Caitlyne

*going through a really hard time* i will survive this but not unaltered

girl are you okay? you’ve been consuming so much media lately that you haven’t allowed yourself to feel one single human emotion for months

Don’t come at me like that.

lived my whole life in guilt bc i thought i was responsible for people's feelings. newly realizing that other people are responsible for their feelings and reactions, even if they make it seem like i'm the problem. a lot of the time it really has to do w them and their own emotional regulation. i can't keep thinking i'm not allowed to have space bc of other people's insecurities. like i literally refuse to dim myself. other people are responsible for their feelings just as i'm responsible for mine.

Affection hits different when you don't have to ask for it.

True.

I'm sorry for all the times my mental health made me a bad friend.

and a bad partner

Right now

must be nice to be able to let things go, unfortunately everything that has ever happened to me never leaves my mind