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in most of the ways that matter, i am a coterie of ghosts. here's one of them: https://sparrowlark.neocities.org/owen

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she will be wearing her little outfits as usual
(she is a character from my visual novel soul of sovereignty)
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so is it really gettingbetter or do i just keeo forgetting about it more and faster
Can't remember if minecraft fanart was very big on Tumblr or not,,,, welp who cares !
* drops some Techno fanart I've done that I've probably posted before but I'm showing em again anyways *

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girls love the overgrown megastructure. girls want to live in the overgrown megastructure. girls want to build communities and societies in the overgrown megastructure
IVE BEEN SAYING THIS
the thing about vampires is that you can't really "become" a vampire. and if a story says you can then it's not really a story about vampires
ok so i posted this while half asleep so don't totally agree with it but the general gist is that dracula is the most influential vampire fiction, and all subsequent vampire fiction is either 'doing dracula' or purposely not 'doing dracula'
and draculas have. i don't know. a certain power dynamic to them. dracula is the power, and even when he 'makes' other vampires, they're subordinate to him β dracula's brides are effectively his thralls, only existing to do his bidding; lucy westernra is 'turned' but she's, again, only really a thrall, not an independent creature. other dracula-type vampire stories do the same kind of thing β in iwtv, the relationship between 'maker' and 'made' is paternalistic, and there's a sense that every 'made' vampire is less powerful than their maker; in vsmp, even though mechanically the fledgling vampires have the exact same powers as scott, scott is still the sire and his fledglings are all defined in relation to him (they are either loyal or not, but they cannot be entirely independent from him) and he wields the most social power in the vampire faction in every situation. so in every sense, people who were not vampires at the beginning of the story cannot ever 'become' vampires; they're never at the same level of power or authority as the original vampires in their stories. they cannot be, because dracula-type fiction establishes this as the baseline of dracula fiction. if you are 'doing dracula', you cannot become a vampire.
the obvious counter-example to this is to say, idk, what about twilight? there's no real sense that bella and edward are any lesser than carlisle - even as the father figure of the cullens he doesn't really have the authority - and when they come into contact with the volturi, the volturi aren't portrayed as 'more' in any sense other than tradition. and the answer to that is that twilight is an example of vampire fiction that is purposely not 'doing dracula'. it's baked into the story. everything about the vampires in twilight is set in contrast to dracula. vampires don't burn in the sun, they sparkle. vampires are not eternal and all-powerful, they go to school and have teenage problems. vampires don't have a built-in maker-made relationship. when a vampire is born (either as bella is or as renesmee), it is just as powerful as any vampire born in the last thousand years, or even more. and when you look at the story this way, it begs the question: if these 'vampires' are defined at every opportunity in contrast to dracula, and if they are purposely and dedicatedly inverting the dracula, are they actually vampires? you can call your fantasy creature anything you like, but that doesn't make it actually that thing (take the fae in acotar as an example, and how little they have in common with the fae of any story before 2015. they might be called fae but no reasonable person would argue they are actually the same thing as folklore fairies).
anyway the point of this isn't to rag on twilight. who cares about twilight. we're circling back to vsmp, and the "vampires are a metaphor of being queer" take that you still see every now and again. if vampirism in vsmp is about queer community, then the fledglings who are turned would be on the same social level as their maker, scott. which is just obviously not the case. pyro calls him fucking sire, in both sense of the word. the unequal maker-made power dynamic that's inherent to vampire fiction is unequivocally present in vsmp. and interpreting the vampires in vsmp as a queer allegory rather than what they are (draculas!), you're kind of robbing vsmp of its ability to actually be vampire fiction.
more digital art practice with v!Avid. He's mine now, guys
(og sketch below cut)
got really bad artblock so i drew v!owen as the princess from slay the princess

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[speaking directly into a mirror] hey there. i understand this might be a bit of a challenging concept. but do we think we could try not pressing buttons that make us feel bad.
sometimes funny* to consider that once upon a time i genuinely didn't understand why people who were clearly having a bad time in fandom didn't just delete all their accounts and leave. because i really truly hadn't considered the possibility that people had made friends they didn't want to lose. i assumed everyone's online friends were fundamentally replaceable to them? there's not a moral or whatever here it's just.... wow i'm always a parody of myself
new one
you know how you have to set out hiding places for cats? and you can't predict if the cat will like the hidey-hole you made special for them or if they'll choose to hang out in that cardboard box instead?
maybe i just keep making sideblogs forever. there hasn't been a new sideblog made yet but maybe it'll happen. i'm going to lie down right now though

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The most beautiful spell β¨ My Witch Hat Atelier illustration for Crunchyroll! I've always been in love with the beautiful artwork of WHA, and Kamome Shirahama's masterful line work has been a huge inspiration for me! I did my best to recapture the grandeur and magic in this piece. Super excited for the finale next week!!
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