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= zakariah [zak.z] = queer guy [he.him] = 18 [10.10] = ny.usa =

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= mentions of the cardiovascular system = paranoia triggers =

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= people in Sudan = caring for wounds =

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= cats = buttons = vampires = sparkles = energy drinks =

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= butter = microfiber = chalk = most lotions = goat cheese =

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not even being able to have the typical comfort things

like icecream or a milkshake or something

like as much as id like to stay i just feel like shit so yk

i just saw a post someone made about how to look out for nazi dogwhistles, specifically tattoos, and each had a little blurb next to them explaining a little bit. they basically ranged from most visibly nazi to more hidden, and obviously a lot of the symbols were stolen from other cultures and twisted. the post very clearly stated that they are not inherently racists or connected to nazis/neonazis but like if paired with the other shit or you hear them spewing some nonesense its very easy to realize thats why they have it. makes sense right??? i guess not because all these people in the comments like “well but actually that symbol is from this culture and doesnt mean that” oh like you mean exactly what the fucking post said??? like how the post said it doesnt actually mean that and is from that culture?? you mean like that you fucking idiot??? 🫩 like holy shit lets use our brains

but one thing i do not believe with this is that i can view something as the morally correct thing and not participate in it.

which just sounds hypocritical like that but its not trust me😭

for example, i fully believe animals deserve to be taken care of and not neglected,but i dont think im under any obligation to take care of every animal on the planet. im not going to let animals be abused or neglected as much as i can, but i dont have the mental ability or resources to take care of all of them that i see.

i believe people like my mom deserve shelter and food and support n all that, but i fully believe i am under no obligation to be that or provide that. because i dont have the resources or mental wellness to do so. if i was a millionaire i totally would put shit towards those things, but im not.