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does a scorpion sting when fighting back? they STRIKE TO KILL and you know i will.
EXWLF. independent abby anderson of the last of us part ii, by zanza.
abi/ail ander/son deserves better 2k22 * DON’T REBLOG!
i need to write a thing about how abby was fully manipulated by isaac because he just?? took advantage of her anger and made her into someone she wasn’t and it’s only through losing just about everything that she manages to get back to someone who resembles the girl she’d been before losing her dad
anyway here’s a CO.BRA KA.I VERSE PLOTTING CALL.

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does a scorpion sting when fighting back? they STRIKE TO KILL and you know i will.
EXWLF. independent abby anderson of the last of us part ii. 𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐳𝐚𝐧𝐳𝐚 𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞.
@multistm said ⇾ "here, take this. you'll catch a cold." ( from yara! )
400 RANDOM DIALOGUE PROMPTS, accepting.
the shelter they’ve found for the night may be secure but it sure isn’t dry. the leaks in the roof are a little more prominent than abby’d originally thought, so she can understand yara’s concern — especially with the fact that the former wolf had insisted that the former scars take the least wet portion of the room.
so abby sits, arms wrapped around her knees as she tries to release even a little of the tension that makes her shoulders ache as drops of water hit her skin over and over and over. she doesn’t even notice that, though. her mind’s a thousand miles away as she seeks out some place in her memories that’s untainted by the pain she just wants a second’s respite from... but it’s not going well. everyone she’s loved is gone. everyone who populates those memories has taken another part of her heart with them. every. fucking. person.
sure, yara and lev are welcome additions to her life as she navigates the complexity of evolution and loss and moving on, but they’re not people she’s known forever. they’re not her dad, or owen, or manny, or... hell, even mel wouldn’t be the worst person to see right now. they’re gone though. they’re gone, and abby’s weighed down by the reality of the isolation she’s felt since she and owen had called it quits... only now it’s real, and full, and they’re gone for good.
accepting that she’s got two people who are a part of a brand new family isn’t as easy as she’d hope. abby feels a bond with them, sure, they’ve all saved each other so many times in the brief time they’ve known each other — but some part of her is still resisting based on just the fact that they’d been enemies a few days ago.
ugh, why can’t change come quickly?
it takes a second before she processes yara’s words and lifts her head, “uhm, i’m okay, thanks. i run hot.” not completely a lie, “you two should focus on staying warm,”
potential angst starters
“please don’t forget”
“you know you should have stayed”
“you’re cold on the inside”
“there’s a dog in your heart and it tells you to tear everything apart”
“you ruin everything you touch and destroy anyone you love”
“i know that you can’t hear me anymore”
“it’s so loud inside my head”
“i haven’t been all that you could have hoped for”
“if you held on a little longer, you would have more reasons to be proud”
“i talk to the shadows hoping you might be listening”
“how can i say this without breaking?”
“i loved and i lost you”
“i don’t want them to know the way i loved you”
“i don’t think they would accept me”
“your heart fits like a key”
“it’s so quiet here”
“you said that you weren’t alone”
“you still owe me a reason”
“i act like i don’t fucking care”
“maybe you’re too good for me”
“lately colors seem so bright”
“i can’t admit that you’ve got all the strings and know how to tug them”
“losing you was something i always did so well”
“i don’t do anything anymore”
“sorry, i nearly lost my head”
“this feeling i dread, it makes me wish i was dead”
“i’ll be alone instead, i don’t need anyone in this bed”
“i come home on my own”
“i don’t care if i don’t look pretty”
“big girls cry when their hearts are breaking”
“i’m in pain”
“she gives me toothaches just from kissing me”
“i didn’t care much how long i lived”
“heaven and hell were words to me”
“i need to feel your hands upon my face”
“words can be like knives. they can cut you open”
“i think i might have inhaled you”
“i can feel you flowing in me”
“i miss you more than i thought i would”
“i never meant to start a fire. i never meant to make you bleed”
“i’ll love the world like i should”
“the blood on my hands scares me to death”
“you took a chance and you took a fall for us”
“my love, look what you can do”
“i know in peace you’ll go. i hope relief is yours”
“was i selfish again? well, i can’t help that”
“i pour my heart out on the ice and everyone’s watching but you”
“i can’t see you, you can’t see me”
“everybody’s watching but you, and i don’t think i want them to”
“there’s a bitter storm inside of me”
“i do it all for you”
“it’s all gone to shit, it’s out of our hands”
“if you’re searching for us, you’ll find us side by side”
“as long as we’re going down, baby you should stick around”
“does any of this love exist or is this just a fire keeping out the cold?”
“memories never lie”
“tell me that i’m right”
“your tired, unfamiliar face says it all”
“even though we all grow old, love will never die”
“that was long ago”
“i used to call you my own, my dear”
“now you’re lost and i am drunk alone”
“when you said your last goodbye, i died a little bit inside”
“if you loved me, why’d you leave me?”
“our love was made for movie screens”
“i tried to be someone else for you”
“i thought that i loved you, but we weren’t love”
“there was something that was not there”
“i can sleep forever these days”
“i believe in anything that brings you back home to me”
“there is no distraction to mask what is real”
“now you’ll be missing from the photographs”
“in my thoughts, you’re far away”
“i can picture you so easily”
“what’s gonna be left the world if you’re not in it?”
“every minute of every hour, i miss you more”
“it’s such a shame we have to see them burn”
“i’ve lost control of all of my senses”
“put me in my place”
“i can’t help but think of you”
“it’s always been just you and me”
“and i’ll hold in these hands all that remains”
“i don’t want to rest in peace, i’d rather be the ghost that annoys you”
“hold me in your arms”
“don’t listen to your friends, they only care once in a while”
“it’s pulling me back”
“when you go home, everything looks different”
“i wish you would tell me how you really feel”
“when you leave me, you take away everything”
“that’s not our deal”
“i want you so much”
“i want to go back to the first time, the first place”
“my heart is open like a door, but i don’t trust you like before”
“you came and took me by surprise”
“maybe one day you’ll be the one, but until then…”
“now i’m fucked up and i’m missing you”
“please just look me in my face and tell me everything’s okay”
“i’ll never be like you”
“absolve me of my sins, won’t you?”
“it hurts me everytime i see you”
“i hate that i love you”
“you want her, you need her, and i’ll never be her”
“do you miss me like i miss you?”
“wedding bells were just alarms”
“you said you wouldn’t but you fucking did”
“i guess this is moving on”
“you don’t care, you never did”
“you don’t give a damn about me”
“you’re only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope”
“if you’re looking for love, know that love don’t live here anymore”
“i don’t want to see you go, i just want to see you smile”
“tell me that now is not the end”
“if you’re trying to find pity, then you need to look somewhere else”
“i’m a first class let down”
“how did it come to this?”
“love is a polaroid- better in picture but never can fill the void”
“if it’s broken then it can be fixed”
“all you need is time”
“we promised the world we’d tame it”
“i wonder what keeps us so high up”
“could there be a love beneath these wings?”
okay but seriously look at abby in seattle ready to fight by instinct just as she’s meeting lev and yara, when they’ve saved her from being hanged on her way to try and make sure owen’s okay
versus
abby in santa barbara who’d just saved lev from the pillars, absolutely exhausted with no desire to fight but she Will to protect the only person she has left
me: let me write a thing about epilogue abby with caps and everything no one: no one: no one at all: my brain: me: no don’t my brain: now kiss

