do one good thing before you go

i watched jojo's pov of it, yeah :D!! and then like half of drift's but now i'm sleepy and doing Mindless Scrolling about it instead of . watching. it made me desperately miss haunted winter and misadventures smp.... i find these people so so charming and i especially enjoy drift and jojo's voices and ~[tendencies in social interaction] and i would love to get to see them+others like taneesha and lizzie collide with each other in fun and interesting ways in a longer-term server... you can see it, right? one video of less than an hour but i was immediately into taneesha and jojo's casual capable partnership deal, and drift and shelby are so funny and particular with each other, and i dunno, i feel like drift and jojo could have Such relationships in a slightly more roleplay-heavy server, i so badly want to see what they'd do because i have So few prior examples, but the only thing they're on right now is like . the flight. and i can't watch those streams sorry. i mean jojo's on lifesteal but there's still the issue of The Fucking Streams. They Never End. i bring up haunted winter specifically because while i deeply love drift's tendency to just fling herself wholeheartedly into the roleplay and she sure was doing that in haunted winter, at some point it became extremely grating to me how much the trope at work was [hysterical women seeing things vs stoic knowledgeable men trying to stay level-headed and lead the way]. [assorted redacted ocd spirals about gender whatever whatever] and it's just . so many ~types of relationship i might otherwise find unpleasant could be fun if there were . no men involved. i just. would like to experience/witness those, yknow. bweh. week-long smp that results in one single video from each participant and that's all it takes to make me start having visions of a beautiful beautiful world i will never have where lizzie/jojo can be real and drift has her pick of non-men to do her [latch onto a person and say utterly bizarre and compelling things at them] routine. [more redacted spirals about [NOPE THAT'S EXTRA SUPER REDACTED]]

i did like haunted winter up until the finale episodes came out. i was really excited about it. but the finale made it clear they were just playing the tropes i didn't like more or less straight. and i . bajbfjajdbosof.

i watched jojo's pov of it, yeah :D!! and then like half of drift's but now i'm sleepy and doing Mindless Scrolling about it instead of . watching. it made me desperately miss haunted winter and misadventures smp.... i find these people so so charming and i especially enjoy drift and jojo's voices and ~[tendencies in social interaction] and i would love to get to see them+others like taneesha and lizzie collide with each other in fun and interesting ways in a longer-term server... you can see it, right? one video of less than an hour but i was immediately into taneesha and jojo's casual capable partnership deal, and drift and shelby are so funny and particular with each other, and i dunno, i feel like drift and jojo could have Such relationships in a slightly more roleplay-heavy server, i so badly want to see what they'd do because i have So few prior examples, but the only thing they're on right now is like . the flight. and i can't watch those streams sorry. i mean jojo's on lifesteal but there's still the issue of The Fucking Streams. They Never End. i bring up haunted winter specifically because while i deeply love drift's tendency to just fling herself wholeheartedly into the roleplay and she sure was doing that in haunted winter, at some point it became extremely grating to me how much the trope at work was [hysterical women seeing things vs stoic knowledgeable men trying to stay level-headed and lead the way]. [assorted redacted ocd spirals about gender whatever whatever] and it's just . so many ~types of relationship i might otherwise find unpleasant could be fun if there were . no men involved. i just. would like to experience/witness those, yknow. bweh. week-long smp that results in one single video from each participant and that's all it takes to make me start having visions of a beautiful beautiful world i will never have where lizzie/jojo can be real and drift has her pick of non-men to do her [latch onto a person and say utterly bizarre and compelling things at them] routine. [more redacted spirals about [NOPE THAT'S EXTRA SUPER REDACTED]]

i did like haunted winter up until the finale episodes came out. i was really excited about it. but the finale made it clear they were just playing the tropes i didn't like more or less straight. and i . bajbfjajdbosof.

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