow it then?"

"you're kinda holding it captive right now, do i even have a choice?"

"good point." yunjin's happy grin removed all traces of fake annoyance from your conversation and you couldn't help but return the smile.

suddenly, before you could process what was happening, yunjin had raised your hand to her mouth and bit it.

"yaa what the hell yunjin!?" you instinctively yanked your hand away from her.

the momentum forced you to recline into eunchae which simultaneously resulted in the bag of chips, previously nestled in her lap, dropping onto the floor into a pile of salty mess.

"no!" the maknae cried dramatically.

"those were my special chips!" sakura exclaimed, leaping to her feet.

"hah! now you all have to eat my special chips, which you shouldn't complain about because they're better than kkura's." kazuha chimed in gleefully.

you blurted apologies and quickly rushed to grab a vacuum cleaner. yunjin tried to help by gathering the chips into her hands but it only caused them to disperse into even more of a mess as she scattered them elsewhere.

"oh my god." chaewon muttered for the viewers to hear, her and sakura sharing a look of amused disbelief at your actions.

am i seeing things or did yunjin literally bite y/n's hand?!? yunjin omg please that was hilarious not yunjin BITING y/n's hand they're so gf coded that was adorable NOOO poor eunchae rip to kkura's infamous chips

the mess was eventually cleared up, no thanks to yunjin, and you went back to sitting beside each other.

"that was your fault." you stated, unable to resist the pettiness.

"i didn't even bite it hard, you're just a baby."

"you're the baby! only babies feel the need to put everything into their mouths."

"okay okay my bad, but what hand cream do you use? it was kind of tasty."

"seek help."

"why? you're everything i need."

you weren't sure if the comment was supposed to come off so flirty but it certainly had that effect on you; instead of coming up with a witty response, you resorted to spluttering aimlessly.

"get a room!" chaewon suddenly announced, alerting you to everyone's attention. they were all watching you with imperceptibly knowing looks, their backs turned so the viewers couldn't see their expressions- which didn't stop them from going haywire.

canon event: yunjin flirts, y/n gay panics this is so OBVIOUS!? chaewon is so done gay tension intensifies how can you not ship these two

"guys." you painfully stated, unable to conjure a reply. you had to admit, this moment was an anomaly in your usual smartass responses.

yunjin didn't say anything, she simply shrugged nonchalantly with a subtle smirk on her lips to which chaewon rolled her eyes.

"alright everyone, y/n has been humbled, meaning this live has reached its natural end."

"i will never be humbled...but i agree, i can't sit here with this annoying thing any longer." you indicated to yunjin who laughed loudly.

"we all know you secretly like it."

and with that, chaewon quickly wrapped up the live before anyone could look too deep into the comment, then proceeded to reprimand yunjin for her recklessness.