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anyway here’s a CO.BRA KA.I VERSE PLOTTING CALL.
NEW VERSE: cobra kai.
born and raised in utah, abigail anderson has always been spirited, though typically she’s been known to be kindhearted and gentle. this changed, however, upon her father accepting a new position at a hospital in california. abby was far from pleased at the idea of leaving her friends and the familiarity of life in salt lake city. though she tried to keep an open mind, abby quickly lost all interest in that upon overhearing a phone conversation her father was having during which he mentioned finding himself a new therapist to continue to deal with the fact that his wife and son had been murdered almost ten years prior. abby was devastated to hear this, as she’d always been told they’d died in a car accident. this led to a budding anger at the world, and her joining cobra kai in the first wave of recruits. her budding friendship with miguel diaz helped some, though her anger only seemed to grow despite having an outlet with which to release it. [more incoming soon, but she switches to eagle fang after miguel approaches her about it and it’s still a very ‘under development’ verse]
FLORENCE PUGH as Yelena Belova in BLACK WIDOW (2021) — Dir. Cate Shortland
i am stupid for free. no one pays me to be this stupid and i think that’s very brave

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an independent & private M̲U̲L̲T̲I̲M̲U̲S̲E̲.̲ writing blog, AS INTERPRETED BY HARMO [she/they + twenty-three]. featuring many characters from the last of us, including (and not limited to): abby anderson & ellie williams. this exploration is primarily inspired by the weight of 𝔯𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢, the brutal matter of surviving against all odds, and the wound-like significance of ᵂᴼᴱ.