Here Comes The Sun

Renew, release, let go. Yesterday’s gone. There’s nothing you can do to bring it back. You can’t “should’ve” done something. You can only DO something. Renew yourself. Release that attachment. Today is a new day!

You never ask me about my past, about the things that keep me up at night. You never want to know how old I was the first time my heart was broken. You don’t ask how long it took me to move on, what I did to glue the pieces back together. You never ask about the last time I cried or wished the world stopped for a second so I could learn to breathe again. I used to think that maybe you didn’t want to know, that you didn’t care enough to dig deeper. But honestly, it’s in your eyes. I look at you when you don’t think I’m paying attention, and I see it all: the nightmares that keep you from falling asleep, all the times someone grabbed your heart and twisted it in your chest, tore it to shreds and watched you pick it back up. Maybe if you found the courage to ask me about the things that made me who I am today, you could be brave enough to ask yourself. Hopefully in time you will be comfortable enough to share your lows with me as willingly as you take me with you on your highs. Until then, I will stay and I will listen. I will listen until I can see the fear leaving your eyes.

i treat people how i want to be treated until i notice a lack of reciprocity