Error.the.Clown

A sleepover!

Foreshadowing

- never being able to relax when adults are around even when you know they mean well

- “why are you giving me things what do you want from me”

- or “i cant take things because this will be used against me later”

- being jealous of other people because their parents are better than yours

- feeling guilty for being jealous

- an endless cycle of “fuck them!” “but it was my fault so im gonna be angry at myself” “im gonna direct that anger outwards” “fuck them!” “but-”

- people telling you to ‘get over it’

- “boys will be boys” apparently applying to older men as well

- no-one believing you when you tell them whats going on

- are my mental illnesses caused by the abuse or was the abuse caused by my mental illnesses

- flinching whenever anyone moves their hands too fast

- ‘sorry’ “what are you apologising for?” ‘you sounded mad’

- abandonment issues x10000

- “if theyre that bad, you can just leave!”

- s u i c i d a l u r g e s

- trying really hard to be a good kid for your abusive parent when youre younger and then realising youre never gonna be good enough

- jokes? you mean passive aggressive comments about something you did wrong passed off as jokes?

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