The Lord is my Shepherd.

Well i went to the church to take down the Christmas decor, and i checked my phone and saw that the preschool director had called and texted me while i was busy. I texted her back since she may have been busy but told her i could call back or even meet her down there if she had time. I saw her leave her office as i waited for her and she came and got me, introduced me to a few people and wants me to come in tomorrow morning for orientation to get familiar with what it’s like there. Everyone seems super sweet!

Hm yeah i think i’m finally gonna get me a veil & some bandana head scarves type to wear to church!! I’ll start out w the head scarves cause they’re more lowkey and more common in different clothing styles/aesthetics anyways, and maybe i can just wear the veil during prayer at home or on communion days 🥹

STOP i just texted my boss after she sent us a message in the gc that work is starting up on Tuesday. I told her i turned in my paper work today. I almost started crying idk why but i’m so nervous wjfjfkjxkx i feel better ab working but idk just having to approach people i don’t really know is so scary and i get in my head about it and make it into a bigger deal than it is. Fighting tears & my throat hurts but i did it anyways bc i have to 😓

Yeahhhhh i finally filled out & turned in my job application though i gotta fill something else out apparently that i wasn’t given. A lady i know helped me with some of it. I also need to go to the bank and ask for a blank check or whatever for confirmation and then i got to give a Christmas card to this elder couple my mom & i talk to each Sunday. She was so happy about it and her husband even came to talk to us and he never talks! She gave me a bit of encouragement and it was kind of confirmation of what i was already thinking too. It’s cool to see how God can speak to me through my thoughts and others. I have to contact my employer and let her know i dropped off my paperwork and i don’t want to cause i’m nervous but it’s fineeeeee

My little boy is 10 months old tomorrow, and it’ll be exactly 9 months since i rescued him out of the street! I’m going to cry. I love him and his handsome self so much. He already weighs 10 pounds so he’s gonna be huge and i’m so excited!!!! He won the genetic lottery! He’s perfect in every way. One thing ab him is that he’s always gonna have his mouth open and his tongue sticking out when he sleeps. I’m obsessed with the antennas peeking through the head of that imposter cat suit he wears. We all know he has the true body of an alien under there. He doesn’t do a very good job trying to blend in. He can’t help it though and that’s okay. He’s trying his best. I love his tail (i don’t have a good photo of it just yet…) It’s huge, soft and fluffy, and when he’s happy, it stands up and the tip curls under. It’s too precious. I love you Daniel 🥹😓👩‍🍼🚼😙🐈👽🛸