Evangeline Lucia

When i move to the graveyard

I hope i can get some peace

I'm so done trying

I don't wanna put in the effort anymore

I'll never be good enough

Even at being myself

So why even bother

I wanna puke and cry on the floor

Until i pass out and never wake up again

🎵 Cut off my wings and come lock me up Just pull the plug, yeah, I've had enough Tear me to pieces, sell me for parts You're all vampires, so here, you can have my heart

The world's a funeral, a room of ghosts No hint of movement, no sign of pulse Only an echo, just skin and bone They kicked the chair, but we, we helped tie the rope You can have my heart

So come rain on my parade, 'cause I wanna feel it Come shove me over the edge, 'cause my head is in overdrive I'm sorry, but it's too late, and it's not worth saving So come rain on my parade

I think we're doomed I think we're doomed, and now there's no way back

You must've made some kind of mistake I asked for death, but instead I'm awake The Devil told me, "no room for cheats" I thought I'd sold my soul, but he kept the receipt

So leave a light on, I'm coming home It's getting darker, but I'll carry on The sun don't shine, but it never did And when it rains, it fucking pours, but I think I like it And you know that I'm in love with the mess, I think I like it

So come rain on my parade, 'cause I wanna feel it Come shove me over the edge, 'cause my head is in overdrive I'm sorry, but it's too late, and it's not worth saving So come rain on my parade

🎵 Cut me open and tell me what's inside

Diagnose me 'cause I can't keep wondering why

And no, it's not a phase 'cause it happens all the time

Start over, check again, now tell me what you find

'Cause I'm going out of frequency

Can anyone respond?

It's like an avalanche, I feel myself go under

'Cause the weight of it's like hands around my neck

I never stood a chance, my heart has frozen over

And I feel like I am treading on thin ice

Am I broken? What's the chance I will survive?

Don't sugarcoat me 'cause I feel like suicide

Just give it to me straight, 'cause I'm running out of time

I need an antidote, now what can you prescribe?

Am i going under?

I need a cure for me 'cause a square doesn't fit the circle

I wanna fade out

In a way that, anyone who knows me

Slowly stops thinking about me

So when i'm no longer around

Why does it have to be so confusing

It won't leave my head

I know i have to, but my head is refusing

To even try to leave my bed

So i run back to the space in my mind

And imagine a world a bit more kind

But for me to stay there, i find

Struggling to fall asleep

So i just stare

And i think too much

I like to think itd be a big scene

But honestly, i'm probably going to do it suddenly and off-screen too

I feel like one day

Some day

Ill go forever, sooner than the others

Wether i make it happen myself

Or it just occurs

I just know somehow, it will happen

I could be wrong of course

Im not trying to worry anyone

But if it is true and I've not much time left

I wish everyone the best of luck

In this little mess called life

May you be happy with who you are

Find happiness in the small things

And achieve everything you set your mind to

I wish i could at least be prettier before i'm gone