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are you really just not going to talk to me? do you know how awkward it is to work together in the same building with all of your animosity? especially when you're doing challenges with my girls. iroha felt so awkward after the filming.

what the fuck are you expecting me to say? and my animosity? that's fucking rich coming from the person who cheated, but yeah.. let me just make sure you're comfortable. so what exactly are you expecting me to do? give me a list of all the shit that'll make it easier for you to be in the same room as me.

excuse me for being nosy here when i am simply a nobody in your world, but i'm so curious where the decision came from to go solo versus staying in the group? i mean, holy shit? it's always a brave feat when betting on yourself and leaving what you know, so i seriously have to commend you on that. // @evheeseung

no problem at all. it's actually nice to finally be able to talk openly about it, but if i'm being completely honest, i was considering going solo long before i ever brought it up to the team. not because my group was making me unhappy but after so many years, i just felt like, creatively, being part of enhypen wasn't really the right fit for me anymore. i wanted more for myself and a part of me knew that if i stayed, it would eventually start affecting both my work and my band members. unfortunately, that also meant losing some friendships. it still felt like the right decision, though. but thank you so much for saying that. and with that being said, you're definitely not a nobody in my world. huge fan, by the way.

Being forced to "slow down" has made me realise two things. Number one: I suck at relaxing. Number two? Whoever said "rest is productive" never took little ol' me into account. My house is spotless and I've reorganised cupboards I didn't even know needed reorganising. On top of that, I've watched enough true crime documentaries to convince myself I'd be a pretty good detective. Don't worry though, I'm still bored. So, entertain me. What's something you've become weirdly obessed with? This is a judgement free zone. Kinda.

there's nothing more defeating than going from pushing yourself professionally every single day to basically nothing. i think what you're experiencing is completely normal. i haven't exactly had a proper break in years, but i can kind of imagine how you're feeling. i'm not sure if anything i'm obsessed with would be considered weird, but.. pottery? before you judge, go ahead and blame patrick swayze for that one.

i've come to the conclusion that i've accidentally catfished an entire community into thinking i'm good at league of legends simply because i voiced jinx. i promise you the reality is far less impressive, and i'm fairly certain i'd be a liability to absolutely any team willing to take me on. it's probably for the best that nobody's ever actually asked me to play, because i'm genuinely terrible at video games in general. @evheeseung

you're voicing jinx and you haven't even played league of legends? don't talk to me for the foreseeable future, purnell. highkey disappointed. also, i'm kidding, obviously. then i'm not going to bore you with my rank, my team, and the lore. though i will say it's never too late to start your journey. so that's a no to mario and crash bandicoot then? i'm pretty sure those are solid beginner games.

Can't believe how successful you are and you're only twenty-four. That's so impressive, but I was wondering, does it ever feel like too much? You've been in the industry for a while now and so many people know your name, but do you ever struggle with it? I consider myself lucky. People don't really bother me too much into my every day life, but I know it's a whole different kettle of fish in the k-pop indsutry. @evheeseung

pause, while i google how old you were when you got cast in stranger things.. twenty-one.. looks like you've got me beat there, love. but to answer your question, kind of? it all sort of came to a head a few months back when i decided to leave my group and go solo. i took a small hiatus to get away from all the slander and conspiracy theories that were circulating at the time. but that was really the only time i felt like the industry was against me. so tell me, are you not working on anything right now? i highly doubt that with your talent.

that's the spirit. and you know, you'll never really know if living on the edge is your kind of thing until you've tried it. and learning how to ride a motorcycle is such a baddie move, so yeah, go for it. cute? maybe i just have a feeling your good girl image is nothing more than a facade. and you really need to trust me when i say you do not want to see me naked and running. unlike your perfectly sculpted gender, men don't exactly pull off the baywatch thing very well. damn, really?

okay well damn those are some very good, very interesting suggestions as to what i could do while on hiatus. first one, not sure i want to do because i'm too nice to get away with that, the second one requires dancing and i've been dancing for half a year and i need a break from that. if i'm going skinny dipping you're coming with me, i'm not doing that by myself. never seen sons of anarchy but i don't think i'm gang material. again all great suggestions, i will take some of them into consideration.

so that's a definite no on pulling a tokyo drift but in seoul? damn, i was kind of hoping you'd go for that. okay, but wouldn't you say a flash mob is more acting than dancing? understandable, though and we can scratch that one. you want my skinny white ass running into the ocean? trust me when i say no one wants to see that. hey, don't knock the gang idea until you've tried it. i'm pretty sure you'd look bomb in a leather vest. but are we sure we don't want to stick with the steal a car option? okay.. your loss.

as much as i love touring, i am glad our tour is finally winding down. not sure if you have heard but yes we are taking a small hiatus once we wrap up this last show here in seoul. i'm so glad we get to have a little break after we've been touring for how long now? couldn't even tell you how long we've been touring because all my days have been mixed into one whole ass day. anyways now that we finally get to breathe, give me some suggestions or options as to what i need to do or what i should do during this time? i have so much to catch up on. @limelightblvdstarters

that actually sounds kind of nice. do you want a list of things you could do? alright, but before i start giving you suggestions, just know that i take zero responsibility for any of them. one: steal a car and drive through seoul grand theft auto style. two: join a flash mob or better yet, start one. but make the song something cheesy like bruno mars or wait, i've got it, carly rae jepsen. three: go skinny dipping although maybe do that somewhere in europe instead. four: join a gang but like one of those sons of anarchy kinds. was that enough?

i would try to argue that it's nice in my bubble but considering that it's mostly consisted of an endless rotation of going between work and home lately? you're not entirely wrong and it's been way too long since i last saw you, anyway. did you want to go out somewhere? grab food? cause chaos on the streets of seoul?

there's also a bit of a difference between a comfy bubble and a shielded bubble. yours seems to be the latter. not saying you're overworked, but slightly? you know what you should do? leave the band in the middle of a comeback and go solo. trust me, the second the riots die down, you'll have endless time to.. i don't know, do nothing? cry yourself to sleep? feed your tamagotchi? i read a book, which was nice i guess. but yeah, all of the above. are we asking girls if they're open minded? kidding! although i've always wanted to do that.