an aspiring good girl

TW: Humiliation, Orientation Play, Watersports, CNC, Breeding, Sadomasochism, Incest

Hi! I'm Evee! I'm a 28 year old dyke who has decided to embrace my fantasies and explore them in a healthy space. Shame really is the mindkiller and I'm sick of being ashamed. Absolutely willing to engage in inbox play with whoever. I'm also interested in DM'ing with others, but not with cis-het men as I am absolutely a dyke who is secure in her orientation

Not Into:

awwwh!! ya i feel like a lot of young people who were on the internet too young and unsupervised got a lil screwy. its also like the result of low quality sex education and like non normative sexual scripts u find in porn over just the usual heteronormative god-fearing-sex that sex ed goes over. i read a thing recently talking about how a lot of queer people actually find a lot value in the way porn expanded their knowledge and also validated their desires.

at the end of the day it comes down to a failure of the adults in our lives to keep an eye on what we were doing and failing at making us comfortable enough to share when we were in strange online situations. like feeling a ton of guilt is never a good idea but its also legitimately not your fault you fell into hardcore stuff.

i only in the last two years or so have accepted a lot more of my desires. ive had to work thru a lot of shame. ive been deconstructing my desires and what they reflect about me and thats been insightful. i also had to get myself to stop framing things as thought crimes. desires r weird and freaky and not always morally good but that shouldnt equate to the person being bad.