Ethoslabrp

@ethoslabrp

Not impersonating etho! I am just a rp blog here to have fun with my friends!

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Hey Everybody!!

Intro post -

I am the Etho for hermitcrew. I also run @pearlescentmoonrp and my main account is @anonaddy

I'm a minor and have school during the week, so sorry I can't be on all day. Also yes this blog has turned into a smalletho blog, kinda an extension of Joel and Pearl.

Smalletho's is platonic for the time being, so please don't send asks with romantic stuff. Even if we were both ok with it every once the next day I'd probably be uncomfy with it again.

Do not send any nsfw, body horror, etc. theres no reason to so just don't.

#ooc #Intro post

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joeltallishbean

Hey Joel are you..doing alright.

I saw your interactions with Pearl..you seem a bit uneasy about all of this.

... I'm fine. It's okay.

I'm not stressed! This is fine.

Dear you don't have to pretend..

I mean it's pretty clear from the outside that your not fine.

joeltallishbean

You're right. Nothing is okay. I've been- forced to hide how I actually feel for too long. I don't feel masc and I feel like I have to hide it because-

...

Of Pearl. I'm afraid of making him feel dysphoric because of me. I don't want to do that. I just- Feel horrible because I can't look the way I want to present and...

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to unload all of this onto you.

Joel my job is to listen, you don't need to be sorry.

And is putting Pearl's dysphoria over your own really a good choice? He's always respected you so I'm sure if he heard that he would argue against you, wanting you to do what you need to be comfortable.

I mean you did that for him so surely he'd do the same despite his feeling just as you have.

joeltallishbean

No-no, it's just- He hasn't felt this way in forever! I don't want my sudden change in appearance to- Possibly force him to be back to fem? If that makes any sense.

I know it's selfless but also- Selfish. But, I don't want to hurt him. He's already been hurt enough by the ones he trust, I just- Can't do that.

And if it means putting his feelings first. Then I don't care. He's important to me.

*sigh. There goes Joel again caring too much..*

Joel I promise you he wouldn't be hurt, even if it did somehow change him back to fem that would lessen his overall dysphoria anyways.. or give him an example of what he's not comparatively.

The fact that you cared enough to wait out this long shows how inportant he is, and I'm sure he'd love to know what your doing for him. Because as far as I can tell your the only person he trusts, and him knowing your trying would make him feel very loved.

joeltallishbean

But- I guess you're right... I just hate to see him sad. When he walked in covered in cuts and his hair in such a shabby state I... felt horrible. I felt guilty. I just wish I could take away his dysphoria.

Joel sighed, leaning against Etho. She smiled the best to her ability.

*he looked down smiling back at Joel, wrapping one arm around them.*

We all hate to see him sad Joel..he's just like you. Just a little happy light to the world making eveyones lives better, of course you'd never want something like this to happen.

joeltallishbean

Yeah... I'd feel horrible if I ever made him sad.

Joel sighed, cuddling up to Etho.

Thank you- I think- I just needed to hear that.

Mhm...just like she said I'm here to make you happy. That's my one job really..

*he was happy to be close to Joel again, making sure to keep them comfortable with him.*

I'm just glad I could help you.

joeltallishbean

She said? Who is she?

Joel nodded her head, looking off to the side.

You always find a way to help, Etho... No matter what is wrong.

Hey that's the only reason I'm here. To cheer you up no matter how bad.

*he smiles at them even though their turned away, mostly for the thought of it.*

joeltallishbean

Gods, Etho... You're just the best. The moon to my sun... Or would it be the other way around?

Joel looked up at Etho, holding his face in their hands now.

Whatever you are, I'm just glad you're with me.

*he laughs a bit at the little mix up.* I don't honestly know..either way's good when your saying it.

*he pulls them closer, slightly provoked by the touch. A warm feeling rising in his chest.*

#Sun and moon.................#You got me thinkin gfs during smalletho time HOW DARE--

joeltallishbean

Hey Joel are you..doing alright.

I saw your interactions with Pearl..you seem a bit uneasy about all of this.

... I'm fine. It's okay.

I'm not stressed! This is fine.

Dear you don't have to pretend..

