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The King of Curses sat upon his throne, and yet you had no issue glaring up at him. As if it were your stare that could cleave. Your hands that could ignite his shrine into blitz and ember.
Bundled in a silk blanket and babbling up at you with eyes as ruby as her father's, your daughter chewed on her thumb. Blissfully oblivious to the tyrant from which she came.
Sukuna refused to hold her.
It was subtle, at first. When she was born, he claimed that it was vital for a baby to stay close to its mother. For warmth, food and comfort.
It had been four weeks, and your husband hadn't so much as grazed her tiny pinkie.
"Why?" You asked, anger blooming in your throat like the flowers he had planted in the gardens for you. He would sully his knees in the soil and his hands in the mud for your benefit, but couldn't bear to hold the life that he had created?
Sukuna's face was hard in a scowl. Each maroon eye glaring into your soul.
A beat of silence.
"I do not want to."
You flared, clinging your baby closer. "Are you ashamed? Ashamed of the life we created?"
"No, damnit woman—"
"Then why!?"
"Because I will mar her!"
The shrine shook as he shoved himself out of his throne. Standing now. It was at his full height that you recognised the being thousands feared. Four arms, two faces, and a stature that rose from hell.
His glare burned, but it wasn't anger. Face twisted in an emotion you hadn't seen enough from him.
"I will— hurt her. Is that what you want?"
Vulnerability.
Your daughter startled. Sniffling at the booming voice that rattled the floors. You watched her face squish and her lip quiver, before a broken, hiccuped sob filled the air.
His shoulders sunk. The fight seeping out of him. You watched his eyes swell with many things you'd never seen before.
Guilt, sadness.
Fear.
Rocking your startled baby, you held her close with soft shushes, but her sniffles soon turned into wails. Sukuna's stood frozen, sullen.
You understood, now.
Cradling the small girl, you stepped forward. Up the stairs to the platform of his throne. Even as he took a step back, you persisted.
"Sukuna. . ." You called to him. Soft in the way that only you were capable of being with him.
He almost flinched.
"This child, she's ours. Our daughter, made with love."
You stood right in front of him now. Taking in his wound up muscles and squared shoulders. Looking more like a deer ready to sprint than a father.
A father who feared that his hands were too rough, too evil, to nurture his own child.
"You won't hurt her. Because she's ours." Reaching forward, you held out the sobbing bundle. Watching his face and the several shades of uncertainty it turned.
You had never seen him so. . . frightened.
You pushed past his hesitancy, carefully placing your daughter into a set of his hulking arms. She was tiny compared to him. Seemed he was processing that too.
Aiding his position, you slipped one of your hands to tenderly hold him by the bicep as he, for the first time ever, held his daughter.
His breath was hitched. All of his eyes gaping at the small bundle in his arms. Watching her as if she were the most delicate piece of porcelain.
Your daughter's sobs stirred into sniffles, then hiccups, until. . . silence.
As big, ruby eyes stared up at her father. Taking him in. His face, his warmth.
And then, she beamed a toothless smile.
Sukuna tensed. A shaky breath hitching.
"She's— she's smiling. Why is she smiling?"
He quickly looked to you. Brows pinched. Looking lost, looking scared.
You offered him a smile, leaning up to press a kiss to his cheek. "Because she knows that her father loves her." Tickling her neck, you hummed as she squirmed a bit and giggled, pressing more into him.
He instinctively held her closer. Eyes unblinking.
You watched as Ryomen Sukuna, The King of Curses, melted. His heart swelling as he stared at his daughter. Even bringing one of his fingers closer to her, so that she could grab at it. Hugging around it with that big, bring smile.
His mouth quirked at the corner. Faint, but tender.
"Yeah. . ." He whispered, voice thick with emotion. Centuries worth of affection for his child, his daughter.
"Your father loves you. More than anything. More than life."
brat! reader demanding boyfriend 𝒔𝒖𝒌𝒖𝒏𝒂 to hold her hand while he carries all the bags
your hands feel weird. empty, you note suddenly.
then you look at your boyfriend walking just 2 steps ahead of you. both of his hands full of shopping bags and grocery packets.
it must be heavy. it is heavy. that's why sukuna is carrying them and not you. you give a sigh of appreciation as your eyes roam over his frame.
tall , dressed in dark shades, muscles pulled taut. quite the head turner. and more than capable of carrying a few bags, you mentally note.
your friends often complained about their partners expecting to split the baggage. half n half and shit that felt so absurd to you that you had obnoxiously bragged about your husband demanding that you 'do not lift a single finger'.
the girls had the audacity to look skeptical.
you pull up the camera app on your phone and click record.
