Eulalina

I need advice because I love this school much more than my old one (think dystopia, 1984 x the hunger games) but I feel incredibly lonely, and since my hsc (which is like gpa but Australian) is coming up, I feel as if an incredible sense of loneliness has swept over me. I have a lot of new friends, but the loneliness comes from the fact that I don't feel as spiritually connected as I was last year, my music class feels like competition. English is probably the only tolerable one. I dropped art (i sacrificed it because it ran same line as music and since I'm asian and consistently practises violin ever since I took a daring leap out of the womb).