Erocks Interests

They let their chat decide everything. When and even if they’re getting a change before the stream’s over, what type of padding to change into, and there’s all sorts of fun subscriber goals!

10 ~ Do a potty dance on camera to a nursery rhyme

50 ~ Pour a few ice cubes into the front of your diaper

100 ~ Take a listerine strip and drool all over yourself mid-game

250 ~ Pour oatmeal into the back of your diaper

500 ~ You have to talk in team chat at least once each game, but your words have to be entirely baby-babble

1000 ~ Take a laxative and bring chat on a trip to the convenience store

preservation, just in case

"WHAT?! NO, PLEASE!" 😢

"Don't worry! The good news is that there's a way you can temporarily break the spell and become a normal, respectable adult."

"OH THANK GOD, HOW?" 😃

"Easy! Just dress up like an icky toddler, push a load of shit into your piss-soaked diaper, and hump your furniture for hours until you have a shattering orgasm in your poopy pampers."

😐...😑...😐

so far the most fleshed out concepts i have are:

a barbarian who revolves around tantruming, swings around a big plushie as a bludgeoning weapon, and starts to take penalties to AC if they tantrum long enough as they wear themselves out. still a work in progress, there's a lot to be done, so the bonuses will be worked out later. they have to roll will saves to calm down, and certain comfort items like an enchanted binky or magic bottle that produces and preserves warm milk once per day will assist with this, since there will likely be a lot of saves involving emotions considering they're all a bunch of babies

justice/redemption champion (pf equivalent of paladin) whose tenets revolve around always being on your best behavior, listening to grownups or the person in charge, and never breaking a pinky promise. once per (however long), the champion has a bonus to a roll to fulfill a pinky promise. alternatively: an unholy cause champion who's just a huge brat

a spell/magic item/to-be-assigned subclass that allows one to temporarily return to their mature mindset (bonuses to mental stats), but they begin taking mental damage if a save is failed due to the existential dread caused by the constant reminder that this maturity is temporary and they'll soon return to being as babyish as their compatriots

mechanical stuff is still extremely rudimentary, i have a lot of cute flavoring ideas though that might be mechanically changed later on. such as:

bag of holding that is a kangaroo stuffie's pouch or diaper bag

sorcerer whose attack magic is the breath of a dragon plushie

cleric who gives out appy slices instead of doing healing magic

druid whose shapeshifting is just kigurumi pajamas

summoner whose eilodon is a big plushie

dex classes have pullups for better maneuverability

You can try to fight it, but there's not much you can in a straitjacket and leg restraints. Within a day the spirals on the headsets and the force-fed laced milk get to you, and you're already using your diapers on the slightest urge.

By day two, embarrassment is the only thing keeping you from admitting how horny you are for your diapers. The more used your diaper is, the more you're squirming, desperately trying to get some stimulation from the warm, squishy padding. As embarrassing as it is, you can't help it; it feels too good.

By the end of the week, you're on particularly thick diapers, which don't last long dry nor clean, and you're loosing yourself to the pleasure of grinding against them. The climaxes come quick and strong, and you can spend the whole day like that, trying to ignore the humiliation of being seen like that.

You wake up soaked every day, and can already squeeze out an orgasm or two before they come to change you. It doesn't get any less embarrassing to be found out humping your diaper, but the sexual desperation overrides any instincts to stop or try to hide.

Then, on the next day, you wake up back at home. Back in your normal clothes, back in your regular underwear, wondering if you just had a really weird dream.

A package addressed to you sits nearby, with a printed letter on top: "Thank you for participating in our trial as part of the control group!" It continues, but it's all been covered with black marker, followed by the handwritten addition of "most get some expensive new toy as bribe, but we think you'll enjoy these more. They're our thickest~ ;)"

Inside the package, a large case of diapers makes your heart beat faster. A card rest on the case, with the link to a website and a code underneath. Curious and half paying attention, with the diapers taking most of your mind, you go to the page and input the code when prompted. A banner pops up, congratulating you for your new lifetime supply of Superthick diapers, with a timetable of the scheduled deliveries to your exact address for the next several months.

You should be worried. About the amount of information they may have of you. About what they're doing at that facility. About what they surely did to you, control group be damned.

