Hoping consistency beats talent

Finished obgy 2/3. Need to finish it all by tomorrow.

In the end only done with 2/5th today. Was planning to finish obgy by tmrw, guess that ain't happening and my timetable shifts yet another day.

Started obgy today. Didn't achieve the flow state I needed early so only finished 1/5th of it hoping I do better tomorrow .

I didn't score worse that's a positive point, but I think normal marrow gt are harder so this shouldn't count. Plus it was a recall test too. I'm hoping it's actually the surgery revision magic, hoping it caries on to the next test too, then I'll be assured. Couldn't finish the full rest review, will do it in pieces throughout the week.

Finished surgery, finished ophthal too. But the revision couldn't happen well. After a long time I got time for myself, so I slacked a bit. Though I did try to revise using questions. Let's see if this week's hard work turns up on tomorrow's test.

Almost done with surgery, about 10 pages left, I'll do it tomorrow along with the remaining ophthal.

Completed 3/4 of surgery today. I think we needed this speed from the start then we would've been on time, but I guess better late than never. I was planning to do pedia this week as well along with pharma mini revision and anesthesia starting, but I guess I should just push them back for now and finish surgery and optha only this week. I think surgery will be finished tmrw and day after tmrw I'll do ophtha plus surgery questions . Let's see how it goes.

Good progress on surgery today at about 1/2 finished, don't think I can finish it on time tho but will try not to be too late. Revision of other subjects still concerns me as I had thought to do them with this, but it doesn't look too promising time wise.

Today's progress was very less. I didn't put in many hours today. Completed 1/4th of surgery. Today I had the rare opportunity to be free from the menace, so I lightened up and relaxed a bit, I don't regret not studying much though I might soon but, not today at least.

15:30-18:30- finished 1/7 of surgery, nowhere enough but let's hope tmrw is better.

Reviewed the rest the whole day, did some ophtha too. Will keep on moving however tired I get, stopping is not an option.

Did half hour more at home. Completed 3/5 of it. Not enough but I understood more than I did last time. Not sure if it'll be helpful tho. Made a makeshift but definite timetable, so ophtha will go on a hold or need to make time in between other subjects and that sounds impossible.

Solved a custom module of 50 questions and scored 28/50. The module had a lot of respi physio questions tho, so not a good custom module. I wanted to study more today even do some ophtha but couldn't cause of obvious distractions. Will try to finish ophtha tmrw. Need to give a test on 22. I also tried to go to the library in the evening today, but the fucker called me back. Hoping tmrw goes better.

The percentile didn't drop that bad at 42.11 which makes me think this probably was a harder test than normal , but scoring just this much at this stage is so shitty , I don't know what to do about this.

I thought I studied a lot today but then I got to know I was behind in psm. Realised it too late, hopefully I finish it tomorrow coz day after tomorrow is test day.

After that when I got back home mum's parlour session was going on so I was deprived of not only my room but rest and good food as well. Can't help it, atleast the pos wasn't there. Then I started studying again, although tired but since it was psm it was possible. Did 2.5 hours more of psm then did patho revision but by that time I was so exhausted,it wasn't getting into my top box. So I Stopped. I'll do patho revision in the morning tmrw, since I need max brain power for that.

I'm thinking of revising my first revision completed subjects simultaneously and solve related mcqs. This might keep them working in my brain. I made this after coming to the conclusion that my retention is very poor and in the tests I'm unable to score well on revised subjects.