Horror movie trailer my friends and I made for fun and published on Eshu Funk. I collaborated on editing and marketing materials with my friend and creative partner, Jabari Mickles.Â
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Woke Dating
The dating self-help articles I desperately need right now...
-How to have a conversation about your queerness when dating lesbians and straight men.
-When to tell your date you're a 30-year-old divorcee.
-When and how to tell your date you're undocumented.
-How to not judge your date when they don't automatically volunteer to marry you for papers.
-5 questions to ask on a first date that will expose any socio-political red flags.
-How to tell if your date is a covert white supremacist.
-How to tell if your date suffers from internalized racism or homophobia, and what to do about it.
-Who pays for what: Dating, capitalism, and the patriarchy.
-How to date people more privileged than you without feeling resentment.
-How to date people more marginalized than you without wallowing in guilt and shame.
-How to date organizers - or not.
-How much is too much emotional labor?
-Boundaries: What they are, how to set them, and how to break them without hurting yourself and others too horribly.
-Monogamy vs. ethical non-monogamy and has anyone actually figured this out yet or should I just give up on commitment and meaningful romantic relationships.
-How to tell if your expectations for dating are just way too high.
-How to be a happy fuckgirl without making your momma cry.
#QueryTheWorld: High-Risk Actions
Questions I'm asking myself this week about my life and the larger movement that I feel and think are important for our sustainability and long-term vision:
-If risk-taking behavior is a sign of depression, how do organizations and activists make sure that we are not exploiting our community's mental health when asking/accepting high-risk action?
-How do we build a framework of communication, education, and community organizing that inspires critical thinking, and allows decisions to come from a place of power, not desperation?
-How can I assess my own mental health before committing to a high-risk action?
-What boundaries do I need to set with myself and the movement based on the level of education and consciousness I have in order to feel that my decision comes from a place of power and not pressure?
I believe that direct action is critical to transforming our world, that civil disobedience is a necessary tactic in our current socio-political context, and I recognize these questions are asked from a place of privilege and a particular experience. However, I think they are important exactly because of that. I fear that if we aren't asking these questions, we will end up dangerously close to exerting the same power over our communities that we are trying to liberate us from.
Movimiento Cosecha
Movimiento Cosecha is a nonviolent movement fighting for permanent protection, dignity, and respect for the 11 million undocumented immigrants in the United States. I volunteer for them here and there, and edited this video from footage they streamed live on Facebook of an action shutting down a detention center in Boston for two hours in preparation for May Day 2017.
The New World Foundation
The New World Foundation is a small family foundation in New York City that strengthens community-based organizations and local leadership. I do a variety of freelance communications projects for them, including: writing and research for board meetings and blogs; strategic digital communications advice and implementation; copy writing and website updating; social media administration; digital content production. Below are a few of the visual communications materials I've created for them.

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Muslim Ban: Blaming airport workers is dangerous and wrong
This piece was originally published on Feb. 7, 2017 in Medium.Â
The Baltimore Sun published an op-ed by Chris Edelson titled âOrdinary Americans carried out inhumane acts for Trumpâ on February 6, 2017.
It starts by listing some of the tragic stories weâve all heard over the past two weeks as a result of Trumpâs Executive Order banning Muslim immigrants and refugees in certain countries from entering the U.S.
A week ago, men and women went to work at airports around the United States as they always do. They showered, got dressed, ate breakfast, perhaps dropped off their kids at school. Then they reported to their jobs as federal government employees, where, according to news reports, one of them handcuffed a 5-year-old child, separated him from his mother and detained him alone for several hours at Dulles airport.
I agree that we cannot normalize what is happening, and Edelsonâs contrasting storytelling here is effective at highlighting the disconnect between our everyday work lives and the inhumane, authoritarian orders coming down the White House pipeline, particularly for those tasked with directly carrying out those orders.
