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Sorry, I just thought your neck looked really naked without a collar. Like, it looked so cold and there was so much skin showing and the look just wasn't complete. It's not even like a making you my possession sex thing. I mean, it is now, you belong to me now 'cause of the curse on that collar. But like it really was just that I thought it'd really complete your look. You know? You at least agree that you look so good in the collar, right? I mean, of course you do, that's part of the curse. But like, you agree that the pre-collar you would agree, right? Okay good.
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i wish i was a timestamp collecting kind of guy so i could have actual proof of the ways that owen is like ... i guess not Weird about his dad because lots of people are Like That about their fathers but certainly there's (or Was) a notable degree of something there and i feel deranged because Who The Fuck Else Would Be Paying Attention To All That
nods. we have an Understanding đ¤. also hello ily???? a collaboration would be so beautiful and cutes. bigs my eyes at you my huge eyes <33333
Our Understanding #OurUnderstanding [nodding so sagely]
helloooo i love you tooooo i super duper do not have the details pinned down or anything but ! if you're interested. i might dm you with what i've been thinking about.... tomorrow? my schedule this weekend is weird, might not have time to start juggling a new thing, but i do want to, so we'll see o7
see i like asking about topics i already know (some of) your opinions on bc i like what you have to say about them ^-^ this is my evil and diabolical plan btw
YOUR EVIL AND DIABOLICAL PLAN...... i've been GOT !!
okay i'm going to take this to mean you want my opinion on empires pix specifically, as opposed to empires in general and then also pix in general. great news: i love him <3 uhh. let's do this as bullet points. maybe i'll even successfully be brief about it.
update now that i've finished the list: I WAS NOT BRIEF ABOUT IT.
something i really like about pix in full generality is the sense that he cares deeply about the process of playing vanilla minecraft. i was telling another friend the other day that i find him to be consistently good about setting up challenges for himself that force you to attend to the specific quirks of minecraft as a game, which really delights me as someone who has, especially lately, been kind of longing for mcyts to spend less time desperately trying to gloss over any "game-y" elements they run into while trying to roleplay. thus, i'm delighted by pix's vigil in e1. respawn is real. you can die dozens of times. yes, we can play the vigil as holy, we can take the lighting and arrangement of its candles and lanterns as a serious and necessary task, but fundamentally we are acknowledging a deeply video game-y aspect of the world and reconsidering its meaning. what does death mean in a world where you can always* come back? what new ways of thinking/talking about/processing death are possible?
connected to the above, i love his trap where he drops fwhip into a hole and then forces fwhip to watch deepslate redstone getting spat into lava <3 if you die in minecraft, the thing that really hurts is losing your items. so why don't we cut out the middle step and go straight to the thing that really hurts? that's sick <3
i adore e2, heart and bone of me, and it's in no small part pix's doing? with time and space, it is easier for me to acknowledge the varied reasons one might not like e2, but i encountered it (and pix!) for the first time through his e2 videos, and the way he leaned into what minecraft has always evoked for me, that perpetual sense that something happened here once, and you might never get to learn what, just clicked for me immediately. it gave me a lens for looking at the whole season that... works? like it! coheres! it coheres weirdly well, to go from pix talking about long legacies, the details of which may be entirely obscure to us, and the bright bright sun burning over the ancient capital, to all of these other empires trying to contend with pasts they don't totally understand and build a world of colour and light that is distinct but not disconnected for that poorly-understood past. am i making sense? i'm not sure if i care if i'm making sense.
another thing i love about e2 pix is his constant bending to fit into other people's stories. you see it most plainly i think when he goes around to each kingdom to clean out the sculk blocks, and he tells joel it's Lore Powers and he tells gem it's like sun (or sunglasses??) magic and he tells someone else it's some fancy tech, etc etc. for one thing, i'm fond about how easy he made that chameleoning look, and for another thing, now that i'm thinking about it again, i'm really really fond about how it must mean he was paying attention to the stories each of them was trying to tell and making an effort to facilitate that storytelling. [voice of a guy who primarily bonds with people by talking about stories with them] is it not the height of romance to notice and help elaborate on all the details of someone else's art
i love aro pix headcanon [thumbs up emoji] . this is related to the thing where he cares a lot about processes and sets up kind of unusual challenges for himself and is always nice but not necessarily always kind. i can't explain this right now so you'll just have to get or not get it
i do not love when people are like pix is everyone's dad:) like sorry that's not the kind of guy he is. i see how you got there but i simply don't agree. he's helpful, he's polite, he's busy building castles and mountains he's never going to finish and chasing all manner of absurd goals. and you should not trust that man with a child.
oh god sorry saying that^ made me remember all my repressed haterisms about how the fandom (generally) talks about pix. i also get why people love to have him as The Information Dispenser but it's frustrating when people seem to think that's all he is or would ever be. y'know what'd be awesome? a fic that initially presents pix as the pleasant-faced mild-manner Official Exposition Giver and then reveals over the course of the fic that he is presenting himself this way on purpose and has Machinations And Opinions chugging away in the background. i want that rug-pull so bad and i'm Not committing to doing it myself so my longings must remain unsatisfied
âď¸ and/or um [with the tone of someone who orders the exact same thing every time at a restaurant and is always embarrassed to be ordering it again even though thereâs no reason to be] veycant perhaps. although you need not if you donât want to. meow
can we talk about abolish getting groomed i've been dying to talk about abolish getting groomed <- STILL HASN'T WATCHED ABOLISH. MAYBE HE'S LESS WILDLY GROOMED THAN I THINK HE IS? WHO COULD SAY.
