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lucky me, you always show up in my dreams

are you death or paradise?

i miss her so much. i know she’s okay. i’m not. is it selfish to ask for her attention? idk. i need her. she’s my only cure.

okay so i had this dream, i drove all the way to your work town. you ran up to me with that silly dance walk you do when you see mee. you hopped in my car and we drove up the mountain. everything was white because of the show. it was golden hour and when we were at the top of the mountain the sun was setting. the sky was orange red and purple. we just stared and felt so at ease. then i woke up and realised that you were not laying next to me..

what if my brain is just one big chemical reaction that i can’t control but the fairies can

i need a therapist lmao

i feel like i miss you too much to a point where it’s becoming unhealthy for my state of mind

told you not to worry, but maybe that’s a lie

i wanna take your pains away by giving a hug, but you’re in another country. so all that i can do is listening and being understanding. but i found it so difficult that i can’t be there to calm you down by giving you a hug. i miss you. i love you. please stay strong. you’ve gone trough so much. i know that you have the strength to get trough this as well.

i swear if she doesn’t end up in heaven, then imma sue the angels above.

i wanna hug you trough the phone, you’ll be okay babe

how can i have you here without bothering you

i love u mom. u are an angel 💫