But as I see this op-ed shared throughout my activist network, I feel the need to give a warning about the dangerous, incomplete truth it communicates, and provide a deeper analysis rooted in experience.
Edelson continues his op-ed explaining that authoritarian regimes rely on ordinary people to obey instructions, citing the Miligram Experiment, which concluded that most folks are reluctant to resist authority.
ââŠauthoritarians have no trouble finding the people they need to carry out their acts of cruelty. They do not need special monsters; they can issue orders to otherwise unexceptional people who will carry them out dutifully.â
Let me tell you a little about these so-called âunexceptional people.â According to NPR, in 2010, TSA officers were the lowest paid federal employees, with salaries starting at $25,000/year.
In the very same airports Edelson highlights in his piece, low-wage airport and service workers joined in the #FightFor15 last September to deliver a petition asking airport authority to raise their wages so they can support their families. And after years of protesting, workers in New York and New Jersey supported by SEIU won an increase in their minimum wage last December.
I donât care what psychological evidence on authoritarian regimes Edelson wants to bring to the table â as a white, male professor, his privilege is showing.
For those of us who live in the constant emergency mode of living paycheck to paycheck; for those of us who have to deal with racial, gender, and age discrimination at work, and the respectability politics that disproportionately affect us; for those of us who are undocumented and take a risk just showing up for work â resistance is more complicated.
I write as someone who has spent most of her life as an undocumented white woman living paycheck to paycheck in constant struggle with management because the moral values my parents instilled in me and the injustice I experienced throughout my life told me things werenât right and I deserved more.
But even with those strong convictions, it wasnât until my family was protected from deportation, and I had the safety of DACA (Deferred Action for Childhood Arrivals), that I felt secure enough to stand up for myself. This, combined with my racial privilege and economic privilege as a young person with few responsibilities outside myself, finally allowed me to walk off a job or twoâand it is only through the personal relationships built on accountability and deep solidarity that I survived without completely sacrificing my livelihood.
Most of us arenât as luckyâwe walk away alone as our colleagues turn away, as we are vilified, as we are intentionally isolated and silenced, taking big hits, not just financially, but to our reputations and future ambitions.
âThe first thing the enemy tries to do is isolate revolutionaries from the masses of people, making us horrible and hideous monsters so that our people will hate us.â -Assata Shakur
Neo-liberalismâââanywhere that it rears its ugly head, including our locally owned businesses, our academic institutions, and nonprofitsâââis an enemy.
It has us compete with each other, often dividing us by our identities and cultures, rather than encouraging us to build interdependent relationships that would give us power to be treated right and to resist bad orders; it wraps up our value as human beings in how productive and financially successful we are rather than the things we contribute to humanity outside of material wealth; it gives us the illusion of a stable, middle-class life while it increases the gap between rich and poor, keeping us all dependent on a machine that will simply replace us once weâre of no useâonce we resist.
The question for working-class folks is not âWhat will we do,â as Edelson writes. Because weâve been doing. Itâs âHow do we educate each other, and understand our struggle for survival is connected to the fight against racism, xenophobia, homophobia, neo-liberalism, etc. to build power so we can lead the fight against authoritarianism?â
And then we turn to those with more privilege with follow-up questions: 1) How will you get to know me, so that we can build a relationship of deep solidarity and commitment with each other? 2) How will you support meâfinancially, physically, emotionallyâââwhen I stand up for injustice in the workplace? 3) How will you share in the labor, so that I can spend time developing my leadership, sharing my stories and struggles, and organizing my people?
Edelson writes, âMost of us will not face the stark choice employees at airports faced over the weekend,â and heâs right. The ugliness of neo-liberalism and the injustice that trickles down from it is often a subtle part of our âordinaryâ lives, and most of us are complicit, intentionally or unintentionally.