I mean it's pretty clear from the outside that your not fine.

joeltallishbean

You're right. Nothing is okay. I've been- forced to hide how I actually feel for too long. I don't feel masc and I feel like I have to hide it because-

...

Of Pearl. I'm afraid of making him feel dysphoric because of me. I don't want to do that. I just- Feel horrible because I can't look the way I want to present and...

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to unload all of this onto you.

Joel my job is to listen, you don't need to be sorry.

And is putting Pearl's dysphoria over your own really a good choice? He's always respected you so I'm sure if he heard that he would argue against you, wanting you to do what you need to be comfortable.

I mean you did that for him so surely he'd do the same despite his feeling just as you have.

joeltallishbean

No-no, it's just- He hasn't felt this way in forever! I don't want my sudden change in appearance to- Possibly force him to be back to fem? If that makes any sense.

I know it's selfless but also- Selfish. But, I don't want to hurt him. He's already been hurt enough by the ones he trust, I just- Can't do that.

And if it means putting his feelings first. Then I don't care. He's important to me.

*sigh. There goes Joel again caring too much..*

Joel I promise you he wouldn't be hurt, even if it did somehow change him back to fem that would lessen his overall dysphoria anyways.. or give him an example of what he's not comparatively.

The fact that you cared enough to wait out this long shows how inportant he is, and I'm sure he'd love to know what your doing for him. Because as far as I can tell your the only person he trusts, and him knowing your trying would make him feel very loved.

joeltallishbean

But- I guess you're right... I just hate to see him sad. When he walked in covered in cuts and his hair in such a shabby state I... felt horrible. I felt guilty. I just wish I could take away his dysphoria.

Joel sighed, leaning against Etho. She smiled the best to her ability.

*he looked down smiling back at Joel, wrapping one arm around them.*

We all hate to see him sad Joel..he's just like you. Just a little happy light to the world making eveyones lives better, of course you'd never want something like this to happen.

joeltallishbean

Yeah... I'd feel horrible if I ever made him sad.

Joel sighed, cuddling up to Etho.

Thank you- I think- I just needed to hear that.

Mhm...just like she said I'm here to make you happy. That's my one job really..

*he was happy to be close to Joel again, making sure to keep them comfortable with him.*

I'm just glad I could help you.

joeltallishbean

She said? Who is she?

Joel nodded her head, looking off to the side.

You always find a way to help, Etho... No matter what is wrong.

Hey that's the only reason I'm here. To cheer you up no matter how bad.

*he smiles at them even though their turned away, mostly for the thought of it.*

#Ya #Like <3 ❤️✨️💕#:3

joeltallishbean

Hey Joel are you..doing alright.

I saw your interactions with Pearl..you seem a bit uneasy about all of this.

... I'm fine. It's okay.

I'm not stressed! This is fine.

Dear you don't have to pretend..

I mean it's pretty clear from the outside that your not fine.

joeltallishbean

You're right. Nothing is okay. I've been- forced to hide how I actually feel for too long. I don't feel masc and I feel like I have to hide it because-

...

Of Pearl. I'm afraid of making him feel dysphoric because of me. I don't want to do that. I just- Feel horrible because I can't look the way I want to present and...

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to unload all of this onto you.

Joel my job is to listen, you don't need to be sorry.

And is putting Pearl's dysphoria over your own really a good choice? He's always respected you so I'm sure if he heard that he would argue against you, wanting you to do what you need to be comfortable.

I mean you did that for him so surely he'd do the same despite his feeling just as you have.

joeltallishbean

No-no, it's just- He hasn't felt this way in forever! I don't want my sudden change in appearance to- Possibly force him to be back to fem? If that makes any sense.

I know it's selfless but also- Selfish. But, I don't want to hurt him. He's already been hurt enough by the ones he trust, I just- Can't do that.

And if it means putting his feelings first. Then I don't care. He's important to me.

*sigh. There goes Joel again caring too much..*

Joel I promise you he wouldn't be hurt, even if it did somehow change him back to fem that would lessen his overall dysphoria anyways.. or give him an example of what he's not comparatively.

