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i wanna get so much worse.

Whenever im bored the voices get louder. Like ugh im so bored should i just die

idk why i still try to be friends with people even when ik they don't like me

me when i keep losing people / getting scared of losing people so i cling to the ones i feel i can still trust harder thus annoying them and pushing them away making the problem even worse than it was to start with

basically i have to stay silly bc the other option is death

JUST PUT ME DOWN GOD FUCKING KILL ME. I can tell that my teachers are annoyed by me. I ask constant questions and I answer all of the ones that they ask and I know they hate me. I can tell that my friends don't like me either. I feel like such dead weight to them and I'm always so annoying. I must seem like such a pick-me.

yeah they're all slowly ignoring me more and more, soon i'm gonna be cut off completely with no explanation of what i did wrong

oops slt my wrsts again! cant wait to wear bandages to work!!!!!!! 🤗

when i wanna complain but my friend is always in pain, i’m lucky i’ve got a house with food and two parents sooo actually i’m not allowed to complain about anything…