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im alive an breathing

last wk..

i think about those words a lot but i can never say it

i wish i could say it

theres so many people who i want to say it to

i love you

i feel so ,overwhelmed but ive got such great support behind me, i will be okay, i am loved, i am more than this

ive made it this far, i have made it past the plan, i am walking into this blindly..

well...

things are happening... things are getting so real

like, is this actually happening?

am i REALLY capable of doing this?

what if this is the wrong choice

but no, you are on the right path

new moon... fresh slate... i desire peace and i will do whatever it takes to protect my peace.

i want ot create but i cannot.. in a slump but also not.

its weird.

things might be getting better

or not

however i am making sure i am headed down the right path

i am no longer putting up w others bs

i will only do what serves me

i am so high its not even funny

high off an old ass burt ass bart.. now thats sad.. but i vneed to save money.. and i need to get a job and i need to get a place of my own

we need to ge out of thid mess..

suddenly those words came out of my mouth

but the funny thing is you missed me too

wrote an emo ass rhing the other day.. emo ass poem. like who am i? 13? being emo again.

Day 28 - A picture of your favorite place in the world