The fact that you cared enough to wait out this long shows how inportant he is, and I'm sure he'd love to know what your doing for him. Because as far as I can tell your the only person he trusts, and him knowing your trying would make him feel very loved.

joeltallishbean

But- I guess you're right... I just hate to see him sad. When he walked in covered in cuts and his hair in such a shabby state I... felt horrible. I felt guilty. I just wish I could take away his dysphoria.

Joel sighed, leaning against Etho. She smiled the best to her ability.

*he looked down smiling back at Joel, wrapping one arm around them.*

We all hate to see him sad Joel..he's just like you. Just a little happy light to the world making eveyones lives better, of course you'd never want something like this to happen.

joeltallishbean

Yeah... I'd feel horrible if I ever made him sad.

Joel sighed, cuddling up to Etho.

Thank you- I think- I just needed to hear that.

Mhm...just like she said I'm here to make you happy. That's my one job really..

*he was happy to be close to Joel again, making sure to keep them comfortable with him.*

I'm just glad I could help you.

#I just wanna #Add tha hearts #But ethos not that much of a tumblrina :(

joeltallishbean

Hey Joel are you..doing alright.

I saw your interactions with Pearl..you seem a bit uneasy about all of this.

... I'm fine. It's okay.

I'm not stressed! This is fine.

Dear you don't have to pretend..

I mean it's pretty clear from the outside that your not fine.

joeltallishbean

You're right. Nothing is okay. I've been- forced to hide how I actually feel for too long. I don't feel masc and I feel like I have to hide it because-

...

Of Pearl. I'm afraid of making him feel dysphoric because of me. I don't want to do that. I just- Feel horrible because I can't look the way I want to present and...

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to unload all of this onto you.

Joel my job is to listen, you don't need to be sorry.

And is putting Pearl's dysphoria over your own really a good choice? He's always respected you so I'm sure if he heard that he would argue against you, wanting you to do what you need to be comfortable.

I mean you did that for him so surely he'd do the same despite his feeling just as you have.

joeltallishbean

No-no, it's just- He hasn't felt this way in forever! I don't want my sudden change in appearance to- Possibly force him to be back to fem? If that makes any sense.

I know it's selfless but also- Selfish. But, I don't want to hurt him. He's already been hurt enough by the ones he trust, I just- Can't do that.

And if it means putting his feelings first. Then I don't care. He's important to me.

*sigh. There goes Joel again caring too much..*

Joel I promise you he wouldn't be hurt, even if it did somehow change him back to fem that would lessen his overall dysphoria anyways.. or give him an example of what he's not comparatively.

The fact that you cared enough to wait out this long shows how inportant he is, and I'm sure he'd love to know what your doing for him. Because as far as I can tell your the only person he trusts, and him knowing your trying would make him feel very loved.

joeltallishbean

But- I guess you're right... I just hate to see him sad. When he walked in covered in cuts and his hair in such a shabby state I... felt horrible. I felt guilty. I just wish I could take away his dysphoria.

Joel sighed, leaning against Etho. She smiled the best to her ability.

*he looked down smiling back at Joel, wrapping one arm around them.*

We all hate to see him sad Joel..he's just like you. Just a little happy light to the world making eveyones lives better, of course you'd never want something like this to happen.

#THEMTHEMTHEM !!#MMMMNNGDBDHXH my brains keyboard smash now

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joeltallishbean

Hey Joel are you..doing alright.

I saw your interactions with Pearl..you seem a bit uneasy about all of this.

... I'm fine. It's okay.

I'm not stressed! This is fine.

Dear you don't have to pretend..

I mean it's pretty clear from the outside that your not fine.

joeltallishbean

You're right. Nothing is okay. I've been- forced to hide how I actually feel for too long. I don't feel masc and I feel like I have to hide it because-

...

Of Pearl. I'm afraid of making him feel dysphoric because of me. I don't want to do that. I just- Feel horrible because I can't look the way I want to present and...

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to unload all of this onto you.

Joel my job is to listen, you don't need to be sorry.

And is putting Pearl's dysphoria over your own really a good choice? He's always respected you so I'm sure if he heard that he would argue against you, wanting you to do what you need to be comfortable.