As a marginalized person with some privilege, Iâve done a lot of intentional work on the way I think and the way I act over the last few years, supported in my education and listening to those who have struggled more and differently than I have. And my first response when those executive orders came down was not âwhat are airport workers doing to resist,â it was âhow can we support airport workers in their resistance.â
So as we ask ourselves âwhat will we doâ to resistâââletâs do it with self-awareness and an understanding that people arenât the problem, systems of oppression are the problem, and we cannot build collective power to fight against authoritarianism without an understanding of how these systems affect those weâve labeled as âordinaryâ who are charged with carrying out injustice, and without being in relationship with, and deeply committed to them.
Warmi
Warmi is a organization that empowers femme-identifying immigrants in New York City with real-life skills to become financially independent. I was a volunteer with these wonderful mujeres, and they let me practice my new videography skills by making a video of what they're all about.
Homesick
Perhaps home isn't a place, but an irrevocable condition. -James Baldwin
Me han dicho que tengo los ojos de mi abuelito
My abuelito died this week. Because of my immigration status, I havenât been able to leave the country to visit him for 20 years, and I couldnât go see him when he got sick, or attend the funeral. So I wrote this poem/letter to my family in Spain as a eulogy for him. Thanks to my dad for helping with the translation!
Me han dicho que tengo los ojos de mi abuelito, a todos les gustan mis ojos y cada vez que me lo dicen, yo les digo: Me han dicho que tengo los ojos de mi abuelito.
Pero yo no conozco a mi abuelito, y no estaba allĂ cuando sus ojos se cerraron.
Y hoy, lloro a travĂ©s de esos ojos, porque siento que me fuĂ. Siento que no volvĂ. Siento que no me mantuve en contacto. Siento que no dije gracias. Siento que no te conozco. Siento que no estoy allĂ con vosotros ahora.
Pero siento en mi corazĂłn un amor integral, sin fronteras, que se mueve por mis venas y solo tropieza cuando llega a mi lengua.
Miro fotos, y reconozco tus mejillas, y nariz, y boca, cuando me miro al espejo, y espero que algĂșn dĂa, sabrĂ© quĂ© decir y como hacerte sonreĂr.
Y con los ojos de mi abuelito, imaginando toda la vida que pasĂł, antes, entre tanto, y despuĂ©s que fueron pasados a mĂ, encontrarĂ© maneras de conectar contigo, de recordarte y quererte.
LIVE: Interviews with Bernie Supporters at the DNC 2016
I traveled to Philadelphia during the Democratic National Convention and interviewed Bernie Sanders supporters for The Tempest on Facebook Live through my story as an undocumented immigrant.Â

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Hey girl! You can make a movie this weekend for free
Skip film school, leave your wallet at home, and bring your whole self.Â
Here are some filmmaking shortcuts I wish someone had curated into this neat lilâ list for me when I set out to make the shittiest short doc ever, so that you, my friend, can go straight to the raw storytelling.Â
Read my piece on DIY filmmaking tools in The Tempest.Â
Caminante: A Broken Heart Mixtape
Originally published in The Tempest.
Iâm an American. Not in the nationalist sense of the word â #FuckBorders â but I donât know how else to describe my snotty attitude, self-righteous imperialist tendencies, and the Pavlovian patriotism that surfaces every time I see fireworks.
Unfortunately, the United States is that annoying friend whoâs always saying âprove it,â and Iâm undocumented so I canât, and now our relationshipâs complicated. The fact that Iâm months away from getting a Green Card is making it even weirder. After 18 years away, Iâll be able to visit the country I was born in â the Spain that kissed me goodbye and told me to write â to face the shame of never looking back. Boohoo.
In preparation to make peace with España and figure out if thereâs any of it left in me, I sheepishly WhatsApp-ed my cousins in broken Spanish for something to help me connect: their favorite musica Española. It didnât go well. Apparently reggaeton has infected the whole world, and Iâm the only Hispanic who wants to drown it out with down beats. So I put my research skills to work and curated a mixtape of music from Spain that speaks to my broken heart, still figuring out which side of the Atlantic it belongs to. I canât even cry in Spanish, yaâll.
