ℰ𝑦𝑒𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑦𝑏

hi.

i don’t really know how to start this, and i think that says a lot because i’ve loved my time on here so so much. i’ve made countless friends through this fandom and it pains me to say that i will be logging off of tumblr.

this decision was something i had been thinking about for a little while now, and it feels unreal that i’m even typing this. the joy and excitement of tumblr has worn off for me, and i find it a chore to log on here and post. when i first started posting on here in may, i knew i loved to write, and i wanted to find more people in this fandom who were just as a silly and weird and off putting as i am, and while i found that, my love for writing has lessened.

i’m not sure if i’ll come back or not, i may log on every once in a while, but i don’t think ill ever come back to writing on here. i’m so sorry to everyone i never got to interact with, just know i love every single person on here.

to my friends, thank y’all for everything. u kept me going even when it was evident i needed a break from everything. i will forever love and cherish every single person i met through this fandom.

i still love the boys, and will continue to support them, just not here. i really need to focus on myself for awhile and being here for me just isn’t doing that.

thank you to every single person who has ever interacted with my fics, my rants, or just talking in my inbox. i appreciate everything i was blessed with on this account, and i will forever remember this time of my life.

i’ll check in occasionally, but for now i need to take care of me and my mental health.

i’ll leave my masterlist here, i love u. 🤍

masterlist.

back

pretty

lady

of my mind was a place, it would be a snowed in cabin in the woods, but it’s on fire (i’m mad bc i lost the ticketmaster war)

GULP