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= zakariah [zak.z] = queer guy [he.him] = 18 [10.10] = ny.usa =

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= gore [shown + mentioned] = bugs [shown + mentioned] =

= mentions of the cardiovascular system = paranoia triggers =

- important + donation links -

= people in Sudan = caring for wounds =

- things i like -

= cats = buttons = vampires = sparkles = energy drinks =

- things i do not like -

= butter = microfiber = chalk = most lotions = goat cheese =

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the research has spoken

basically

i am scared of losing control, and am stressed from the things i have to juggle atm. also im afraid of being/feeling disconnected and/or losing someone close to me. i am feeling scared and uncomfortable about my new beginnings, but i need to feel free and its a good choice. i also need to redirect my focus, and realize that what seems like limited choices is actually not so limited. i need to commit or formalize something, something that has to do with power? and im worried about my sister and im going to check up on her.

that sounds not how i wanted it to

like your taste buds, the things you like n what not

definitely not as bad as the last one tho thats for sure but it stings and its right on the back of my hand like the beginning of my wrist so ive bumped it on things and it hurts worse

i like ittttt