"baby?" you call out, pretending to scroll. the camera records your man as he half turns his head.
"why aren't you holding my hand?" you demand like a spoiled brat. you catch the faint upward tug of his lips as he turns his head to face forward again.
then he releases his pinky from under his grip on the bags and slightly points it. you let out a happy sound and grab onto it. making a point of zooming in your camera on the view.
then you reverse the camera and film your face.
sukuna often tells you to wipe that smug look off your face. but how can you when you bagged such a hot deal?
so you give your brattiest grin and lean your head against his bicep. the camera doesn't capture his face, he is too tall for that.
sukuna doesn't comment, even as he watches the display. what can he say? he quite likes being shown off by his princess.
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Sukuna has been apologizing for the past thirty minutes. You refused to budge. Which is why he was now locked out of your room.
“And I said I DON'T FORGIVE YOU!” you yelled out in frustration. “This is all to teach you a lesson. Next time a girl starts feeling you up and tries getting in your pants, you should shove her away!”
“But baby we were all dancing and I stopped her when she started touching me..” he paused, taking a deep breath. “Plus I thought she was into Toji for fuck’s sake!”
“Either way she was standing way too close. Did you even tell her you have a girlfriend? Am I just a toy? Am I here only for you to play with? Do you forget everything we share once you’re with your boys?!”
Okay maybe you were starting to get a bit too dramatic, but it was all for good cause! You were gonna put him in his place because who does he think he is? Last time a classmate of yours asked for your notes, Sukuna broke the poor guy’s nose. So no. You weren't gonna let this slide.
“Listen here woman, either you’ll open this door, or I'm breaking it down.” your boyfriend threatens, banging at the door softly, contrasting his tone and actions.
“Ryomen Sukuna. If you so much as touch this door again, you will be sleeping at the frat’s house for the rest of the semester. Try me. I dare you.”
Silence lingers for a while, but then you hear loud bangs. “WHAT THE FUC- “
Another bang. And then, the door opens, and Sukuna barges in.
“Are you serious right now? Get out!” you point towards the door, but all Sukuna does is lean against the doorframe, and looks you up and down.
“No, I'm not getting out until we solve whatever this is. Sit down.” he gestures with his eyes for you to sit down, but of course you don't comply.
“No.” you stare at him in defiance. “I'll have you know I am crazier than you think. If you don’t get out, I'll jump out the window."
Sukuna’s eyes widen in surprise, but then his lips curl into a smirk. “Really babydoll? Be my guest.”
Now it was you whose eyes widened in surprise. You start walking to your window, while keeping watch on the pink haired man.
“I am so serious I will do it!” his brows lifted in challenge. “Go ahead baby.”
You open the window, and brace both your hands on either side of it, while lifting your right leg. Just as you were about to jump, Sukuna’s arms wrapped around your waist tightly.
“Let go asshole!” you struggle against him. You thrash your hands around, trying to get out of his grip, but to no avail. “I’ve had enough of your bullshit, woman! Goddamnit stop fidgeting!”
“Oh so now my words are bullshit? Wow Sukuna, you deserve the award of man of the year. Seriously. Dude will you just let go already!”
“Stop yelling and I will. Also, I’m not your dude.” He dragged you all the way to the bed when he finally settled down, with you on his lap. “Will you please just listen? I said I was sorry, you know I love you and only you. I would never look at another woman the way I look at you.”
You open your mouth to speak, but Sukuna silences you with his index.
“Many women throw themselves at me. Did I ever entertain any of them? No. You know why? Because I have you, and you are enough. I only have eyes for you. I love you.”
Your eyes start around the room, avoiding his at all costs.
“But you already know that, don’t you?” he flashes you a sly smile. “Did you really think I would actually believe that you got jealous because a girl hit on me?”
…aaand you got caught. Guilt spreads through your face, and you loop up at the ceiling, feigning innocence. “I don't know what you’re talking about.”
Your boyfriend lets out a huff, giving your side a quick squeeze. “Yeah yeah. Of course you don’t.”
He tsked as he turned to stare at where you were standing a minute ago. “And stop pulling that shit, doll. You could get seriously hurt, y’know.”
You smile at him, too overjoyed considering what just went down. “It adds a little spice to our relationship though. But I think I might have to change my ways. After the first two times, you stopped panicking.”
Sukuna’s lips part, but nothing comes out, he just shakes his head in defeat, before pecking your lips and pulling you into his embrace.
a/n: wrote this when i should be doing a programming project… sigh. Dividers by @cursed-carmine. Art credits to the rightful owners.
