You ever have those days where you cant help but think of the situation you're in and not feel completely worthless because of it. Like you have someone you're so in love with, you'd try anything for them. You do everything you can to make them happy. You learn their favorite foods so you can get it for them when they're blue, you learn their favorite spots so when they're stressed you can take them there and let them unwind. You know what makes them mad, and what makes them sad, and learn how to get them out of both. You get interested in their passions so they'd have someone they can get excited to. Then one day. They decide it isn't enough. Then one day they decide someone out there might be better for them. And your soul disappears. The rug is pulled out from under you. Questions start. "Why wasn't I good enough." "How can i be good enough." "Why can I never be good enough." You tell yourself it's ok. That itll pass. But it doesn't. It just lingers, like a looming rain cloud that never releases its torrent.