1. âAdĂos Mi Españaâ || La Shica
Voy a morirme de pena viviendo tan lejos de ti.Â
âIâm going to die of regret living so far from you.â Thereâs nothing subtle in this unforgiving piece of poetry originally written for Antonio Molina. Itâs hard to imagine who Iâd be and how Iâd be living if my parents had never brought us to the U.S., but I do it sometimes anyway â thereâs a lot more tremolo-backed romance in that life.
2. âPequeño Vals VienĂ©sâ || SĂlvia PĂ©rez Cruz
DejarĂ© mi boca entre tus piernas, mi alma en fotografĂas y azucenasâŠ
âIâll leave my mouth between your legs, my soul in photographs and liliesâŠâ This song is the musical embodiment of that kind of loopy-crazy feeling you get when something really bad just happened and all you can do is laugh. It doesnât make much narrative or grammatical sense, but the desperation and hysteria are definitely not lost in translation.
3. âAhora Que La Mierda Ya Me Llega Hasta Los Ojosâ || Espaldamaceta
Y has venido guapa con los ojos inundados de cosas que has vivido sin estar yo a tu lado.
âYouâve come pretty with your eyes flooding with things youâve lived without me by your side.â I think of my mom when I listen to this one. I moved to the U.S. at age 3 and am returning to Spain as a pseudo-tourist â itâs a whole other heartbreak when you leave somewhere that raised you, and return after 20 years to find it continued on without you.
4. âPalabras Para Juliaâ || Paco Ibåñez
TĂș no puedes volver atrĂĄs porque la vida ya te empuja como un aullido interminable.Â
âYou canât go back because life pushes you like an endless howl,â is the opening line of this little ditty. Cue the waterworks. And then stop, âcause Paco (and JosĂ© AgustĂn Goytisolo, who wrote the poetry) says thereâs no use crying at a blind wall â the object of life is love, friendship, and the dignity of all. Gotta love those humanists.
5. âCon Toda Palabraâ || Las Migas
Me entrego a tus brazos con miedo y con calma.
âI deliver myself into your arms with fear and calmâ pretty much describes what I imagine my reunion with my family will be like, and after begging for tips on Spanish music, they can probably smell the desperation for acceptance across the Atlantic. Iâll just tell them itâs a popular American scentâŠ
6. âLluviaâ || Mala Rodriguez
La lluvia se lo va a llevar todo, uno o otro modo, poco importa si miras desde arriba del todo.Â
âThe rain will take it all, one way or another, little matters when youâre looking down from above.â As a mid-low-profile immigrant with heaps of white/European privilege (my brother took all the melanin in our family), this is a good reminder to have some perspective and stop being such a whiny baby. I reserve the right to cry in my bedroom, though â lemme know if you want to collect my lluvia of white tears.
7. âDesordenâ || Maria RodĂ©s
Vuelvo a pasar por el camino acostumbrado, sin acordarme que es el camino equivocado.
âI keep going the way Iâm used to, forgetting itâs the wrong way.â One of the toughest parts of breaking up, romantic or otherwise, is undoing the patterns of thought and behavior that were once comfortable habits, now turned painful memories. The last time I was in Spain was a bit traumatic, and on the surface my brain totally gets Iâm returning under different circumstances, but when I lose control to my subconscious, it takes me down a dark, familiar path.
8. âQuebradizo y Transparenteâ || El Hijo
Ella busca el amor perfecto, a veces cree encontrarlo al mirarse en los espejos.Â
âShe looks for the perfect love, and sometimes believes sheâs found it in the mirror.â This line sunk my heart to my toes. When I came out as undocumented, I thought I had finally found a place I fit in with the immigrant rights community â but Iâm not Latinx enough for them, and Iâm not American enough for America, and Iâm not Spanish enough for Spain. Just gotta love myself, I guess.