The first thing anyone on campus learned about Ryomen Sukuna was simple
Avoid him.
The second thing they learned?
Avoid him harder.
Sukuna was the kind of guy professors dreaded seeing on their attendance sheets. The kind of guy who made freshmen cross the street when they spotted him walking toward them. He wasn’t even trying to be intimidating half the time—he just naturally looked like he was one bad day away from committing a felony.
He was rude.
Arrogant.
Mean for absolutely no reason.
And unfortunately for everyone else, he was also ridiculously attractive… which made things worse.
The frat house he shared with Toji, Choso, and Geto had gained its own reputation because of him. People threw parties there, sure, but they also had entire group chats dedicated to warning others about interacting with Sukuna.
“Don’t ask him for notes.”
“Don’t ask him for directions.”
“Don’t ask him for anything.”
“He called me an idiot for holding a door open for him.”
“He told me my major was useless.”
“He told me my face was annoying…I DIDN’T EVEN KNOW HIM.”
So naturally, when the campus sweetheart showed up at the frat house asking for him…
Everyone was… confused.
You stood on the front porch clutching your bag, looking entirely too adorable to be standing in front of this house. The afternoon sunlight caught your smile as you thanked Choso for answering the door.
“I was looking for Sukuna.”
The silence that followed was immediate.
Choso blinked.. “…Sukuna?”
You nodded.
“Yeah.”
“Oh.”
He looked concerned... very concerned.
Behind him, Toji and Geto looked just as concerned as Him.
“…Why?” Choso asked carefully.
You tilted your head.
“Hm?”
“What do you need Sukuna for?”
“Oh.”
You laughed a bit, like that wasn’t the most valid question-
“I just wanted to see him.”
The concern somehow got worse.
Toji finally walked over.
“Kid.”
You looked up at him.
“Yeah?”
“Did he threaten you?”
“…What?”
“Blackmail?”
“No?”
“This some kind of.. group project thing?”
You shook your head.
Geto had now joined the crowd.
“You don’t have to do that.”
“Do what?”
“The project.”
“There isn’t a project.”
Toji sighed.
“Look. You’re nice.”
“Thank you?”
“And he’s…” Toji gestured vaguely.
“Evil..” Choso supplied.
“A walking lawsuit..” Geto added.
“A dick.”
You stared at them.
The three men stared back.
Choso crossed his arms.
“Trust us. Whatever you’re doing with or for Sukuna isn’t worth it.”
The three stared at you like you’d mentioned bombing their frat house.
You smiled awkwardly.
“…His what?”
You laughed softly. “I’m his girlfriend.”
The three men looked like their souls had temporarily left their bodies.
“No.”
You blinked.
“No?”
“That’s not possible.”
“It is.”
“No, it isn’t.”
You frowned.
“It literally is.”
Toji looked horrified.
“You’re telling me Ryomen.. has a girlfriend?”
“Yes.”
“The Sukuna?”
You nodded.
“The same Sukuna who told a guy his haircut looked like a public health violation?”
“…Probably?”
“The same Sukuna who got banned from two campus clubs in the same week?”
“Maybe?”
“The same Sukuna who called a professor annoying to his face?”
“That sounds like him.”
Nobody spoke, because frankly?
Nothing about this made sense.
You were the nicest person on campus.
Everyone knew you.
You volunteered, you tutored students, you remembered birthdays. You baked cookies for stressed classmates during finals week. You once helped a lost freshman find her dorm and then carried her suitcase up three flights of stairs. Meanwhile Sukuna once told someone their dog was smarter than they were.
The math WAS NOT mathing.
Then the hallway door opened.
Heavy footsteps approached.
And suddenly there he was.
Sukuna.
Tall, Intimidating, covered in tattoos… and looking incredibly annoyed.
“What the hell is taking so—”
He stopped when his eyes landed on you.
Immediately—IMMEDIATELY— His entire expression changed.
The irritation vanished.
Gone…Just gone.
“…There you are.”
Your face brightened.
“Hi Ryo.”
His shoulders visibly relaxed.
“What’re you doing here?”
“I brought you lunch.”
“Lunch?”
You held up a small bag.
“You always forget to eat lunch on gym days.”
“…Oh.”
The giant terrifying man suddenly looked almost embarrassed.
Almost.
“Well.. thanks.”
“No problem.”
The others looked ready to pass out. Because Sukuna had just said thank you.
To a human being.
Voluntarily.
You smiled and held out the bag, but instead of taking it immediately, Sukuna grabbed your wrist gently and pulled you closer.
