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look how quickly you became everything to me

i miss you all the time, wherever i am.

we will see each other again, and it will be good. i can’t wait :)

im lvl 20 and not in a club - what makes ppl think their dressage club is gonna finally make me join? what do they have that the other people i’ve turned down in my 20-level-career don’t? nothing. they have nothing. there are never any cool clubs with names like “giga slug” or “sad fathers” or “turbo gamers society” or “omni frogs collective”. its always an “elite dressage club”. if i had a penny for every “elite dressage club” i’ve seen come ghosting in and out of servers i’d be able to buy an andalusian. but nobody has ever come asking me to join “moorland workers union”. i’ve never been invited to be part of “bad town inc.”. no “fish water”. what’s even the point anymore? what is a man? an elite dressage club?