I mean you did that for him so surely he'd do the same despite his feeling just as you have.

joeltallishbean

No-no, it's just- He hasn't felt this way in forever! I don't want my sudden change in appearance to- Possibly force him to be back to fem? If that makes any sense.

I know it's selfless but also- Selfish. But, I don't want to hurt him. He's already been hurt enough by the ones he trust, I just- Can't do that.

And if it means putting his feelings first. Then I don't care. He's important to me.

*sigh. There goes Joel again caring too much..*

Joel I promise you he wouldn't be hurt, even if it did somehow change him back to fem that would lessen his overall dysphoria anyways.. or give him an example of what he's not comparatively.

The fact that you cared enough to wait out this long shows how inportant he is, and I'm sure he'd love to know what your doing for him. Because as far as I can tell your the only person he trusts, and him knowing your trying would make him feel very loved.

#Idk if i went too much or whatever!!

joeltallishbean

Hey Joel are you..doing alright.

I saw your interactions with Pearl..you seem a bit uneasy about all of this.

... I'm fine. It's okay.

I'm not stressed! This is fine.

Dear you don't have to pretend..

I mean it's pretty clear from the outside that your not fine.

joeltallishbean

You're right. Nothing is okay. I've been- forced to hide how I actually feel for too long. I don't feel masc and I feel like I have to hide it because-

...

Of Pearl. I'm afraid of making him feel dysphoric because of me. I don't want to do that. I just- Feel horrible because I can't look the way I want to present and...

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to unload all of this onto you.

Joel my job is to listen, you don't need to be sorry.

And is putting Pearl's dysphoria over your own really a good choice? He's always respected you so I'm sure if he heard that he would argue against you, wanting you to do what you need to be comfortable.

I mean you did that for him so surely he'd do the same despite his feeling just as you have.

joeltallishbean

Hey Joel are you..doing alright.

I saw your interactions with Pearl..you seem a bit uneasy about all of this.

... I'm fine. It's okay.

I'm not stressed! This is fine.

Dear you don't have to pretend..

I mean it's pretty clear from the outside that your not fine.

#The short- I mean tall and amazing Joel

Hey um..Lizzie..

I know you and Joel have kinda had your moments but I wanted to know if you were ok..with me..

(Lizzie sighs, fixing Etho with a stern gaze she locks eyes with him as best she can with her short stature.)

I'm not upset with you or your relationship to Joel. I still love him, but he can't really love me back with no memories of me!

You make him happy.

*He would love to take her stern look seriously but it's hard when she's a short little cat-fish hybrid thing, honestly kind of an adorable effort to him.*

Wow so your not at all jealous or anything n, cause from what it sounds you still love my girlfriend.

(she nods)

I do, I remember the years we spent together, but I'm not going to try to do anything that could make her unhappy.

Speaking of making Joel happy. (She pauses, squinting her eyes a bit threateningly. This time she does somehow manage to appear intimidating.)

If I hear even a whisper that you've made her upset, I swear to any god who'll listen, I will hunt. you. down.

*that threatening glint in her eyes is familiar to him. She is slightly formidable despite knowing she can't possibly hurt him.*

And if you were to hunt me down and hurt me Joel would get hurt too, physically and emotionally.

Your really lucky I love him enough to hate the thought of hurting him.

(she smiles, satisfied with his response. Her teeth aren't quite a cat's, but they certainly aren't an axolotl's either. Her teeth are sharper and more jagged than either creature should be)

Good! Because I care about him too much to let him get hurt.

(her eyes flash red, in the same unnerving way they would if she were under the boogyman curse in Last Life) if Joel is hurt by someone, there is very little they could do to escape what I would do to them.

Lizzie I swear to the gods if you hurt someone he loves over something stupid...

*his eye glows red to match her's, even the normally red one turning crimson.*

He cares about his loved ones too much..and I wouldn't let you put him through that again.

I wouldn't hurt someone unless they hurt them. He deserves the universe.

I have claws for a reason, if you, or anyone else, harms Joel I will hunt you across every possible server you could hide in. The only thing that would stop me is Joel herself asking me to.

And I think you should know by now that she's not gonna be able to see someone, no matter how badly they hurt her, get hurt.

Especially not by you.

I just want her to be happy, if someone decides to hurt her that's their wrong.