“You eat already?”
You nodded.
“Enough?”
“Yes.”
“Water?”
You giggled.
“Yes, mom.”
“You sleeping?”
“Mostly.”
“Mostly isn’t an answer.”
You pouted.
“It’s close enough.”
“No.”
The pout deepened.
And to everyone’s horror—
Sukuna sighed and pressed a quick kiss to your forehead.
“Brat.”
The others collectively stopped functioning.
You smiled happily.
“Love you too Ryo.”
Sukuna rolled his eyes, but corners of his mouth twitched upward.
“What the hell.” Toji muttered.
Sukuna glanced over.
“What?”
“What was THAT?”
“What was what?”
“You kissed her.”
Sukuna looked confused.
“…Yeah.”
“YOU KISSED HER.”
“And?”
“YOU HAVE FEELINGS.”
Sukuna stared at him.
Then looked at you.
Then back at Toji.
Like Toji was the stupid one.
“Obviously.”
The room went silent again.
Because apparently the scariest man on campus wasn’t incapable of love. He’d just used every ounce of kindness he possessed on exactly one person. And as Sukuna casually wrapped an arm around your shoulders while you happily leaned into him, everyone in the room came to the same realization:
Sukuna wasn’t mean to everyone.
He was mean to everyone else.
You, unfortunately—or perhaps very fortunately—were the one exception.
A/N: this is based off this trend I keep seeing on tiktok (boyfriend of the sweetest girl you know.. or ect depending on the character and now I’m gonna do one for everyone possible..)
suguru taking care of both of your holes ꒰ྀི১ ໒꒱ིྀ
there’s nothing suguru loves more than fucking both of your holes and watching you struggle to do so.
having your throat tight around an eight-inch dildo while he rams into you, feeling you squeeze around him tightly.
watching the saliva strings drip one after another and the sounds of your gargling and struggle while he continues to throat fuck you and fuck you from behind.
it gets him off in more ways than one. everything about this setup gets him hot; having you struggle is a kink of his.
“come on, you’ve done it before; just breathe through your nose.”
pushing the dildo deeper into your mouth as he pushed himself deeper inside of you.
the coating of your wetness is making its way to his balls, sending a warm shiver down his spine.
sometimes he had you deep throat him while you rode a dildo, seeing if it was easier for you, and it wasn't; you still struggled to fit all of it inside of you and then slide it out with ease.
making suguru push his dick further in the back of your throat so he can watch you try to focus on both things at once.
every time you stopped riding the dildo or meeting the rhythm of his dick going in and out of your wet, sloppy mouth, he'd give your cheek a firm smack to keep you focused or close your nose and watch panic fill your eyes.
“don’t pull back… don’t you fucking dare.”
leaning down and blowing in your face a little, then shoving himself deeper, your throat squeezing around his dick tightly, holding onto him, and the dildo inside of you starting to ease up because of how wet you are.
the slick noises of both your holes getting fucked are like music to his ears; he can go to sleep from those sounds alone.
closing his eyes while he continued to throat fuck you and soaking in the sounds.
every little sound your body made. your heavy breathing, your little whimpers, your pussy, and the way your mouth starts to sound after he cums down your throat and you start to choke.
squirming on your knees while you still try to keep up the pace and rhythm of riding the dildo, the tip of it digging into your sweet spot near your cervix making you squeeze your eyes shut.
there are so many feelings in your body that you can’t keep up with, and you end up squirting on the dildo.
suguru is holding the back of your neck and still driving himself deeper, trying to have himself slip down more even if it's not possible.
making sure he can milk himself dry using your throat one more time while he watches you soak the dildo again.
your bounces are getting faster because of how slick the dildo is now; his breathing gets harder, and the tip of his dick twitches a little before he cums again, his cum painting the back of your throat and slowly sliding down.
“you did it; you took both.”
sliding himself out and cupping your cheek and watching you swallow, his eyes dark with satisfaction.
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you were sent by the heavens to slay a trecherous sea monster. but it seems that his charms and tentacles are the real treasures of the depths.
cws. smut :: monsterfucking :: tentacles :: penetrative sex :: overstim :: creampie :: multiple orgasms :: clit play :: enemies to lovers
You had dealt with many monsters in your immortal existence.
"Why, hello there."
But nothing compared to the murky depths of the ocean.
Your wings were drenched. Heavy with salt. You hated it, any cold, wet thing. This was slippery. What felt like a hundred, slimey limbs. Locking you in a helpless tussle. Deep blue, and covered in curious suckers.