9. âNo + LlorĂĄâ || Bebe
Y hay algunas [canciones] que nadie jamĂĄs quiero que comprendan porque son paâ mi naâ maâ paâ mi corazon, paâ mis pensamientos paâ mi reflexiĂłn, paâ mi.Â
âThere are some songs that I donât want anyone to understand because theyâre just for me, for my heart, for my thoughts, for my reflection, for me.â Iâm looking forward to sharing my journey back to Spain, maybe with you! But as Twitter happy as I am, I hope to keep some things between me and the sea.
10. âCantaresâ || Joan Manuel Serrat
Caminante no hay camino, se hace camino al andar, golpe a golpe, verso a verso.
âWanderer, there is no road, the road is made by walking, blow by blow, verse by verse.â My mom used to sing this song at the top of her lungs, unfortunately, but the beautiful poetry of Antonio Machado rings true. It reminds me of an even more relevant version of the phrase by Gloria AnzaldĂșa, âWanderer, there are no bridges, you make them by walking.â Did I say #FuckBorders yet?
Ask Me Anything: Lâesther + Esther for The Tempest
I had the fun privilege of taking over The Tempestâs Snapchat (@wearethetempest) for a week in June 2016. Before signing off, I hosted an Ask Me Anything with my sidekick, Lâesther.Â
Watch the hilarity below.
Expert advice for Donald Trump on who to pick for Vice President
Since youâre having such a hard time finding a running mate, I thought my experience as a media junkie makes me a qualified consultant on the matter, just like your experience in reality TV makes you an expert politician. Plus, I have a proven track record as a matchmaker! Just ask all the friends Iâve set up about the horrible dates theyâve been on thanks to my excellent taste in villains.
I just hope you donât mind Iâm an illegal alien. My last trip to Mars really opened up my third eye, though, so itâs like I have ESPN or something. Hope one of these works out for ya!
Read my top 10 picks for Trumpâs running mate in The Tempest.Â
5 rockinâ zines by radical femmes you can read right now
Somewhere in the existential cracks between Tumblr blogs and grocery store magazine racks lies zine culture. This magical niche of self-published expression exists as an international postal and digital network of activists, artists, musicians, and really â just about anyone who has something to share and the do-it-yourself ethos to get it out there.
Read my piece on feminist music zines in The Tempest.Â

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One Train May Hide Another: An Interview With Jim Jarmusch
Originally published as the cover story for the January 2014 issue of SLUG Magazine. Read it online or in print.Â
âI love getting lost in a place I donât really knowâitâs something very freeing. Instead of anxiety, like some people have, I feel so free to be lost,â says Jim Jarmusch. âI like to follow instincts, and oddly enough, itâs a kind of discipline. My little game of âget lost and donât know where you areâ is a process for me that is very helpful for my imagination.âÂ
Most know Jarmusch as an influential writer-director of American independent cinema, boasting an interlacing filmography of artistic, counter-culture films like Dead Man, Ghost Dog and The Limits of Control since the release of his debut full-length, Permanent Vacation, in 1980 as a 27-year-old grad student at NYU. The man is a sub-cultural icon, eschewing the mainstream to create rewarding works of art that long to be close read.Â
Raised on Jean-Luc Godard and New Wave cinema, nurtured through adolescence by Kenneth Koch and the New York School poets, and slow diving into the future with the support of ATP Recordings and a handful of relevant musicians, Jarmuschâs intellectual repertoire is expansive and continuing. Much like his films, the man has the ability to lose himself in the present details, while retaining an impressive understanding of the past. Perhaps it was subconscious self-reflection that materialized the filmmakerâs latest character creations: a couple of incisive, decades-old vampires in his upcoming release, Only Lovers Left Alive. Â
âMy interest was, âWow, if you could be alive that long, imagine what your perceptions would be like and all the experiences youâd have.â Your knowledge of things would be incredible, if you could remember it all ⊠Just having an overview of history that way was very attractive to me,â says Jarmusch.Â
