Little Red Forest Fairy

“‘choose.’ i said, ‘me or her.’ but it wasn’t that simple not for you it wasn’t coke or pepsi cats or dogs sun or rain it was the difference between ‘i love you’ and ‘i need you’ soft goodnight kisses or rough morning sex big smiles and tenderness and a girl that just made you so happy or late nights and alcohol and a girl that made you feel alive so when i said, ‘choose.’ when i said, ’me or her.’ you looked at me like i was asking you the most unfair question in the world you said, ‘i love you,’ and my heart fell on cracked pavement broke right down the middle because i realized that it wasn’t the difference between coke or pepsi it was the difference between ‘i love you’ and ‘i need you’ and you told me you loved me which could only mean you needed her”

“He pushed her away when she didn’t want to be away from him. That’s what broke her heart.”

“You promised that you wouldn’t leave. You were always so irritated at the idea of how afraid I was of you leaving me. And when I finally let go of that fear, you left.”

“You were my Yes, but I was only your Maybe.”