Another thing you hated, feeling helpless.
Crashing waves cottoned your hearing. The thick smell of the ocean stuffed your nose. The sky was a grey glare. Cracking open in small parts for the sun to mock you too.
"Release me you— foul creature!"
Your screech tore through the roar of the mighty seas.
His deep chuckle caressed you. Stilled the storm in your heart. Through the mess of thick tentacles, the torso of a man appeared before you.
Hair white and iridescent, like pearls. Eyes as blue as the sun hitting the sea. Enchanting. Sculpted by the might of the ocean.
The being crooked his head. Watching as your wings feebly fluttered against his strong limbs. "Sent by the heavens for little old me?"
He jerked you closer. Those slippery tentacles scouring you. Wound you up until only your head was free from their treacherous coil.
Up close, he was more beautiful than the ocean and all of its terrors.
Still, you stained his face with a violent spit.
"The heavens ordered me to come back with your head, wretched monster."
His smile grew, even as your saliva slipped down his cheek.
"Is that so?" His face craned closer. Stare hypnotising. You were warned about this.
His damp, white lashes hung low, and he whispered. Too calm for a creature birthed in the heart of the black sea.
"Well, I think you'll find that I'm wonderful company to keep around."
Even his grin was pearly. You were done for.
Wrists trapped behind you. One coiled tight around your waist, another round your throat. Your thighs clasped in their silky lock and spread open wide. Displaying your sin to the ocean.
Your slick mixed with the sea water. Dripping helplessly from your stretched out pussy. Greedily welcoming two thick, pumping tentacles. Relentless, greedy. Sticky with a mix of your divine cum and whatever monstrous goo oozed from him.
It was unlike anything you had ever experienced before.
"Say it again for me, sweet thing." His voice drawled on your ear.
“What do you mean she won’t eat?” Sukuna asks, tapping the side of his face in frustration.
“Well.. we’ve been bringing her food.” one servant mentions,
“She just leaves it by the door untouched.” another one spoke,
“Or.. we find it in her trash.” The third one standing before him lets out quietly.
Sukuna groans to himself hearing the last sentence, dragging a hand over his face.
Moments later he bursts through your doors, your ladies in waiting behind him carrying his dinner, enough to share for two. Jumping at the sound of his rough footsteps you turn around to see them setting up. Your brows furrow at the sight, turning around the flow of your dark curls follow.
“You.” He points, “Get over here and eat right now.”
‘hmph’ you ignore him, nose turned up to the ceiling as you continue to face away from him. The next words coming out of his mouth in a more slightly angered tone, “If you don’t get over here right now, I’m gonna walk over there and hand feed you myself.”
Silence.
You knew he wasn’t going to do that, he wouldn’t dare. Your servants leave after helping him set up, and he just plops himself down in front of the table, staring at your back. The view striking enough to make him tug at the collar of his robe, your hair reached your mid back, luscious and healthy. “Must I really hand feed you in order to make you eat?”
Once again not answering him, he finds himself conflicted about how to approach this, exhaling deeply, “Hey. I’m talking to you.”
You act as if he’s not even there, walking around your room like a huge man bigger than your average isn’t sitting in the middle of it, trying to ignore the smell of the delicious food sitting on the table in front of him. Yet the smell of fresh white rice filling your nose only makes your stomach rumble desperately, sending you signals to pick up something, anything.
The corner of his mouth tugs at the sound of your stomach rumbling. He sighs, leaning on the palm of his hand, stirring the bowl of hot soup, “You know.. Had you finished your meal like a good girl, I was gonna have them bring you some sweet mangos.”
A very telling look on his face as he dramatically signs again, shrugging. “But, if you won’t even bother..”
“I guess I could have them for myself, you know they’re the sweetest in the spring.” he drags, noticing how your mouth is basically watering at the mention. Mangos are your favorite fruit, and he knows that. After a second of contemplating, you walk over to sit on the other side of him. Looking down at the steamed food, he watches you finally take your first bite of food in days.
Why you weren’t eating was neither here nor there, he’s just happy you’re eating. The two you finish the food quietly, and to no surprise you wanted more. So, seconds came pretty fast and you find yourself leaning back a bit and rubbing your very full belly.
A sigh, a smooth sound of how content you were comes out. No time wasted from him to have your treat he promised in his hands, the smallest, most peaceful smile rested against his lips.
“See. Look at you, feeling all better now that you’ve eaten.” he praises, sitting next to you as he holds up a fork with mango on it. ‘ahh’ you open your mouth awaiting for the very king of curses to feed you. Which he does so with no complaints.
