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in most of the ways that matter, i am a coterie of ghosts. here's one of them: https://sparrowlark.neocities.org/owen

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*torturing you* dude trust me, something really cool happens. you just have to reflect on it for a bit. i'm doing this because i want you to reach your full potential okay?
im terrible at being a real person but i think i'd make an excellent fictional character
i want to see the symbolism ppl would weave into the fanart of me. i want to see who id be shipped with. i want to see what discourse ppl would have about me.
>have problem
>recognize it as part of my divine punishment
>no problem
they're trying to get me to do something called ""my job"" instead of reading about medieval english poaching laws

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Writer confidence is not a thing you build and then have. It's a thing you have for about eleven minutes after writing something good and then it evaporates and you have to make more. There is no reservoir. There is no saving it up. You produce it fresh each time from scratch like some kind of emotional artisan bread and if you don't write for a few days you run out and have to start the whole process over again from flour.
I think the queercoded villainy of The Pink Opaque has been underdiscussed (<- surprising no one I'm sure, given My Deal). Marco and Polo have breasts and skirts and beards and receding hairlines. Isabel gets her heart ripped out when she tries to walk up to Tara (the queercoded hero. the object of crush and identification for Maddy, and a key fantasy object enabling the fragile proto-lesbian intimacy that Owen gets to experience in moments like the marker tattoo scene). But Tara turns around, revealed to be Marco or Polo in disguise (the monstrousness of the queer body. the monstrousness of Owen daring to even semi-consciously entertain that lesbian identification)
We can look at The Pink Opaque and ask things like, where does a liberatory escapism cross over into a substitute for having a real life, is the show Good or Cringe, etc. But also: to what extent are Owen and Maddy seeing themselves as the heroes, vs to what extent are they internalizing that they're the monsters?
❎ "my current mental state can cause me to be anxious, irrational, and overly reactive at times"
✅ "some sort of evil shadow self lurks within me that can only be defeated via battle of the mind combat"

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thank you pinterest for inspiration, i did completely customize it. I SHOULD draw dresses more, they're so fun
clap if you're a black hole of a person and have never been satisfied
clap if you're a black hole of a person and have never been satisfied
Ryujin’s angel 😊

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oh another thing i really enjoyed on a reread is sayeons cope that her killing a child in a negated timeline doesnt count, but yesol killing her teammates in a negated timeline DOES count - sayeon is trustworthy and Moral and only kills when she knows she can reverse it, but yesol is evil and cannot be trusted (and it is infuriating that ryujin trusts her and not sayeon…) since she kills a guy and it’s For Real.
“She murdered iseul” technically she never murdered anyone! its a diff timeline! “It never even happened” as sayeon herself says! its just so delightful. if anyone called her out on it she would for sure say its not the same bc death is reversible for HER but not for yesol… how cruel to compare her to yesol… surely sayeons approach is way more moral…
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