(she blinks, flicking an ear once as the red fades from her eyes. Very briefly confusing can be seen on her face, before she schools her expression back to neutral. She tries to look intimidating again, but she has lost all her metaphorical fire.)

Just... keep her happy, that's all that matters.

Don't worry Lizzie..they'll stay as happy as she can be I'll be sure of it.

*he's started calming down, eyes returning to be mostly normal.*

And where I fall short I've got people like you who I can count on to make him happy. *he kneels down to be eye level with her, the height difference had been bugging him.*

(Lizzie smiles again, a more genuine smile this time rather than one showing sharp teeth.)

Good. As long as he's happy I'm content, and as long as they stay happy with you then I can't say anything bad about that at all.

*he smiles back*

I try my best..but I know I could never good enough for someone as perfect as him. I don't deserve her at all really... *he sighs, slightly diverting his eyes from her.*

(she looks down as well, feeling slightly awkward now.)

Honestly I don't think I was either. He's amazing.

(She speaks with a reverence that makes them sound holy, and to her he is)

Joel's just amazing..he somehow manages to just make everyone happy! And I don't know.. she just has something different.

*he looks back at her, slightly staring off as if he weren't really looking at her specificly.*

I feel like your the only one who really gets that.. atleast in the way I do.

I'm glad you understand what I mean. Thank you for making Joel happy, and please just keep him happy.

(She looks back at Etho, patting his shoulder with one of her small paws.)

*he looks at the small webbed paw on his shoulder, a bit of reassurence in it.*

I will do my best, Joel deserves to be happy and i'd love to do that for her.

Hey um..Lizzie..

I know you and Joel have kinda had your moments but I wanted to know if you were ok..with me..

(Lizzie sighs, fixing Etho with a stern gaze she locks eyes with him as best she can with her short stature.)

I'm not upset with you or your relationship to Joel. I still love him, but he can't really love me back with no memories of me!

You make him happy.

*He would love to take her stern look seriously but it's hard when she's a short little cat-fish hybrid thing, honestly kind of an adorable effort to him.*

Wow so your not at all jealous or anything n, cause from what it sounds you still love my girlfriend.

(she nods)

I do, I remember the years we spent together, but I'm not going to try to do anything that could make her unhappy.

Speaking of making Joel happy. (She pauses, squinting her eyes a bit threateningly. This time she does somehow manage to appear intimidating.)

If I hear even a whisper that you've made her upset, I swear to any god who'll listen, I will hunt. you. down.

*that threatening glint in her eyes is familiar to him. She is slightly formidable despite knowing she can't possibly hurt him.*

And if you were to hunt me down and hurt me Joel would get hurt too, physically and emotionally.

Your really lucky I love him enough to hate the thought of hurting him.

(she smiles, satisfied with his response. Her teeth aren't quite a cat's, but they certainly aren't an axolotl's either. Her teeth are sharper and more jagged than either creature should be)

Good! Because I care about him too much to let him get hurt.

(her eyes flash red, in the same unnerving way they would if she were under the boogyman curse in Last Life) if Joel is hurt by someone, there is very little they could do to escape what I would do to them.

Lizzie I swear to the gods if you hurt someone he loves over something stupid...

*his eye glows red to match her's, even the normally red one turning crimson.*

He cares about his loved ones too much..and I wouldn't let you put him through that again.

I wouldn't hurt someone unless they hurt them. He deserves the universe.

I have claws for a reason, if you, or anyone else, harms Joel I will hunt you across every possible server you could hide in. The only thing that would stop me is Joel herself asking me to.

And I think you should know by now that she's not gonna be able to see someone, no matter how badly they hurt her, get hurt.

Especially not by you.

I just want her to be happy, if someone decides to hurt her that's their wrong.

(she blinks, flicking an ear once as the red fades from her eyes. Very briefly confusing can be seen on her face, before she schools her expression back to neutral. She tries to look intimidating again, but she has lost all her metaphorical fire.)

Just... keep her happy, that's all that matters.

Don't worry Lizzie..they'll stay as happy as she can be I'll be sure of it.