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it wasn't the constant, deemed annoying trail of thoughts of his teenage vessel that sukuna dreaded the most. neither it was his exhilirate behavior and overall sun-like energy. it wasn't his peculiar eating habits either, though he would have a lot to share about popcorn.
no, what sukuna despised in his vessel wasn't anything compared to what he truly dreaded.
he dreaded it as much as he felt it entirely. the absence of colors, images, poetry he could not ignore and realized, more like presented with a fait accompli, the abyssal emptiness of it all.
one he did not enjoy.
the one thing he couldn't manage without you.
sleeping.
unbeknownst to the jujutsu world, the imaginary fierce god with four arms and two faces who inspired terror and agony upon generations only had one regret in his terribly, terribly long existence.
"hmm-"your husband half mumbled, half whined, his left cheek comfortably resting on your lap, his additional set of crimson eyes, their beautiful almond shape narrowed from fatigue, searching for you. "-why would you cease your singing, my flower?"
the position you two were in only enhanced his pout, one pair of arms wrapped under the plush of your thighs.
you chuckled, surprised your husband even noticed you had stopped humming a rhythm nature inspired you for a micro-second. your left hand played with one of his pink locks and your voice struck him again.
like velvet meeting honey, like peonies blossoming. like a warm sunlight piercing through the winter sky.
and though he knew he was the king of curses indeed, sukuna never felt more blessed in his existence than in these exact moments he truly relishes.
a small smile crept on his features, letting the dimples you adored break free from his usual facade, a soft, content sigh escaping his lips.
"my only regret in this cursed form of mine, is not to have been blessed with an additional pair of ears."
the surprised giggle escaping your lips after arguing it was an absurd and ludicrous suggestion felt like a healing in his heart, one only you held the key to.
one only you could bring to the sweetest of dreams.
a/n: i've been so emotional lately i needed to pour it all for soft, melancholic kuna lol + tysm for your support on my other sukuna one shot, it really means the whole world to me!! ♡
꒰ 𓈒 ׁ ︎ ︎ ✿ GOOD @ GOODBYES ! ㅅ `͈ 𓏼 )ა
first kiss 𝑤. ͏͏ sukuna ac. su2kuna ಎ
⎯⎯ ✉️ awky ⨍ reader 2.2k
the only shocking thing about ryomen sukuna was that he was a surprisingly good boyfriend. like, embarrassingly good to you.
he was still the occasional dickhead, obviously. but at least he nice about it. he always went at your pace, never pushed when you got shy or overwhelmed, never made you feel stupid for needing reassurance. hell, he even showed up with a bouquet of lilies for your first “official” date with him.
and the date itself wasn’t anything extravagant either. no fancy rooftop reservation, no over the top attempt to sweep you off your feet. just a quiet little restaurant tucked between buildings, warm lighting spilling across wooden tables while soft music played somewhere overhead.
simple. intimate. perfect for you.
a secluded booth in the corner, sukuna sitting across from you with an unfairly soft look in his eyes whenever you got shy and toyed with your food.
and you were doing fairly well. right up until the date ended that is.
because now here you were, heart hammering violently against your ribs, butterflies wrecking your stomach as you hurried, nearly ran, toward your apartment door, leaving behind one very confused sukuna standing a few steps away.
which, in hindsight, probably wasn’t the smoothest way to end a date with your boyfriend.
“oi.”
you froze with your hand on your purse, about to reach for your keys, head snapping up at his voice as he made his way toward you, his hands buried deep in his pockets.
you turned your head slowly, eyes trailing up his tall frame, though looking at him only made things worse; his pink, coral strands faintly glowing under the streetlight, tan skin catching the light, black markings accentuating the sharpness of his features.
yeah. you didn’t stand a chance.
“. . . what?”
he scoffed. “what?” he mimicked under his breath, head tilting slightly, eyes sharp and fixed on you. “you forgetting something?”
your brain only buffered, eyes darting between his face and everything else: left, right, anywhere but him. “no..?” — humming under your breath as you dug through your purse.
lip gloss.
receipt.
wires.
a sonny angel, for some reason . . ?
everything but your keys.
normally, you weren’t this awkward. you just weren’t used to this. dates with people you actually found attractive. emotionally. intellectually. physically. romantically. sexually—
“you regret comin’ out with me?”
oh . . .
for a second you almost forgot he was there. well not really. sure, you tuned him out but you could definitely feel him. you could never really ignore ryomen sukuna; the sound of his breathing, the shift of his weight, his presence pressing against your senses, it was all there.