But you're too busy putting on one of the diapers to think of that.

I wanted the birds to look like they were actually in the space so first thing after doing the draft was to do a lighting study

after that I covered the walls in letters in lieu of a projector/vr headset bc i have neither of those :) Then i take a picture of the section of wall and superimpose the lineart over top of it so I can pencil in the lines

et voila

GIVE IT UP FOR BIRD NUMBUH 5, THE CANADIAN GOOSE, Branta canadensis!!!!

bird 5/14, Bluejay, Cyanocitta cristata

birds 6 and 7: American Goldfinch, Spinus tristis, male and female

BIRD NUMBER 8, (yellow shafted) NORTHERN FLICKERRRRR, Colaptes auratus

genuinely made me start questioning my sanity around day 3, it's half the size the of the goose, WHY did it take me 4 days to finish??

Bird number 9: Red-tailed hawk, Buteo jamaicensis

my chains are broken i am FREE. although i did have a great deal of fun with this, the barring on the wings itself took me like four days and i am READY to move on

this was a week and a half of continuous work so please excuse me for getting a little emotional in the bg 🙏

BIRD NUMBER 10!!! The Male Mallard Duck, Anas platyrhynchos

the male and female ones are gonna be posted separately bc they're taking a lot longer lol but yea! super happy i was able to capture the iridescent green of the head, i found metallic green and blue paint at a craft store that really made his head POP. it looks better in person i promise

ALSO!! As this is the 10th one, BIG announcement. The end is in sight!!!!! I plan to finish within the next 3 weeks and there will be a small dedication ceremony/ unveiling happening at the library to commemorate its completion on the 16th of May. If you live in the Western New York region and want to check it out for yourself shoot me a dm!

aaaand another one bites the duck,

we're movin right along with bird numero 11!! The lady Mallard!! Anas platyrhyncos

power couple that they are, here's bird number 12 and 13,

the Northern Cardinals, Cardinalis cardinalis

and NOW that they are complete, ITS GO TIME, in the next five days (library's closed for mother's day 😭😭) i need to have the GBH fully rendered, the names of the birds vectored, weeded, masked, applied to the wall, and then painted, plus additional cattails throughout. I may be able to get away with just getting the GBH done in time for the unveiling and then just have the names and cattails added later, but i'm gonna really try to get it all done in time. BUT, i have a plan. Part of why i take so long on these is because i really am just figuring it out as I do it lmao. there have been many a time where i am sitting on top of the ladder googling "how to paint birds" but I think if i take the time tomorro to do all that figuring out how to approach it beforehand, this will go a lot faster. I may also recruit some of my artist friends to help with the placing of the names... hrmm we'll see.

Anyways, shout out to the librarian who tracked down exactly the thing i needed so i could figure out where to place the highlights in my birds eyes, ur the real mvp

Bird number 14 out of 14,

The Great blue heron, Ardea herodius

thank you to everyone who reached out or got excited about this project, it genuinely gave me the fuel i needed to keep going. In total, the 480+ total hrs it took me to cover this wall pales in comparison to how long its expected to spend on there, hopefully imparting a sense of beauty and love for the natural world to the next generation and here's hoping i'm only getting started with these.

Thinking of staging an accident in front of their friends... then realizing that that ship sailed long ago. Everyone knows they're in diapers anyway!

Wanting to do something about wetting the bed and being punished for ruining the mattress... but then remembering that their CG never takes off the ultra-thick plastic protector their nightly indiscretions earned years ago.

Thinking of filming a scene of them eating messily and being laughed at and given a bib for being such a baby... then recollecting that it's been over a year since they were even allowed to try feeding themselves.

Imagining a bit with their pull-ups being discovered and mocked during a sleepover... only to recall that their CG hasn't bought them anything thinner than daytime diapers in years.

Wanting to do a scene of them "accidentally" sucking their thumb in public... but then looking down at the giant pacifier clipped onto their clothes and realizing they've already slipped way past that.

Dreaming of embarrassing themselves by pissing themselves during sex... but then having to admit the closest thing to sex they get these days is humping their stuffies through their diaper while their CG cheers them on.