*he's started calming down, eyes returning to be mostly normal.*

And where I fall short I've got people like you who I can count on to make him happy. *he kneels down to be eye level with her, the height difference had been bugging him.*

(Lizzie smiles again, a more genuine smile this time rather than one showing sharp teeth.)

Good. As long as he's happy I'm content, and as long as they stay happy with you then I can't say anything bad about that at all.

*he smiles back*

I try my best..but I know I could never good enough for someone as perfect as him. I don't deserve her at all really... *he sighs, slightly diverting his eyes from her.*

(she looks down as well, feeling slightly awkward now.)

Honestly I don't think I was either. He's amazing.

(She speaks with a reverence that makes them sound holy, and to her he is)

Joel's just amazing..he somehow manages to just make everyone happy! And I don't know.. she just has something different.

*he looks back at her, slightly staring off as if he weren't really looking at her specificly.*

I feel like your the only one who really gets that.. atleast in the way I do.

#I mean Joel is a god tbf. Worshipping him's on the table.

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Honestly he would die for this man if he knew it wouldn't kill him too.

#That's his only self preservation really #So he doesn't hurt Joel.

Hey um..Lizzie..

I know you and Joel have kinda had your moments but I wanted to know if you were ok..with me..

(Lizzie sighs, fixing Etho with a stern gaze she locks eyes with him as best she can with her short stature.)

I'm not upset with you or your relationship to Joel. I still love him, but he can't really love me back with no memories of me!

You make him happy.

*He would love to take her stern look seriously but it's hard when she's a short little cat-fish hybrid thing, honestly kind of an adorable effort to him.*

Wow so your not at all jealous or anything n, cause from what it sounds you still love my girlfriend.

(she nods)

I do, I remember the years we spent together, but I'm not going to try to do anything that could make her unhappy.

Speaking of making Joel happy. (She pauses, squinting her eyes a bit threateningly. This time she does somehow manage to appear intimidating.)

If I hear even a whisper that you've made her upset, I swear to any god who'll listen, I will hunt. you. down.

*that threatening glint in her eyes is familiar to him. She is slightly formidable despite knowing she can't possibly hurt him.*

And if you were to hunt me down and hurt me Joel would get hurt too, physically and emotionally.

Your really lucky I love him enough to hate the thought of hurting him.

(she smiles, satisfied with his response. Her teeth aren't quite a cat's, but they certainly aren't an axolotl's either. Her teeth are sharper and more jagged than either creature should be)

Good! Because I care about him too much to let him get hurt.

(her eyes flash red, in the same unnerving way they would if she were under the boogyman curse in Last Life) if Joel is hurt by someone, there is very little they could do to escape what I would do to them.

Lizzie I swear to the gods if you hurt someone he loves over something stupid...

*his eye glows red to match her's, even the normally red one turning crimson.*

He cares about his loved ones too much..and I wouldn't let you put him through that again.

I wouldn't hurt someone unless they hurt them. He deserves the universe.

I have claws for a reason, if you, or anyone else, harms Joel I will hunt you across every possible server you could hide in. The only thing that would stop me is Joel herself asking me to.

And I think you should know by now that she's not gonna be able to see someone, no matter how badly they hurt her, get hurt.

Especially not by you.

I just want her to be happy, if someone decides to hurt her that's their wrong.

(she blinks, flicking an ear once as the red fades from her eyes. Very briefly confusing can be seen on her face, before she schools her expression back to neutral. She tries to look intimidating again, but she has lost all her metaphorical fire.)

Just... keep her happy, that's all that matters.

Don't worry Lizzie..they'll stay as happy as she can be I'll be sure of it.

*he's started calming down, eyes returning to be mostly normal.*

And where I fall short I've got people like you who I can count on to make him happy. *he kneels down to be eye level with her, the height difference had been bugging him.*

(Lizzie smiles again, a more genuine smile this time rather than one showing sharp teeth.)

Good. As long as he's happy I'm content, and as long as they stay happy with you then I can't say anything bad about that at all.

*he smiles back*

I try my best..but I know I could never good enough for someone as perfect as him. I don't deserve her at all really... *he sighs, slightly diverting his eyes from her.*

Hey um..Lizzie..

I know you and Joel have kinda had your moments but I wanted to know if you were ok..with me..

