learning as I go

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I didn’t know that there was going to be a #5 until right now..

Self-reflection

Motivation

Consistency 

If someone asked me to name three things that I would like to perfect, its them. Having read over my earlier posts, I realise that these are qualities I NEED to live by to be happy, successful and at peace. These are the three fundamentals that’s are missing in everything I’ve discussed. 

Studies 

I am a second year law student, although you wouldn’t know given the way I spend my time. It’s actually the most neglected part of my life, and unsurprisingly the most anxiety inducing. It’s a constant cycle of neglecting my work, being stressed about it, the stress taking time and energy away from working, and so on.. it’s been like this for as long as I can remember. Somehow, I seem to pull through by the skin of my teeth every time, turning in mediocre work that I’d complete the day before it’s due. I think I’ve lured myself into a false sense of security, convincing myself that it’s not so bad because I’m not failing. The truth is, I’m getting by, but not in the way I would like to be or the way I’m capable of. I have no doubt that if I was to apply myself, I could very easily excel at whatever I’m doing. I know this because I’ve done it before. Although I’ve never had the interest, I’ve always been in top sets in school, gifted classes and given every opportunity to progress. Despite this, I’ve never felt like I was smart. The sad part is that I know it’s all a state of mind. I know that no one is born a genius, and all it takes is hard work. Somehow, I’ve just never put it into practice.

EVERYDAY GOALS

Make studies a priority

No rewards until it’s done