i yearn

i can't tell if it's the video compostion, but i'm watciing a walking tour of nantucket ma....and why is it all so boring and grey scale? why are rich ppl so boring??? american special right there, literally even the car colors are white or grey/black...

uuugh just messed up another simple social interaction, largely my fault, but also a bit of the other praty's? i hate that i ruminate on it, like next time make eye contact! speak up! duh

stacy trolling us with his bald head, fanfiction slowing down and not speeding up like i hoped with it's release 💔

just listened to fire from the hip, loved it! love finn's voice, love the old school sound he has, love the country bits...

imagining on top of everything else he's going through, ryan being devestated thinking naim finds out about him and hunter during their 'healing', he didn't want him to find out that way and it's not what he thinks...but he dosen't have time during the ritual to find him and apologise and he has to put on a brave face during his public shaming...man just imagining him finding the entity first and that's what he apologises to 💔