(Lizzie sighs, fixing Etho with a stern gaze she locks eyes with him as best she can with her short stature.)

I'm not upset with you or your relationship to Joel. I still love him, but he can't really love me back with no memories of me!

You make him happy.

*He would love to take her stern look seriously but it's hard when she's a short little cat-fish hybrid thing, honestly kind of an adorable effort to him.*

Wow so your not at all jealous or anything n, cause from what it sounds you still love my girlfriend.

(she nods)

I do, I remember the years we spent together, but I'm not going to try to do anything that could make her unhappy.

Speaking of making Joel happy. (She pauses, squinting her eyes a bit threateningly. This time she does somehow manage to appear intimidating.)

If I hear even a whisper that you've made her upset, I swear to any god who'll listen, I will hunt. you. down.

*that threatening glint in her eyes is familiar to him. She is slightly formidable despite knowing she can't possibly hurt him.*

And if you were to hunt me down and hurt me Joel would get hurt too, physically and emotionally.

Your really lucky I love him enough to hate the thought of hurting him.

(she smiles, satisfied with his response. Her teeth aren't quite a cat's, but they certainly aren't an axolotl's either. Her teeth are sharper and more jagged than either creature should be)

Good! Because I care about him too much to let him get hurt.

(her eyes flash red, in the same unnerving way they would if she were under the boogyman curse in Last Life) if Joel is hurt by someone, there is very little they could do to escape what I would do to them.

Lizzie I swear to the gods if you hurt someone he loves over something stupid...

*his eye glows red to match her's, even the normally red one turning crimson.*

He cares about his loved ones too much..and I wouldn't let you put him through that again.

I wouldn't hurt someone unless they hurt them. He deserves the universe.

I have claws for a reason, if you, or anyone else, harms Joel I will hunt you across every possible server you could hide in. The only thing that would stop me is Joel herself asking me to.

And I think you should know by now that she's not gonna be able to see someone, no matter how badly they hurt her, get hurt.

Especially not by you.

I just want her to be happy, if someone decides to hurt her that's their wrong.

(she blinks, flicking an ear once as the red fades from her eyes. Very briefly confusing can be seen on her face, before she schools her expression back to neutral. She tries to look intimidating again, but she has lost all her metaphorical fire.)

Just... keep her happy, that's all that matters.

Don't worry Lizzie..they'll stay as happy as she can be I'll be sure of it.

*he's started calming down, eyes returning to be mostly normal.*

And where I fall short I've got people like you who I can count on to make him happy. *he kneels down to be eye level with her, the height difference had been bugging him.*

Hey um..Lizzie..

I know you and Joel have kinda had your moments but I wanted to know if you were ok..with me..

(Lizzie sighs, fixing Etho with a stern gaze she locks eyes with him as best she can with her short stature.)

I'm not upset with you or your relationship to Joel. I still love him, but he can't really love me back with no memories of me!

You make him happy.

*He would love to take her stern look seriously but it's hard when she's a short little cat-fish hybrid thing, honestly kind of an adorable effort to him.*

Wow so your not at all jealous or anything n, cause from what it sounds you still love my girlfriend.

(she nods)

I do, I remember the years we spent together, but I'm not going to try to do anything that could make her unhappy.

Speaking of making Joel happy. (She pauses, squinting her eyes a bit threateningly. This time she does somehow manage to appear intimidating.)

If I hear even a whisper that you've made her upset, I swear to any god who'll listen, I will hunt. you. down.

*that threatening glint in her eyes is familiar to him. She is slightly formidable despite knowing she can't possibly hurt him.*

And if you were to hunt me down and hurt me Joel would get hurt too, physically and emotionally.

Your really lucky I love him enough to hate the thought of hurting him.

(she smiles, satisfied with his response. Her teeth aren't quite a cat's, but they certainly aren't an axolotl's either. Her teeth are sharper and more jagged than either creature should be)

Good! Because I care about him too much to let him get hurt.

(her eyes flash red, in the same unnerving way they would if she were under the boogyman curse in Last Life) if Joel is hurt by someone, there is very little they could do to escape what I would do to them.

Lizzie I swear to the gods if you hurt someone he loves over something stupid...

