i've seen your death on television

life and having a job is seriously so stupid but i want a job too which is disgusitng and i cant believe th world would make me feel liek this

I can never sleep friday night becasue i get off work at 930 PM and have to go to work on saturday at 830 am and i think about working tomorrow all night and so I have to drink a lot to have any hope of fallign asleep on friday. and it is expensive. and kidn of awful. and i should be able to make it a business expense. I am having a juice box to wash down the taste but the straw got lost so im just squeezing it into my mouth I feel barbaric

at work after we emptied the garbage bins and all that we were counting the tills and i got a nosebleed (typical of me!!!!!!!!!!!) and my coworker was like here. put this tampon in your nose. and so i did and now the only thing in the garbage bin by the till is a tampon wrapper and applicator and it is very visible. When my boss opens tomorrow I wonder if it will confuse her very much. her part-time workers be tamponing up front dgaf

ikeep all my bottles at the bottom of my wardrobe where they're obscured by my hanging clothing because i don't really love looking at them but am also for some reason hesitant about throwing them out idk why. i dont want them there. but i do find it funny when im trying to blindly grab the filled one and i keep pulling out empties but also idont feel good today

i hate when total strangers compliment by saying "you're pretty" "you look good" etc like how hard is it to just complimnt people on their style choices like their outfit or whatever and not their whole self based off their appearance . you dont even know me dont act like you know what i look like .I don't care about whatever their intention is It just makes me wish i could peel off my skin in one smooth go right in front of their eyes. i know i sounds like a brat but it is something i don't have the words to explain