“what?” you blurted, finally looking at him in the eye.
sukuna leaned against the wall beside your door, pink hair shifting against his forehead, his expression unreadable, save for the faint amusement in his eyes.
“you heard me.”
your brows knitted together, mouth opening, then closing, before finally speaking: “no…”, your voice coming out a soft whisper.
his slitted eyebrow only cocked up at you, a faint laugh escaping his throat. “no?” the single word rolled off his tongue slowly, thick with amusement as he watched you, heat crawling higher up your neck under his stare, your movements growing clumsier the longer he looked at you.
“you’ve been diggin’ through that bag for, what, five minutes now. plus you nearly jumped outta a moving vehicle.” he continued lazily, pushing himself off the wall beside your door. “it makes a man wonder.”
“i’m not doing anything,” you said, quieter now, finally meeting his eyes for half a second before looking away again. “you’re the one who keeps staring me down.”
“mm,” he hummed, “so, lookin’ at you’s the issue.” his eyes flickering over your face once more, slow and unhurried. “that right?”
well, yes, that was part of the problem. but it wasn’t thee problem. because the actual problem was much worse. the actual problem was that you liked sukuna. like. like-liked. and he liked you too.
“well, no! i just—” what an insufferable man. “i really liked going out with you,” voice going a mile a minute before taking a deep breath, lacing your fingers together in front of you, fidgeting under his gaze. “i loved it.. actually.. i’m not trying to run from you or anything.”
“just nervous.”
“nervous?” he repeats after you, the word foreign on his tongue, “that’s what we’re callin’ it? you’re just embarrassed ‘cause you’ve got it bad for your boyfriend.”
your heart nearly jumps out of your chest, heat flooding your face all at once. “what?! no! don’t put words in my mouth.” you blurt, your hand flying up to shove his chest with a dull thud.
sukuna only lets out a low laugh before his hand comes up quickly to close around your wrist mid motion; his grip gentle but firm, holding you there as his other hand stays buried in his pocket. barely trying.
“so… you gonna say bye properly now?”
you gulp, your hand relaxing in his soft grip. “well… how do you want me to say bye?”
sukuna doesn’t answer, instead, he gently lowers your hand between you, scarlet eyes locking onto your softer, pliant eyes.
“your call.”
and the space between you two seems to freeze, soft silence of the night stretching between the two of you. easy on his end, unbearable on yours.
“w—well…” your eyes flick between his for a second before betraying you entirely, dipping down to his lips without meaning to. “i—” you huff. your throat feels dry, yet it feels unreasonable. sukuna wouldn’t judge you, you hope.
“i wanna kiss you… goodbye...”
“platonically,” you added after a moment.
. . .
his brows lifted slowly.
“you wanna kiss me. platonically?”
“um.” your voice came out smaller than intended. “yes.”
“yeah? and i’m sure those pretty little eyes of yours are lookin’ at me real platonically too.”
“that too.”
silence.
then sukuna hummed low in his throat, all amusement, already taking a step back.
“ah. got it.” he turned slightly, gesturing vaguely over his shoulder. “well, in that case— have a nice night.”
your eyes widened immediately. “wait—”
he kept walking.
not far. just enough to be annoying.
“sukunaaa,” you whined, hurrying after him before your fingers caught around his forearm, dragging him back to your doorstep. “not like that.”
a soft huff escapes him, his mouth quirking upwards, canines softly refracting the dim light — not quite a smile, but rather satisfaction. “hm?” he glanced down at your hand on his arm. “so now it’s not like that?”
your grip tightens for a second before you realize it and quickly loosen your hand, heat rushing straight to your face. “i—no, i mean—just—don’t pretend you don’t know what i mean…”
his gaze flicks over your face for a second, slow and unreadable, before he scoffs “you’re the one makin’ it complicated.”
“shut up,” you mutter instantly, but there’s no real bite to it, just embarrassment as you finally tug him a little closer.
his hand comes up, settling near your jaw, thumb resting against your warm cheek. your fingers catch lightly at the front of his shirt as you rise onto your toes.
before you could overthink, your lips meet his.
it’s quick. chaste. shy even.
his eyes flutter shut a moment after, his free hand coming out of his pocket to steady you by the waist, warm and heavy, yet restrained, seeping through your clothes.
he doesn’t kiss you back immediately, letting you mold against him. he tilted his head, lips pressing gently against yours; warm, and embarrassingly sweet.
you pull off his lips slowly, a hesitant look in your eyes, your breath catching lightly as you settle back down flat on your feet, hands still gripping the fabric of his shirt.