but if it tells you anything of my opinion, if i ever do watch abolish's vampires pov, it will be almost entirely for veycant considerations. or, perhaps, for considerations of the parent-child incest going from [abolish+his parents] to [abolish+morcant]. something about family legacies and inheritance, hm?
okay, attempting to give a clearer answer: i'm really interested in veycant! this is an extension of my interest in The Shadow Organization which is itself an extension of my interest in thinking about the systems/structures that facilitate abuse in vsmp <3 this is, as with the transfem abolish headcanon, an area of-- [realizes i definitely can't say research] consideration that i think is currently underexplored in large part because people seem to prefer their veycant... healthy? completely fine with the pseudo-incest? unlike with the transmasc headcanon, i have truly no idea where this preference comes from, like, psychologically. what is the point of incest you (the character) don't feel kind of sick about???? do you wish to have the thinnest veneer of taboo to squeal with your friends about but no true understanding of or care for how / why incestuous abuse might actually happen for real????? that's enjoyable to you?? hello??? what are we talking about??
my fourth thought on the matter is that evidently i have to write and post an actual veycant fic to make my opinion on the matter clearer.
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well so the thing is it's kind of all here already? ^^; [waves hands around] i just... look at v!abolish and there is such a profound emptiness to him, on every level. i think you can make interesting fanwork on the basis of this, and i think v!abolish is remarkably useful for setting other characters bouncing off of him because he's just going to be a flat wall with enough empty spaces that you can insert some really lovely unexpected sharp points, but all of this is meta + metaphorical + not necessarily canonical. and people don't seem to be commonly making use of this regardless; they seem to be under the impression he's a person somewhere under all that. i remain unconvinced. i know i'm being a little incoherent but i'm planning to answer your other ask too so you get an incoherent-- [remembers i should not say "quickie"]. um. you get the brief version.
... [voice of a guy failing to resist] my opinion about transfem abolish specifically is that i'm very aware that the transmasc abolish headcanon has some very prolific fans and while (as my past posts demonstrate!) i'm perfectly willing to play in that space, i'm disappointed that the headcanon is as... all-consuming as it seems to be. i would like to see/hear more about transfem abolish. in general, i'm very interested in the idea of trans characters who are in the closet and stay in the closet the whole time we see them over the course of canon; i am frequently more interested in stories about the circumstances that would keep someone in the closet (and the attendant psychological toll) than i am in... Transness 101. it is not at all the case that fiction about [trans characters who are out] is inherently a series of hollow repetitions of Basic Trans Themes / Ideas over and over as opposed to specific and characterful depictions, but in this fandom specifically, i have encountered [the hollow repetition] and [the character is already out] as closely linked. it's not the most interesting to me. i feel that considering "hey, what if abolish was transfem?" might lead to more interesting ideas that have so far been insufficiently explored.
moreover, what of the difficulties of knowing / acknowledging / understanding oneself? what of the body as a weapon, jagged edges and knife-point, before it is anything to take solace in? what of being stuffed into a rigid box and kept there because everyone believes you are better off this way? is there no value to considering these questions with a transfem character? after a certain point, it begins to feel like... a significant vein of ~thematically rich material is being ignored in favour of ~mindless comfort. ...not to make my opinions about transfem abolish ultimately about the broad fandom trends i have personally observed in trans headcanons but that is exactly what i am doing. hello.
Pacing around. The thing that you must understand is that Jimmyâs often sparse knowledge of Minecraft mechanics is directly explainable by the fact that he Doesnât play regular survival Minecraft like. Ever
Jimmy doesnât Do longterm survival worlds and when he does, he builds and learns according to his needs. But he is a Modded Minecraft Guy, a One And Done guy, a Challenges guy, a Limited Series guy. He doesnât have a world with hyper specific farms or a series focused on perfecting any one game to perfection
And so you tell him like. âFind me a trial chamberâ and he might have to google that and then do it. And that fits into his general Clueless Guy image, and does a pretty good job to obscure his competence to people who see him through other creatorsâ content and even some of his own followers
The Image of Jimmy as âthe guy who dies first, the guy who screams, the guy who canât build, the guy who doesnât know Minecraft (and is therefore bad at it)â is so interesting to me because itâs SO paradoxical isnât it
The entire concept of the pvp vs life series winners can only stand because of Jimmyâs life series reputation. The expected audience hook is âHeâs Bad At This, Guys. Wouldnât It Be Funny If He Won? Wouldnât It Be Embarrassing For The Winners? Of Course He Canât Winâ
But Jimmy is a good pvper. I mean heâs been doing manhunts on a weekly basis for years and skills build overtime, and he is semi often in pvp aimed series, and in general he does have good instincts. I mean, have we forgotten his Decked Out 2 run? Of course being in a lifesteal event was a honing of his existing skills
And itâs that image that gives him an edge as well on the competition. That shock of being Defeated By Jimmy. I wonder if the reason why he couldnât beat Martyn either time has to do with Martyn having a more real grasp of his skills? He doesnât often buy into the general reputation and has teamed w Jimmy for a very very long time
Itâs just intriguing, how the reputation branding can affect perception even among peers. Even among friends. And even to himself
The saddest~ part of this is that Jimmy canât really go on a Joel style training arc to become a true sweat. At least not anytime soon. Because the Branding depends on his Silly Clueless Guy ness. It has to be this slow burn (exactly like his building prowess, but thatâs a whole other post). For the content
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