Learn, Reflect and Change
As another residency comes to a close, I am feeling rather ambivalent: Iâm looking forward to catching up on sleep and eating a dinner that includes more than one food group; terribly sad to be leaving such a fantastic group of people; and nervous to begin the thesis journey!
The last two weeks have been so full. Full of warmth, compassion, joy, sorrow, anxiety and grief. We have explored such simple, yet profound concepts. Deep listening, acknowledging oneâs anxieties and the Myth of Apathy, are just a handful of incredible concepts we delved into from the psychosocial lens. My eyes have been opened to a new way of thinking, a new way of engaging in climate discussion, and certainly a new way of understanding myself.
As an environmental educator, I am often trying to motivate people to care, cheerleading from the sidelines that the environment is âgreatâ, and trying to find suitable ways to present the facts. In two short weeks I have discovered that I have been ignoring the emotional side of environmental conversations. Most people do care about the environment, but are so overwhelmed or torn by their emotions that they do not know how to act. Asking how one feels towards the environmental challenges that the planet is facing allows for a deeper conversation and the recognition of how to move forward. Further, people need to be engaged. Stating cryptic facts is not the answer; sharing stories captures the audienceâs attention and emotions.
I have some changes to make in the way I interact with my audiences and the way I engage in challenging discussions. It is time to reflect and integrate this new way of thinking, listening and conversing into my work. But before I expect others to share their thoughts with me, I must discover the truths of how I feel.
I would not have guessed that speaking openly and honestly for 5 minutes could reveal such truths. The act of sitting with a partner and just having them listen, rather than correct, comment or advise, is incredibly powerful. Being given permission to express my anxieties and reflect on how I am feeling, was a profound experience. I am now encouraged to continue taking the time to explore my inner world; to fully acknowledge my anxieties, ambivalence, and aspirations. To hold those feeling without judgment, but recognize them.
While the ground supported my body, I felt incredible support from amongst the cohort. I have so much gratitude for my fellow learners â and friends â and look forward to the continued support on each of our journeys. Once again, as we leave this residency we are transformed; stepping back into our ârealityâ a littler wiser, a littler lighter, and deeply changed.
















