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Thank you. Thank you for more than I can explain without crying, without bursting out with vibrant colors and symphonies coming out of my heart and soul. I am a complete person, and I am the whole sun, the whole moon, the entire universe. When you came into this universe, you immediately shined as bright as the stars in me. You came with patience and passion and tears and asked to be part of the magic in front of you. Little did you know, you were the most beautiful universe I had ever seen. Hate, greed, judgement does not exist in you. You radiate the colors of generosity and maturity and infinite love. You make me appreciate the infinite possibilities, because you made me see that there is more to me than I ever recognized. Thank you for colliding with me, and making a sight that is stronger and more powerful than any force that has ever brought me down before.

I have honestly felt SO much joy, love and happiness lately. I don’t know if it is my true self coming out or the fact that I have accepted love in all forms and whoever it may come from. I have seen my family and friends as beautiful and amazing people who always make me smile and laugh. My boyfriend is an amazing soul who has so much love that he spreads that his heart might just burst. Everyone who has been in my life has either shown me how my actions can and will impact them and that I need to be better, or how beautiful I truly am. I have fallen in love with knowledge, with body confidence, with positivity, with self growth. Every single thing around me reminds me of being in a beautiful scene, as if my life is a walking piece of art. Everything around me is an inspiration and has lots of meaning and joy behind it. Maybe this is the light after the storm, the awakening after the dark points of confusion. Whatever it is, I am grateful. Grateful beyond belief to feel everything, to love everything, to find myself. Thank you world, thank you.

There was something about her that made her the most fascinating person that I had ever seen with my own eyes. She was aware of everything all at once, and took in everything as extraordinary. Her cat was the divine and mysterious and the most loving creature she had ever seen. Her family was heavenly and she couldn’t fathom how wonderful her life is with souls of love and light all around her. Every part of her body was wonderous to her and she loved how she could look at herself from the outside and remember all of the pieces of herself. Her heartbreaks, her soul, and her super ability to experience all that experience is. She loved herself.

One smile can change the whole world

The night was endless and beautiful and infinite and there was nothing that could possibility erase the picture of the way the lights shined on all things

Beauty is something that she defined for herself. It’s what most people define for others, the idea that is stuck in our heads since we come into this world and allow it to shape us. She knew that every culture say beauty as a different, unique and individual set of things. Her beauty was her open heart, her joy, and her radiant joy. Whether people looked at her outer body and thought of her weight as unacceptable or not the essence of a beautiful person or not, she was herself and she was passionate about that.