Only Lovers Left Alive is the filmmakerâs addition to a long history of vampire mythology in both literature and film, and heâs versed on the great and obscure. Jarmusch links his charactersâ British roots to âThe Vampyre,â a poem written by Lord Byronâs physician, John Polidori, in 1819, the first time vampires appear in literature. Film-wise, he cites Carl Dreyerâs Vampyr, first and foremost, claiming itâs more of a poem than a monster movie. âI like the ones that walk outside the margins, that follow the genre in a way, but theyâre not just following the Bram Stoker Dracula idea,â he says. âOf course, Nosferatu is an incredibly great film as is the universal Dracula with Bela Lugosi as well, but those are the ones that meet the expectation, and I like the ones that are traveling outside the mainstream.âÂ
Only Lovers Left Alive, before anything else, is a love story between Adam (Tom Hiddleton) and Eve (Tilda Swinton). âOurs isnât a horror movie ⊠they just happen to be vampires. The thing I love about vampires, too, is that theyâre not monsters, theyâre humans that have been transformed,â says Jarmusch.  âEven Nosferatu is not purely a monsterâthereâs a sophistication to him.â Adam and Eve are such altruistic vampires, in fact, that acquiring blood the more traditional and fatally seductive way is considered retro and obscene. He describes his characters eloquently, calling them both wild, but saying, â ⊠[Adamâs] the guiding sunlight of the film, [Eve] the golden light of reason and intelligence ⊠Sheâs very happy to have the gift of her consciousnessâitâs something very fragile and beautiful to herâand he is too, but heâs a little more romantic in a way, tortured a little, somehow.â Â
The filmmaker is known for being somewhat incestuous in his use of cast and crew members, and Swinton is quite obviously a favorite actor, and a good friend. According to Jarmusch, Only Lovers Left Alive might have remained in the shadows had she not kept the project going despite the filmâs languid start and precarious financing. The part of Eve was written with her in mind from the beginning. âItâs good to work with people you know, but youâve always gotta remember thereâs people you donât know who are amazing that you might get a chance to meet and work with, too,â says Jarmusch, who also gushed over French cinematographer Yorick Le Saux, production designer Marco Bittner Rosser and editor Affonso Gonçalves, all of whom he worked with for the first time on this film. Â
Other than using childrenâs digital cameras from Toys âRâ Us for The Raconteursâ âSteady, As She Goesâ music video in 2006, Only Lovers Left Alive also marks Jarmuschâs introduction to shooting digitally. âIâm a film person. I love the magical thing of film, which is, first of all, light affecting chemistry on the surface of the film material, and then light passing through the print when you project it that creates this magical world of light and shadow,â says Jarmusch.Â
âNow, digital is a different kind of magic: Itâs numbers being translated. So, my first thing is that I donât like digital, and I donât like MP3 sound, and I like analogue sound and vinyl and cassettes ⊠but at the same time, I believe in these things as tools, and I love technologyâI just love the old stuff, too.â
However, all of his qualms about digital, including the neverending depth of field and unnatural skin tones in daylight, didnât end up applying when shooting Only Lovers because it was mostly shot at night. Shooting digital ended up being more efficient, as the desired effect in a scene could be achieved with very minimal lighting, among other benefits. âI found great strength in [digital] even against my own prejudice,â says Jarmusch. âSo it turned out to be quite a magical tool for what we were doing and very helpful. It changed my preset dinosaur obsession with film, and now Iâm more open.âÂ
Jarmuschâs creative process is incredibly free-flowing, reflective of his self-proclaimed motto: âItâs hard to get lost if you donât know where youâre goingââwhich is one of the many reasons why his films stand out. When beginning production for 2009âs The Limits of Control, for example, he didnât even have a scriptâjust a lot of ideas that were collected along the way. Only Lovers Left Alive started with a full script, but veered from it often. âI have this one chance in my life to be in this place, shooting this thing, with these people, so Iâm going to shoot as much as I can think up,â says Jarmusch.  âI have to do that because I donât know what Iâm doingâI know that I will figure it out in the editing room ⊠You have to listen to the film, and thatâs just my way to capture everything I can ⊠âÂ
