Faking Smiles

I've never regretted something so much in my life.

There is no sophisticated logic that can liberate me; there is no way out.

It's strange how a word, a phrase, a sentence, can feel like a blow to the head.

it takes me apart, piece from piece

I don't know the truth. I only knew a lie.

If I did well, why do I feel sick to my stomach?

nothing good can come of this

I see the little pieces of this world that we've managed to cling to bursting into flames.

That's how the world works.

There is a wavering expression in her eyes, like she is a heap of leaves about to be scattered by the winds.

will you still love me when i'm not young and beautiful?

Did you ever try to mind about how I actually feel? Or how those words you said affected me? Maybe you didn't even intend to care. Maybe you didn't even thought about that because you were too happy with someone,with her. Maybe I shouldn't expect you thinking about me.Maybe your decisions were all right,because of all those pains you gave me,you made me a better person,you made me leveled up. But aleast for now I don't regret anything.I don't regret anything from the past,because I think everything is bound to happen.