*his eye glows red to match her's, even the normally red one turning crimson.*

He cares about his loved ones too much..and I wouldn't let you put him through that again.

I wouldn't hurt someone unless they hurt them. He deserves the universe.

I have claws for a reason, if you, or anyone else, harms Joel I will hunt you across every possible server you could hide in. The only thing that would stop me is Joel herself asking me to.

And I think you should know by now that she's not gonna be able to see someone, no matter how badly they hurt her, get hurt.

Especially not by you.

#Etho protective as well.

Hey um..Lizzie..

I know you and Joel have kinda had your moments but I wanted to know if you were ok..with me..

(Lizzie sighs, fixing Etho with a stern gaze she locks eyes with him as best she can with her short stature.)

I'm not upset with you or your relationship to Joel. I still love him, but he can't really love me back with no memories of me!

You make him happy.

*He would love to take her stern look seriously but it's hard when she's a short little cat-fish hybrid thing, honestly kind of an adorable effort to him.*

Wow so your not at all jealous or anything n, cause from what it sounds you still love my girlfriend.

(she nods)

I do, I remember the years we spent together, but I'm not going to try to do anything that could make her unhappy.

Speaking of making Joel happy. (She pauses, squinting her eyes a bit threateningly. This time she does somehow manage to appear intimidating.)

If I hear even a whisper that you've made her upset, I swear to any god who'll listen, I will hunt. you. down.

*that threatening glint in her eyes is familiar to him. She is slightly formidable despite knowing she can't possibly hurt him.*

And if you were to hunt me down and hurt me Joel would get hurt too, physically and emotionally.

Your really lucky I love him enough to hate the thought of hurting him.

(she smiles, satisfied with his response. Her teeth aren't quite a cat's, but they certainly aren't an axolotl's either. Her teeth are sharper and more jagged than either creature should be)

Good! Because I care about him too much to let him get hurt.

(her eyes flash red, in the same unnerving way they would if she were under the boogyman curse in Last Life) if Joel is hurt by someone, there is very little they could do to escape what I would do to them.

Lizzie I swear to the gods if you hurt someone he loves over something stupid...

*his eye glows red to match her's, even the normally red one turning crimson.*

He cares about his loved ones too much..and I wouldn't let you put him through that again.

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Hey um..Lizzie..

I know you and Joel have kinda had your moments but I wanted to know if you were ok..with me..

(Lizzie sighs, fixing Etho with a stern gaze she locks eyes with him as best she can with her short stature.)

I'm not upset with you or your relationship to Joel. I still love him, but he can't really love me back with no memories of me!

You make him happy.

*He would love to take her stern look seriously but it's hard when she's a short little cat-fish hybrid thing, honestly kind of an adorable effort to him.*

Wow so your not at all jealous or anything n, cause from what it sounds you still love my girlfriend.

(she nods)

I do, I remember the years we spent together, but I'm not going to try to do anything that could make her unhappy.

Speaking of making Joel happy. (She pauses, squinting her eyes a bit threateningly. This time she does somehow manage to appear intimidating.)

If I hear even a whisper that you've made her upset, I swear to any god who'll listen, I will hunt. you. down.

*that threatening glint in her eyes is familiar to him. She is slightly formidable despite knowing she can't possibly hurt him.*

And if you were to hunt me down and hurt me Joel would get hurt too, physically and emotionally.

Your really lucky I love him enough to hate the thought of hurting him.

#Where do we stand I do not know...I guess I'll just see where the wind blows #<- coolish tag ig :p #Srry i took a sec was writing somethin else

Hey um..Lizzie..

I know you and Joel have kinda had your moments but I wanted to know if you were ok..with me..

(Lizzie sighs, fixing Etho with a stern gaze she locks eyes with him as best she can with her short stature.)

I'm not upset with you or your relationship to Joel. I still love him, but he can't really love me back with no memories of me!

You make him happy.

*He would love to take her stern look seriously but it's hard when she's a short little cat-fish hybrid thing, honestly kind of an adorable effort to him.*

Wow so your not at all jealous or anything n, cause from what it sounds you still love my girlfriend.

#Oh ye joels in fem mode as far as i know

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