He describes a scene in the film where Adam and Eve have a sort of quarrel, saying that in preparation, he asked Hiddleston and Swinton to write out their own lengthy speeches, venting to the other character. Though Jarmusch cut out most of the dialogue, he was able to capture the feeling needed for the scene. âIâm always playing like that, trying to think of another angle for something. If weâre standing outside to do a shot and it starts to rain, most films will say, âOK, shut down, itâs raining, itâs not in the script,ââ says Jarmusch. âWell, my first reaction is, âMmm, what would this scene be like in the rain?â âŠÂ
âI donât like to follow the map too closely, because in life, when you take the detour, that might be where you meet your lover! Or that might be the place you learned something you never expected.âÂ
Of course, no Jarmusch film is complete without an exceptional, personally curated score and soundtrack. Only Loversâ composer is Dutch lutist Jozef van Wissem, with whom Jarmusch released two albums in 2012, supplemented by Jarmuschâs latest musical project, SQĂRL, a trio including Carter Logan and Shane Stoneback. SQĂRL released two EPs in 2013, consequently with vampiric squirrel cover art and track names that undoubtedly relate to the new film. SLUG music writer Ryan Hall describes them as âno wave destruction paired with the lethargic and caustic wail of major-chord stoner riffs and a warped, warbled approximation of the music of the American West.â With a rich and varied musical background himself, Jarmuschâs track selections are always a special gift for music aficionados.Â
âThereâs a kind of cowardly nature in the corporate film world where the suits want everyone to get what they expect, and what a drag. What kind of life is that where you just get what you expect? So I find it so disappointing when there are these incredible genres of music around the world, and then it always sounds like the same thing.âÂ
Musical cameos in Only Lovers include Lebanese singer Yasmine Hamdan, who wrote the song sheâs seen performing specifically for the film, New York psychedelic space rockers White Hills in a quick scene, and the soundtrack features Zola Jesus, â60s soul singer Denise LaSalle and rockabilly musician Charlie Feathers.  Like everything else, the music in the film is a carefully selected detail with a touch of meaning beyond its surface appealâespecially with one of the main characters (Adam) being a musician. â[Adam and Eve] have been alive a long time, so they appreciate things from all of human history, and theyâre also not hierarchical about high culture/low cultureâthey appreciate it all,â says Jarmusch. âSo having lute music, which is particularly associated with Baroque and Renaissance periods, mixed with sludgy, molten drone rock, is a kind of nice way to reflect that mixture of their interests as well ⊠They like good stuffâthey donât care if itâs Franz Schubert or Charlie Feathersâ rockabillyâif itâs good, itâs good, and they donât differentiate that way.âÂ
Itâs very Jarmuschian to write a love story about vampires free of the lustful violence usually associated with the genre. Jarmuschâs style has been criticized in the past as dull and contrived, but to appreciate his films, one must lose all expectations of Hollywood allure and watch them in the same way one would read a poem, or look at a painting: making connections, finding pleasure in the weighted details and minute brush strokes, and accepting the incomprehensible.Â
âThese poetic structures are much more inspiring to me in the form of my films, in a way, than prosaic structure because poetry leaves spaces around things. Poetry doesnât have to connect everything syntactically or even logically,â says Jarmusch. âSomeone saidâI think it was e e cummingsâthat you can understand a poem without knowing what it meansâwhich I love so much ⊠A lot of people donât get it or they may not like it, but the hell with âem.âÂ
It can be important to have waited at least a moment to see what was already there. Â Only Lovers Left Alive has been screening at film festivals around the world, including the New York Film Festival and Cannes, and will make an appearance at Sundance in the Spotlight category. If you donât catch it there, itâs set for theatrical release in April of this year.
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