your heart was beating so hard you were sure he could hear it. did he like it? did he think you were a bad kisser? to be fair, you didn’t kiss many people. or often. but what if—
“hell,” he mutters, like he didn’t expect that, “you even kiss cute. kinda sweet.”
you pant, “what does that even mean?”
his gaze flicks back to your mouth and the slight furrow of your eyebrows.
the way your fingers still cling lightly to his shirt, the shy warmth clinging to your skin, even that stupid little clip tucked into your hair.
a quiet exhale leaves him through his nose, almost a laugh.
he lets out a soft laugh, leaning down slightly to your height. “i’m annoying?”
you only nod, biting down on the plush of your lip before looking away again, suddenly very interested in anything but him.
except before you could give an actual rebuttal, his lips meet yours deeper this time, no longer testing the waters. still gentle, but an unspoken certainty lingering in the way he kissed you. his mouth warm against yours, moving slow and unhurried, giving you all the time in the world to keep up, hell, even backout if you wanted to, the space between you disappearing.
his hand shifts from your waist up to your jaw, cradling your face and simply holding you in place for the moment. his other arm staying firm at your side, keeping you close without pulling too hard, steadying your wobbly steps against him.
you swallow down a gasp before your eyes slip shut, your nose bumping lightly against his, the angle a little awkward, a little clumsy, yet perfectly you.
it only makes him breathe out something softer against your mouth, amused, as if it’s exactly what he expected from you.
the kiss deepens for a few more seconds — slow, and warm — until it didn’t feel like teasing anymore. just a need held taut beneath careful restraint.
then he pulls back just slightly, just enough for air, his thumb still lingering at your cheek, in no rush to let you go.
“okay . . . was that . . a good goodbye?” you murmur, breathless, still a little dazed as you finally force yourself to step back.
he lets out a low “hm” under his breath, his thumb dragging lightly against your cheek. “yeah. it was good.”
“s’pose i can let you go now.” removing his hands from your sides, drawing a small, inward pout from you.
your hands went back to your purse, fingers already digging through it again—until sukuna stopped you.
“here.”
you pause.
and there they were.
your keys, dangling right in front of your face from his fingers with a soft jingle, cute, colorful keychains swinging in the quiet night air. you gasp before snatching them immediately.
“you bastard! you saw me looking for them!”
he lets out a soft huff of laughter, not even trying to defend himself. “you dropped them while you were busy runnin’ from me,” he hums, shifting his weight back against the brick wall beside him, a faint, sly smirk settling in on that stupidly handsome face of his, “when i asked if you forgot somethin’, you said no.”
you scoff before rolling your eyes, “well! i thought you were talking about saying bye?!”
his gaze flicks over you, steady and thoroughly amused. “two things can be true at once.”
you make a small sound of frustration and snatch the keys tighter in your hand, glaring up at him through your lashes anyway.
“…thanks,” you mutter.
“…go on,” he murmurs, voice low. “before i change my mind and keep you right here.”
and you knew he wasn’t joking. that man was about one breath from devouring you right then and there.
you turn quickly, fumbling with the lock, the soft jingle of your keys echoing in the stillness, his presence still radiating from behind you. his gaze dropped briefly to your hands . . .
“you alright?”
“yes.”
“you’ve missed your keyhole three times now.”
“i know!” you shoot back immediately.
the door unlocked with a soft click, warm light spilling out into the hallway.
“ okay . . . ” you hummed.
“okay,” he repeated, looking down at you expectantly, waiting for you to head inside.
but instead, you stepped forward and wrapped your arms tightly around his waist.
a low, rough laugh rumbled out of him before his arms circled around you instantly, strong biceps trapping your head against his chest. his scent, a deep, clean mix of cologne, so distinctly him, filling up your senses and making your head feel all dizzy.
despite his rough exterior, sukuna was soft, surprisingly so. maybe it was the steady weight of his chest against your body, or maybe it was the quiet way he held you that made it hard to think. either way.
you liked it.
you pulled away first with a small cough and an awkward straightening of your clothes, cheeks warm enough to burn through metal.
“okay! um— bye, sukuna,” you blurted awkwardly, already backing toward your apartment door.
except your shoulder clipped the doorframe on the way in.
“fuck—”
you fumbled with the handle in a panic before practically stumbling inside. “bye! goodnight!”
and then, you’re gone.
the door shutting a little too hard behind you, a muffled “ow!” coming from behind the door.
outside, sukuna exhales through his nose, shaking his head as the corner of his mouth curled upward.
“…yeah,” he murmurs to himself. “that tracks.”
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