Physical Shifter/physical Nonhuman/vampire/shark

So I am a coral catshark. Yes still a shark. (So yes also still a fish). I do have orca ancestry also. The big move is tomorrow and Friday. Then it’s cross country. I’m going to miss my hidey hole.. my den.. but I’ll have a new one eventually soon. It’s exhausting.

So I was wrong about great white shark. (It is the most popular shark right now). I have patterns on my body still that are like a wildcat pattern. My shark blood is coral catshark. I also have a similar diet to it already. Some fish and shellfish. I never heard of it till recently. Not talked about much compared to the famous sharks. And apparently humans eat my species. Bla… but ya. I’m kind of proud lol.

So I want to say I am also a coral catshark. I’m still going through the motions. I know I talked about being a shark before. So ya.

So the way my body likes or not likes certain fish, I’m still a southern resident orca. Yet i do also eat human food lol. But I do feel like I’m a generalist so it’s confusing. But the certain fish I strongly crave is what southern resident orcas eat.. though I do get visions of hunting fish like herring. Maybe another physical orca can help me out a little? I am moving back to the Atlantic side to. The fish my body craves is king salmon (though I don’t buy that because of the struggling population), steelhead trout, and sockeye salmon. I’d try herring but I think pickled herring is unnatural lol. And maybe bluefin tuna but not that much. White fish like tilapia is not doing it for me. But on the east coast I love baked haddock. And walleye fish. So ya it’s complicated.

So I now know my orca type! I am a North Atlantic type 1 ecotype. Meaning I eat fish when there is plenty of it, ( herring and makral) and the other season go to hunting seals. I am a generalist. And so it makes sense. Ya I mainly eat fish but.. will switch. Today was also my last therapy day, so today is bittersweet.

So yes I am a shark/wereshark with southern resident orca in me. Sometimes it drives me to be a non typical great white shark. Like how family is everything to me. Not typical for a shark. But here I am a shark with orca. Nothing wrong with being a great white shark. It’s me all the way. But why does the shark Inner orca sometimes confuse me? Anyway just shark mumbling tonight. I don’t want to be nervous about journaling again.. the stress was high yesterday to. I am fully embracing myself as great white. I was encouraged to. I think It is also what orca represents with me and that is family. I once thought because I’m a white shark that, I would lose that feeling of family. But I did not. So species should not matter. For ones who still support me, thanks. 😊 🦈 my journey has made me a stronger shark.

Wow. So many bigots after June. Not only at trans anymore. But aimed at therians and physical nonhumans. To the point some wish violence or we all need to just be locked up for good because they want us gone. They think we are mentality ill and worse than trans people. (Yes they make fun of trans to). I’m not sure peace will ever truly happen. I’m not sure I can ever fully be me without someone thinking I need locked up or violence being threatened. Just for being different. I hope my last therapy session is worth it. At least she gets me as nonhuman.

So I am starting to embrace being an Orca with shark blooded tendencies. I am mainly a southern resident orca that was born in MA. I have some shark blood that comes from white shark that drives me to sometimes eat mammals. So if could be close to what a Biggs or offshore orca could be. But I am a southern resident. I have a big connection to Seattle, and how the pods are. Family is why I am moving back to MA. So I am trying to accept both.

So yes I am a physical nonhuman great white shark. And a wereshark at the same time. (If that makes sense) I’m fully accepting this. More so the physical and biological nonhuman part. I feel more solid and stable. More so since my therapist also encouraged acceptance and encouraged to not treat the shark as separate. (I always thought I was not, but she pointed out how I was treating the shark as separate. Now that I fully accepting I am a great white shark (wereshark included), I’m more solid feeling. I feel me. Am feeling a lot more happy. I am an out and loud nonbinary shark. And proud! And soo cannot wait for shark week!

Today was Orca day, nonbinary day, and shark awareness day! Proud to be a nonbinary gender fluid great white shark (wereshark included), and connected to Orcas! Am a happy shark today. Despite the darn heat.

Ok so as a nonbinary gender fluid shark/wereshark, I have to say. WOW not only is there bigotry and hate aimed at lgbtq, seems there is hate aimed at nonbinary people as well. Calling us ill, fake, nonbinary does not exist, to “you need to all die” is just wow. I’m not hurting anyone. Yet get called groomer when these morons don’t know what grooming is. I swear it is another bang my head day. My ex husband who I am still sort of friends with, is in the category of bigot now. He makes fun of nonbinary and excuse my language, shits on trans people to. Yes I plan on breaking away from his new hate. I seen some bigot even say America does not belong to rainbow freaks. Really? So it only is for white straight heterosexual people? Go figure.

Wow is July now the MAGA month? Some moron looks at my Facebook profile (my somewhat physical nonhuman one at least in my bio) then pms me to tell me I am mentally ill. I thought I made my account private? But still I swear July has now turned into MAGA month now. Because I do not support Trump, and support LGBTQ, they feel the need to call me mentally ill and a pervert. How do they know it’s not an RP profile? O I’m more a pervert to them now because I am non binary gender fluid. Trump coming to MT. Rushmore kind of brought out the Morons in Rapid online now to. Degrading anyone who does not like Trump. Heck I was just called a lefttard even though I’m not left or right. Uuug. I really hate human politics.

So along with my dominant ficto form (Xenomorph), my down to earth or water… I am primarily a wereshark. It took so much work on myself. I have other ficto forms but they are not my primary like I thought. I’m quite happy with myself. I also accepted I am Non-Binary to be more specific, I’m gender fluid. So I am she/her but also he/him and do not mind they/them either.

Well, typical. Therian haters making fun of a 10 year old therian who has AHD (I think) who got bullied and her cat mask forcibly taken off. And typical therian haters who think we all just go around peeing in litter boxes ect justify this bullying. Or they blame her parents for “coddling her obsession” what is with the hate? LGBTQ hate and hate aimed at anyone not behaving just like them. I was hoping things changed even a little.

So to continue last nights blog, I have a dominant Fictionkin form as a fictoshifter. That is Xenomorph. Possibly from Alien Earth, because I never aligned with the bio weapon idea. Never felt right. Ikran is still there, but Xenomorph is still after 4 years. The dominant primary.