unfortunately i am a permanently disfigured tranny mutilated by male puberty and i am doomed to bever pass or find loce god is so fucking cruel actuallyZzzxS.....
i am genuinely such a fuckijg idiot... i had a chance i literally uad a fucking chance i realized when i was like 10 and i dixnf come out unfil i was 14 and i could have said something sooner and i could have been on vlockers and i could hage had an actual fuxkijg doctor... obviously im not ehsouled ajuway but i coild have tried and maube i coild have not been fuxked up so bad and i would have not gotten groomed so much and maybe i could be more normal... it sucks so muxh i want sunshine it feels like im sunshine but im getting filtered into some noxiois shit... im becoming this unpleasant dehydrated yellow and im supposed to be liquid gold... i was supposed to swin inwas supposed to swim i was supposed to be a fucking person
im so xloxky its fucking over... i will never pass and i sm never gonna be a woman holy fuck... i am never gonna be a wife or a mom or just a person... i am genuinely gods spilled paint on the floor thinking ixbelong in a museum... i was saying this earlier gow i am xosmologically less than
and she said she knew i was one why didnt you tell me i had a chance ..,,,,,?,,,, you idiot i could be among flowers









